Aaj 5 May... meri shaadi ka din … ek din jo har ladki ki jindagi ka sab se yaadgaar din hoota hai … jis din ke sapne ladki poori jaaawani dekhti thai … magar meri kahaani kuch aalag hai .. Main aaj jara bhi khush nahi thi … kyo ki meri shaadi jabardashti ek anjaan admi se hoo rahi thi …
Pehale thoda sa Intro
Mera naam dipti hai aur Main Mumbai ki ek upper middle class pariwar ki ladki hoon, pariwaar ke naam pe meri maa, baap aur ek bhai hai.. Mere Pitaji dabanng kisam ke hai aur un ke aage bolne ki kisi ki himmat nahi hai … un ka faisla hamare ghar main aakhri hai.. magar papa mujhe bahoot pyaar karte the ..
Ab Thoda sa flash back..
Waise to main ek aachi ladki hu … magar ek khata mujh se hoo gayi … pyaar karne ki .. akaash … meri college main mere saath padhta hai … aur hum ek dusre se bahoot pyaar karte hai … aabhi tak hum ne college ke bahaane poori masti ki hai … picture jaana , disco jaana, restaurant jaana .. parks main jaana … sab kuch .. poore college ko hamare afaair ke bare main pata tha .. magar mere ghar walo ko aabhi tak us ki jankari nahi thi…
Hamare 3rd year ka last paper tha oor exams dene ke baad main aur akash poore din ghoom fir ke jab shaam ko ghar pahoochi to waha ka mahool baki dino ki tarah nahi tha … ghaar main ghuste hi bhai ne poocha kaha thi … maine kaha ki friends ke saath picture dekhne gayi thi … itna kehate hi .. bhai ne ek jor daar thappad mere mu par jad diya .. maa ne rokne ka prayaas kiya magar bhai to gusse main tha … unhone ne poocha ki ye akaash se tumhara kya rishta hai .. main mu faade un ki taraf dekh rahi thi … da ke mare pehale maine saaf saaf mana kar diya ki kown akaash… main kisi akash ko nahi jaanti … itna kehate hi ek aur chaata mere gaalo par pada … maa ne kaha jawaan behan ko aise maarte hai kya ..
Bhai ne kaha tu chup reh maa .. samay rehate mujhe pata chal gaya nahi to is ladki ne hame kahi mu dikhane laayak nahi choodna tha … us ne apne mobile par mere aur akash ke pics dikhaye .. tab maine kaha ki haan .. ye akash hai aur hum dono ek dusre se pyaar karte hai .. aur jaldi hi saadhi bhi karna chahte hai … bhai ne maa ke taraf dekh kar kaha … dekh rahi hoo is ki besharmi …
Hum baat kaar hi rahe the ki bhiya ne papa ko phone kar ke bula liya… un ko saari baat pata chali to unhone mujh ko apne kamre main bula liya ..
Kamre main mujh se poocha ki jo maine suna kya wo sab sach hai … maine haan main jawaab diya .. papa ne kaha ki kya wo ladka tum se shaadi karega … maine kaha ki haan .. to unhone mujh se kaha ki us ladke se baat kaar ke tum use mere paas office main bhej dena …
Papa ka reaction dekhne ke baad main bahoot khush thi … mujhe bharosa tha ki aakash meri baat kaabhi nahi talega… maine baahar jaa ke turant aakash ko phone milaya … uss ko saari baat batayi … aakash ne mujhe kaha ki wo us ko sochne ka time chiye aur usne kal coffee shop main milne ko kaha ..
Agle din main khushi khushi taiyaar hoo kar … CCD pahooch gayi … akaash mera waha intajaar kar raha tha … us ne mujh se kaha.. ki dekho .. maine tumhaari baat ke bare main raat bhaar soocha … aur main is natije par pahoocha hoon ki main tum se aabhi shaadi nahi kaar sakta … dekho main apne maa baap ka ek lauta beta hoon.. Mere bhi kuch sapne hai … main pehale bhi tum se clear kaha hai MBA padhna chahta hoon fir us ke baad …. Hi main saadi ke bare main soochunga … itni der main chup chaap us ki baat sun rahi thi … aab baari mere bolne ki thi … maine kaha … ki dekho .. pehale baat aur thi … magar aab papa mujhe shaadi ke liye force kar rahe hai .. aur unhone tumhe bulaya hai … apne office main kal … agar tum mujh se shaadi nahi karooge to fir papa meri shaadi kahi aur fix kar denge … aur main tumhare bina kisi aur se shaadi nahi karna chahti … maine us ko har tarah se samjhaane ki kooshish kaar li magar wo nahi maana …
Apna sar pakde Main apne khayaalo main khoyi hui thi .. ki maine dekha aakash waha se jaa chukka tha .. maine us ko call karne ke kooshish ki … pehale to us ne phone kaat diya … magar baar baar karne par us ne phone switch off kaar diya .. Mujhe mera jawaab mil chukka tha …
Maine kabhi nahi soocha tha ki akaash is tarah … mujhe aaj akela chood dega … jis pyaar aur saath jeene marne ke sapne main dekha karti thi …sab ek taash ke paato ke mehal ki tarah toot ke bikhaar gaye the… pyaar naam ke lafj se mera bharosa uth chukka tha …
