Dawn at Midnight.
Book 2: Blistered Feet. Chapter 3: Cardinal Waves
A new chapter of my life in a absolute unknown horizon was opened. I had to keep my pace according to my surroundings.
I told to myself on the first day “Love huh! Hard to find in this cruel world where everything is materialistic.” One thought that I was unable to come into terms that ChotoMa and Babu had bought my security by presenting a car in dowry.
Himadri was caring as all new husbands. I stayed very cold and calm in the first week after reception. He probably sensed that I was living in some fear and pain. He understood that due to some reason I was unable to open up. He did not delved into my privates till we were alone. He wanted all those fantasies to brew with understanding and love. My vacuum soul had some respite due to his soft rays of compassion.
On the first week of January, we went for our honeymoon.
ChotoMa and Babu came to airport to see-off.
On the plane Himadri asked me---“This is your first time on the plane?”
---“No, I have been to Delhi earlier.”
---“Ok. I thought this is first time. As you are looking very nervous.”
I smiled on myself “I was nervous due to the type of fantasies you are going to experiment.” My face became red and I looked the other way.
He rubbed his nose on my nape and whispered---“Your fragrance is making me insane, Suchi.”
Softly I placed my palm on his cheek and pushed away his face. I whispered---“Hey! This is plane. Don’t do like that here. Everyone is looking at us.”
He took my right palm and placed it on his cheek. I closed my eyes as my soft fingers got pressed on his raw cheek. He straightened up and whispered---“I am not cuddling any other’s wife? Am I?”
He smelled my fingers and I felt his warm breath on my fingers. All the pores of my left arm unfurled its petals.
I cooed out---“Himadri, please.”
“Ok honey.” He winked at me “The beach will catch fire….”
I could not hide my shy smile so I looked out of the window.
The resort was near to the airport, beside the famous Corbyns Cove beach. A cottage was booked for us.
We reached our resort by noon. The sunshine was very sweet. The weather was amorous, neither warm nor chilled. The winds were blowing from the sea. All the cottages were sea facing and it was east side.
I went near the huge glass window and pushed open the panes. I was wearing a blue chiffon saree and my long tress suddenly flew due to gush of wind that came from the sea. The waves were crushing on the seashore on the sparkling yellow sands. The white froths crushed on the shore and the swoosh sound made me weak. The amorous wind tried to unlock few moments but I kept myself contained and leaned over the window to devour the beauty of the sea and sand.
The beach was of “U” shape and on the northern corner a small island could be seen. Huge trees were all over the sides of the beach.
Suddenly I felt warm breath on my shoulder. I closed my eyes as Himadri placed his arms around my bare tummy and held me in his tight embrace. He gently nibbled the back of my head with his nose and took a deep breath. I held his hands tightly as I felt his nose tip on the back of my head. I tilted my head back as his nose grazed over my nape down to my bare shoulder.
Goosebumps awakened all over my neck. My face became warm by the friction of his strong fingers grazing and kneading my tummy. His teeth came near the broach on my blouse and he nibbled the round of my shoulder. His wanton bites made me jelly.
With a sudden thrust he turned me towards him and his lips crushed on mine. I placed my palms on his chest and felt that his chest was bare. His heartbeats thumped on my soft palm. His roughness made the depressed sullen fairy to unfurl unwillingly.
He scooped me and threw me roughly on the bed and came on me. Even before I could gather myself up, my dress was lying on the wooden floor. The moment he rushed in my domain, I bit my lower lips and closed my eyes. A tiny drop of liquid pearl drenched my eyelash.
A sweet and torrid way to love and that was Himadri. A strong rough coarse mountain under the soft white snow.
Himadri brought out a sky blue knee length sheer sleeveless frock. The moment I saw that sheer negligee on his hand, my face became red and turned my face away to hide my blush.
He came near me and asked---“I bought this for you. Don’t you like it?”
I nodded my head---“Yes it is beautiful.” I took that from his hand and went inside the bathroom. There was a lustful grin on his face as he observed my shyness smeared all over my face.
I came out after taking my bath in that dress that he presented. The cool breeze coming from the window drenched me in sweat of some unknown turbulence. Himadri changed himself to a Bermuda shorts and a sleeveless vest.
