My father made suicide jumping in front of a train when I was just 10 years old. After my

father’s death my mother married my uncle who was at least 3 years junior than her. Later I

hard from our relatives, that my father became sexually inactive because of some illness

from after my birth. My Uncle used the situation and seduced my mom. The started having sex

regularly and my father somehow came to know about it. He could not bear the pain and made

suicide.

I always had an interest on my mother's naked body ever since one night I accidentally

found them having sex naked in our bedroom. It was just few months before my father’s

suicide.

Other than those slotty things my mother is normally a traditional Indian woman always

wearing a saree. She is also very religious and goes to temple twice every week and is very

strict in rituals. She is not very well educated either. So she just follows whatever our

elders say as rituals and never asks a question.

After she married my Uncle she seemed very happy. But as days passed by some issue was

bothering her. It’s about my uncle’s wish to see my mother pregnant again. They tried a lot.

But despite all his effort my Uncle was not able to make my mother pregnant. My mother even

went to a “tantrick” (local black magician) but he could not help her.

The story I am going to tell you happened when I finished my degree and going through an

unemployed phase where I used to hang around with my friends the whole day and come back

home only in the evening. Everyday mom and Uncle kept throwing some remarks on my

recklessness which I got used to bye then. Uncle works for a company and every now and then

he goes on tours. That's why my parents insisted I need to get a job in the same city we

live in.

One day Uncle had to go on a trip for three months so he ordered me to stay put at home most

of the time helping my mother. I had no other choice. Since I bound to stay at home I went

to library to grab some books. There I came across some books on tantra. When I was a child

I was told tantra gives people magic and evil magicians always used tantra. Ithought it

would be a great idea to know more about it.

So I grabbed the book and headed home. It was not until I read the first part I realized

tantra has lot to do with sex and sexuality. The chapter that attracted me most is called

'Yoni (Vagina) Tantra'. In this chapter it says one should worship yoni, caress the breasts

and the yoni, and have ritual intercourse with the yoni. It was all exciting for me to read

but my blood ran wild in my body when I read section two of the chapter. In that, god shiva

says to parvati (his consort) that the best of all yonis is mother's yoni. In his words he

says

"The devotee should worship the mother's yoni and have intercourse with all yonis." The

immediate question that sprang in my head is 'Does that mean even with mother's yoni?!!'

He continues "He may have intercourse with any woman between the ages of twelve and sixty".

My mother is 41. So she falls between the ages Lord Shiva suggested. Then the rest of the

section describes the procedure of performing tantra.

Then in section Five, it was again stated about mother's yoni and its preparation. It

states:

"If one should do puja of a mother's yoni, one should prepare it. After worshipping

according to rule, one should not have intercourse." This statement is a bit controversial

with statement in section Two but it does not clearly state if one should not have

intercourse with mother's yoni or no intercourse at all during the ritual. In the same

paragraph, it also continues saying "One should only couple with the yoni that bleeds or

menstruates."

Since the script does not say clearly that we should not have intercourse with mother's yoni

but clearly says 'one should have intercourse with all yonis between the ages 12 and sixty

and one should have intercourse with the yonis that bleed,' I can interpret as we can have

intercourse with mother's yoni. Since my mother is between the ages suggested and she still

menstruates, one can have intercourse with her.

I was very excited! I decided I will try this with my mother.

That afternoon after we had lunch and my mother is free, I brought up the topic. I told her

about it, showed her the book and we discussed some topics in it.

I also told her about yoni tantra and firstly showed her the interesting bits for her such

as "the woman who gets her yoni worshipped becomes a godess herself" and "A great yoni will

attain enlightenment and special power."
“with that special power any one can help others to have children’s and cure any illness” I

carefully added.

Once I got her attention, I proposed her that she should consider doing yoni tantra with her

yoni. She showed mixed feelings which included some blush and some rejection but she told me

she will have to read the chapter before she says anything. I let her have the book and went

out to see my friends.

I returned home in the evening at dinner time. During dinner, I brought up the topic and she

said she read it and she might be interested. She said she will accept it not morally but

because lord Shiva and Parvathi themselves have stated about the ritual. She also said she

will perform the ritual because she will become shakti (the goddess) herself. After becoming

the goddess she can fulfill her wish. She also told me that we can perform the ritual the

following evening as it was a full moon day.

I was so excited that it seemed the time was running slow. I jerked off thinking about the

ritual and my mother's beautiful vagina and breasts. In the morning mom spent her whole day

performing different poojas. She went to the temple, and in the afternoon she arranged

everything for the pooja.

After the sunset, we had our dinner and mother went into the worship room that she will get

ready for puja. She adored me for the pooja and told me to enter the puja room naked. So I

removed my lungi and waiting for my mom's ok to enter the room. As I got an ok, I opened the

door and my jaw just about fell on the ground. There is my mother standing naked. Her body

is shining with the lowlight emitting from the candle around the room. I could only see her

body contours and some hints of her nipples and her pussy hair from the candle light.

In front of her she put the yantra and then she told me to start the pooja. After performing

initial puja, she sat on the yantra spreading her legs and opening her vagina for worship. I

was in a confusing situation caught between sex and devotion as at the same time I am being

introduced to my mother's forbidden areas that I have never seen before and being instructed

to worship them on the other hand.

I became a robot caught between two emotions, doing everything ritualistically. So without

enjoying much of my mother's nakedness and sexual performance with her, I caressed her

breasts, caressed her cunt, tasted her sexual juices and finger-fucked her for the juices.

Then she told me to put my erect penis on her hand. Then she performed linga (penis) puja

and I performed yoni puja on her vagina. She smeared red powder and sandal on my linga(cock)

and she told me to insert it into her yoni.

I was shivering at this opportunity as I took my dick and inserted into my mother's vagina.

The feeling of it was great as I could feel the spasm of passion in my body but before I

could recover she ordered me to have a vigorous intercourse as I fucked her hard like a dog.

After few minutes, I spurted my first load of cum into my mother's pussy.

Once I finished filling her, she told me to get off of her and collected our combination of

the juices from her pussy. She then mixed it with wine and told me to drink it.

Once we finished the ritual mom told me to go out while she dressed. I went out exhausted

still trying to live through my first fucking experience with my mother. Mother put on her

saree and walked out of the pooja room as if nothing happened inside. She never showed any

sign of emotion.

After that she said she will allow me to worship her vagina everyday which I did. I didn't

get to fuck her everyday but got to fuck her when she performed the same pooja once a week.

The second week was also bit strange for me to consider my intercourse with my mother

pleasurable but third week I got used to taking pleasure from it. Mother though, never

changed. She still showed no pleasure related emotions nor she orgasmed anytime.

Before Uncle returned from his 3 month trip, I fucked mother more than ten times. Mom never

looked like she will stop the ritual but instead she proposed my Uncle to take my place. I

was disappointed a lot.

That night I had a strange dream. There was this strange figure appeared in my dream. I was

excited and at the same time worried about his presence. He said to me smiling "Son! You

have finished participating in Yoni Tantra for 12 times now! You have acquired the power you

wanted."

I was surprised. I don't recall asking for any power. My only aspiration of performing

tantra with my mother is to copulate with her. So I asked "I do not know who you are! And I

do not recall asking for any power! What will I get?"

He said "I am mara!(The dead) Your deeds have contributed to your needs! Since you did

tantra with sexual thoughts, you will have power to control others for your sexual needs!

All you have to do is call my name!"

I was excited! I thought of my prospective victims but only mother sprang to my nrain. So I

asked him "Even on my mother?" The figure told me "Yes! But it will work only twelve times

on a single person" Saying this he disappeared.