He came near me and took my face between his palms. He whispered in my ears---“You are looking gorgeous, Suchi.”
I looked pale as I heard him say those words. My eyes suddenly turned hazy.
He patted gently on my back and asked me “What happened Suchi? I am here.”
I wiped my tears and looked at him. I exhaled a deep gush out of my chest and smiled---“Nothing Himadri. I was just ….”
I could not even finish my sentence, he cut short that sentence with a deep kiss on my lips.
He broke his kiss after a long time. My whole figure was shaking as his fingers traced every contours of my curvaceous figure. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
He took my hand and asked me---“Lets us walk on the beach.”
I was taken aback by his suggestion. I screamed out---“WHAT? You want me to go out like this? No Himadri.”
He pleaded and pulled me by my hand---“Come On Suchi. We came here for our honeymoon.”
I got annoyed---“But that does not mean that I will go out in this sheer negligee, Himadri.”
He almost pulled me out on the balcony---“You beauty is simply irresistible. See out on the beach, who is there wearing full dress?”
I clenched my right fist. I was about to break in tears---“You know my nature Himadri.”
He clenched his jaws and gave a pleading look at my face. He let my hand go and walked silently in the room. After sometime he came out with a sarong and asked me to wrap around my waist.
“Now is that ok for you?” He smiled at me.
I nodded my head and smiled---“You won’t buzz from your nature.”
He made a naughty face and gestured me to walk along with him. Unwillingly at first, I stepped out. The cool breeze caressed my bare arms and my warm face. He put his left arm around my waist and pulled me towards him. The fine grains of sand felt awesome under my bare feet. At times the waves crushed near my feet. That was the first time I was on a sea beach. I looked around those tall coconut and palm trees.
We walked till the end of the beach. The sun went down on my left. The sky was painted with golden yellow and orange stokes of pastel paint. The breeze suddenly shook me. Himadri felt my turbulence and looked at me.
---“What happened?”
“Nothing….” I looked down and answered. The humid breeze brought some humid memoirs in my soul. I bit my lips hard to douse the memoirs.
He asked me to sit down on the beach and I obeyed him.
He looked at my cold face and asked---“You are very timid and shy in nature. Were you like this from the beginning?”
I nodded my head “Yes”
Only my heart knew “No, I was a vibrant girl. I was a puerile fairy of my unicorn. Oh! No what I was thinking. This is not done. I should not do this.”
He lied down on the beach on his back. I sat cowered with my knees folded and arms resting across my knees. My chin rested on my knees and I looked towards the infinite sea. The horizon looked very calm.
He spoke after a long time---“I am bit rough in nature. Is not it Suchi?”
I looked at his face trying to fathom as what does he want to say.
He turned towards me and said---“Most of the time I stay along with the workers and low class people. To tame them, they only understand the cane. They understand slang language. I had to use foul language always.”
He touched my bare right arm and traced my soft skin till my shoulder. It send a sweet tingle down my spine.
---“You know, I am very arrogant. I am very stern. I love myself a lot. I can’t take no for any answer. If any one denies me, then blood gushes in my brain.”
I exhaled a deep breath out of my chest and said---“I will try my best not to make you angry.”
He kissed the round of my right shoulder and whispered---“I know you will.”
“Women are like water, they take the shape of the tumbler in which it is poured.” I didn’t said those words to him, instead---“Himadri, change is evitable in this world. The only constant thing in this world is change.”
I smiled at him and said---“You are engineer and I am a physics student, so we both know about Quantum mechanics.”
He laughed out and patted my cheeks---“My darling. Can you think of something else other than physics?”
I constricted my nose---“If I say no, then?”
He suddenly pinned me down on the sand and came on me out in the open---“Then you know….”
I patted his cheek and whispered---“Let me go. Not in the open.”
He kissed me sweetly and stood up.
We walked towards the cottage, arms in arms. I pointed to the solitary island on the north side of the beach---“Will we visit that island?”
He looked back over his shoulder to the island and said---“If time permits.”
He then grinned at me and danced his brows. I understood the meaning and turned my face away to hide my coy face.
After sometime I asked him---“Himadri, you promised me that you will allow me to do a job.”
He stopped and looked at me---“Why do you want a job? There is no need of that.
Book 2: Blistered Feet. Chapter 3: Cardinal Waves
A new chapter of my life in a absolute unknown horizon was opened. I had to keep my pace according to my surroundings.
I told to myself on the first day “Love huh! Hard to find in this cruel world where everything is materialistic.” One thought that I was unable to come into terms that ChotoMa and Babu had bought my security by presenting a car in dowry.
Himadri was caring as all new husbands. I stayed very cold and calm in the first week after reception. He probably sensed that I was living in some fear and pain. He understood that due to some reason I was unable to open up. He did not delved into my privates till we were alone. He wanted all those fantasies to brew with understanding and love. My vacuum soul had some respite due to his soft rays of compassion.
On the first week of January, we went for our honeymoon.
ChotoMa and Babu came to airport to see-off.
On the plane Himadri asked me---“This is your first time on the plane?”
---“No, I have been to Delhi earlier.”
---“Ok. I thought this is first time. As you are looking very nervous.”
I smiled on myself “I was nervous due to the type of fantasies you are going to experiment.” My face became red and I looked the other way.
He rubbed his nose on my nape and whispered---“Your fragrance is making me insane, Suchi.”
Softly I placed my palm on his cheek and pushed away his face. I whispered---“Hey! This is plane. Don’t do like that here. Everyone is looking at us.”
He took my right palm and placed it on his cheek. I closed my eyes as my soft fingers got pressed on his raw cheek. He straightened up and whispered---“I am not cuddling any other’s wife? Am I?”
He smelled my fingers and I felt his warm breath on my fingers. All the pores of my left arm unfurled its petals.
I cooed out---“Himadri, please.”
“Ok honey.” He winked at me “The beach will catch fire….”
I could not hide my shy smile so I looked out of the window.
The resort was near to the airport, beside the famous Corbyns Cove beach. A cottage was booked for us.
We reached our resort by noon. The sunshine was very sweet. The weather was amorous, neither warm nor chilled. The winds were blowing from the sea. All the cottages were sea facing and it was east side.
I went near the huge glass window and pushed open the panes. I was wearing a blue chiffon saree and my long tress suddenly flew due to gush of wind that came from the sea. The waves were crushing on the seashore on the sparkling yellow sands. The white froths crushed on the shore and the swoosh sound made me weak. The amorous wind tried to unlock few moments but I kept myself contained and leaned over the window to devour the beauty of the sea and sand.
The beach was of “U” shape and on the northern corner a small island could be seen. Huge trees were all over the sides of the beach.
Suddenly I felt warm breath on my shoulder. I closed my eyes as Himadri placed his arms around my bare tummy and held me in his tight embrace. He gently nibbled the back of my head with his nose and took a deep breath. I held his hands tightly as I felt his nose tip on the back of my head. I tilted my head back as his nose grazed over my nape down to my bare shoulder.
Goosebumps awakened all over my neck. My face became warm by the friction of his strong fingers grazing and kneading my tummy. His teeth came near the broach on my blouse and he nibbled the round of my shoulder. His wanton bites made me jelly.
With a sudden thrust he turned me towards him and his lips crushed on mine. I placed my palms on his chest and felt that his chest was bare. His heartbeats thumped on my soft palm. His roughness made the depressed sullen fairy to unfurl unwillingly.
He scooped me and threw me roughly on the bed and came on me. Even before I could gather myself up, my dress was lying on the wooden floor. The moment he rushed in my domain, I bit my lower lips and closed my eyes. A tiny drop of liquid pearl drenched my eyelash.
A sweet and torrid way to love and that was Himadri. A strong rough coarse mountain under the soft white snow.
Himadri brought out a sky blue knee length sheer sleeveless frock. The moment I saw that sheer negligee on his hand, my face became red and turned my face away to hide my blush.
He came near me and asked---“I bought this for you. Don’t you like it?”
I nodded my head---“Yes it is beautiful.” I took that from his hand and went inside the bathroom. There was a lustful grin on his face as he observed my shyness smeared all over my face.
I came out after taking my bath in that dress that he presented. The cool breeze coming from the window drenched me in sweat of some unknown turbulence. Himadri changed himself to a Bermuda shorts and a sleeveless vest.
He came near me and took my face between his palms. He whispered in my ears---“You are looking gorgeous, Suchi.”
I looked pale as I heard him say those words. My eyes suddenly turned hazy.
He patted gently on my back and asked me “What happened Suchi? I am here.”
I wiped my tears and looked at him. I exhaled a deep gush out of my chest and smiled---“Nothing Himadri. I was just ….”
I could not even finish my sentence, he cut short that sentence with a deep kiss on my lips.
He broke his kiss after a long time. My whole figure was shaking as his fingers traced every contours of my curvaceous figure. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
He took my hand and asked me---“Lets us walk on the beach.”
I was taken aback by his suggestion. I screamed out---“WHAT? You want me to go out like this? No Himadri.”
He pleaded and pulled me by my hand---“Come On Suchi. We came here for our honeymoon.”
I got annoyed---“But that does not mean that I will go out in this sheer negligee, Himadri.”
He almost pulled me out on the balcony---“You beauty is simply irresistible. See out on the beach, who is there wearing full dress?”
I clenched my right fist. I was about to break in tears---“You know my nature Himadri.”
He clenched his jaws and gave a pleading look at my face. He let my hand go and walked silently in the room. After sometime he came out with a sarong and asked me to wrap around my waist.
“Now is that ok for you?” He smiled at me.
I nodded my head and smiled---“You won’t buzz from your nature.”
He made a naughty face and gestured me to walk along with him. Unwillingly at first, I stepped out. The cool breeze caressed my bare arms and my warm face. He put his left arm around my waist and pulled me towards him. The fine grains of sand felt awesome under my bare feet. At times the waves crushed near my feet. That was the first time I was on a sea beach. I looked around those tall coconut and palm trees.
We walked till the end of the beach. The sun went down on my left. The sky was painted with golden yellow and orange stokes of pastel paint. The breeze suddenly shook me. Himadri felt my turbulence and looked at me.
---“What happened?”
“Nothing….” I looked down and answered. The humid breeze brought some humid memoirs in my soul. I bit my lips hard to douse the memoirs.
He asked me to sit down on the beach and I obeyed him.
He looked at my cold face and asked---“You are very timid and shy in nature. Were you like this from the beginning?”
I nodded my head “Yes”
Only my heart knew “No, I was a vibrant girl. I was a puerile fairy of my unicorn. Oh! No what I was thinking. This is not done. I should not do this.”
He lied down on the beach on his back. I sat cowered with my knees folded and arms resting across my knees. My chin rested on my knees and I looked towards the infinite sea. The horizon looked very calm.
He spoke after a long time---“I am bit rough in nature. Is not it Suchi?”
I looked at his face trying to fathom as what does he want to say.
He turned towards me and said---“Most of the time I stay along with the workers and low class people. To tame them, they only understand the cane. They understand slang language. I had to use foul language always.”
He touched my bare right arm and traced my soft skin till my shoulder. It send a sweet tingle down my spine.
---“You know, I am very arrogant. I am very stern. I love myself a lot. I can’t take no for any answer. If any one denies me, then blood gushes in my brain.”
I exhaled a deep breath out of my chest and said---“I will try my best not to make you angry.”
He kissed the round of my right shoulder and whispered---“I know you will.”
“Women are like water, they take the shape of the tumbler in which it is poured.” I didn’t said those words to him, instead---“Himadri, change is evitable in this world. The only constant thing in this world is change.”
I smiled at him and said---“You are engineer and I am a physics student, so we both know about Quantum mechanics.”
He laughed out and patted my cheeks---“My darling. Can you think of something else other than physics?”
I constricted my nose---“If I say no, then?”
He suddenly pinned me down on the sand and came on me out in the open---“Then you know….”
I patted his cheek and whispered---“Let me go. Not in the open.”
He kissed me sweetly and stood up.
We walked towards the cottage, arms in arms. I pointed to the solitary island on the north side of the beach---“Will we visit that island?”
He looked back over his shoulder to the island and said---“If time permits.”
He then grinned at me and danced his brows. I understood the meaning and turned my face away to hide my coy face.
After sometime I asked him---“Himadri, you promised me that you will allow me to do a job.”
He stopped and looked at me---“Why do you want a job? There is no need of that.