Kisi tarah shaam ko main ghaar pahoochi … seedhe apne kamre main ja ke roone lagi … thodi deer baad papa mere kamre main aaye aur mujh se poocha … kya hua … tum ne baat ki us se … main seedhe papa ke seene se lipat gayi … aur jyaada subakne lagi.. maine kaha … papa … us ne kaha ki wo aage padhna chahta hai .. aur aabhi shaadi nahi karega … papa ne mujhe pyaar se Poochkaar aur kaha … mujhe maloom tha ki wo nahi mane ga … maine tumhe poora maouka diya tha.. isi liye aab main jis se kahoo us se tumhe shaadi karni padegi… main chowk gayi … aur kaha papa aap mere saath aisa kuch nahi kaar sakte .. magar papa nahi mane aur kaha ki aab jaisa main kehata hoon waisa hi hooga .. papa ne apna faisla suna diya tha … main poori tarah toot chuki thi … aur soochne ki shakti mujh main nahi thi …
Aagle do din tak main apne kamre main kaid thi … bas ma khana de jaati jo … main papa ke dar se kha leti … Ma ne do teen baar mujh se baat karne ki, mujhe samjhaane ki koshish ki magar … mujhe unka gyaan raas nahi aaya …
Hafta bhar aise hi nikal gaya aur Fir aakhir wo manhoos din aa hi gaya jab mujhe akaash ki asliyat ka pata chal gaya … us din main aur meri friend shraddha park main tehalne gaye to ek jagah mujhe akaash .. hamari hi college ki ek ladke rohit ke saath baat karte hue mila … shaayad us ne hame nahi dekha … main jaise hi us se baat karne ko gayi … us ke mu se apna naam sun ke main ruk gayi … aakash aur rohit mere bare main baat kaar rahe the … aakah rohit se keh raha tha … yaar ye Dipti bhi kya bataoo … mere peeche hi padh gayi hai … main to baas time pass ke liye us se flirt kaar raha tha … koi shaadi thodi karne hai us se … kitni koshish ki maine magar us chidiya ne aage hi nahi badhne diya … aur koi hooti to aabhi tak to tan ki pyaas hi bujh jaati … magar wo to baas shaadi ki rat laga rakhi hai .. us pagli ko kya pata ki main us ke saath sirf us ke jism ko paane ke liye tha … maine soocha aaj nahi to kal kabhi to chidiya fande main fasegi … rohit ne kaha … ab kya karega … aakash ne kaha … ek gayi to doosri aaayegi …
wo rina hai naa bade dino se line de rahi hai… aabhi tak hum do teen baar mil chuke hai … agar bhagwaan ne chaha to tamaana poori hoo jaayegi is baar…
Main waha khadi chup chaap un ki baate sun rahi thi … aur aasu meri aakho se beh rahe the … Jis aakash se main saacha pyaar karti thi … wo aaksah sirf mere sareer ko bhoogne ke liye mere saath tha …. Chiii … aab mere main main ek hi sawaal tha … ki pyaar aisa hoota hai … aur agar aisa hoota hai to .. nahi chahiye aisa pyaar … ab mujhe pyaar ke naam se chidh hoo gayi thi … thode din main maine apne aap ko samjha liya tha ki … pyaar vyaar kuch nahi hoota … job hi hua wo ek haadsa tha …
Jindagi apni raftaar se chal rahi thi … Aachanak ek subah papa mere kamre main aaye … pyaar se mere sar par haath fera aur ek photo mere haath main de kar kaha … ki .. beta ye Deepak ki Photo hai … Deepak mere baahot aache doost Hari prashad ka beta hai … aabhi aabhi London se MBA kar ke lauta hai … aur maine tumhaari shaadi us se karwana chahta hoon … parso shaam ko wo hamare yaha aayenge tumhe dekhne … tum jara beauty parlour jaa ke thoda huliya theek thaak karwa loo … maine papa se kaha … mujhe shaadi waadi main koi interest nahi … main ye shaadi nahi karoongi … magar papa to papa hai … unhone strictly apna order suna diya …
Mujhe na chahte hue bhi beauty parlour main jaana pada … aur aakhir shaaniwaar bhi aa gaya … un ke aaane se pehale papa mere kamre main aaye aur mujhe sakht hidayat di ki main koi gadbad naa karoo .. un ki ijjat ka sawaal hai … aur us ke liye wo kuch bhi kaar sakte hai… aabhi tak maine apne main ko mana liya tha ki … ab ye shaadi to hoo ke rahegi … ye meeting to formality hai …
Pehale thoda sa Intro
Mera naam dipti hai aur Main Mumbai ki ek upper middle class pariwar ki ladki hoon, pariwaar ke naam pe meri maa, baap aur ek bhai hai.. Mere Pitaji dabanng kisam ke hai aur un ke aage bolne ki kisi ki himmat nahi hai … un ka faisla hamare ghar main aakhri hai.. magar papa mujhe bahoot pyaar karte the ..
Ab Thoda sa flash back..
Waise to main ek aachi ladki hu … magar ek khata mujh se hoo gayi … pyaar karne ki .. akaash … meri college main mere saath padhta hai … aur hum ek dusre se bahoot pyaar karte hai … aabhi tak hum ne college ke bahaane poori masti ki hai … picture jaana , disco jaana, restaurant jaana .. parks main jaana … sab kuch .. poore college ko hamare afaair ke bare main pata tha .. magar mere ghar walo ko aabhi tak us ki jankari nahi thi…
Hamare 3rd year ka last paper tha oor exams dene ke baad main aur akash poore din ghoom fir ke jab shaam ko ghar pahoochi to waha ka mahool baki dino ki tarah nahi tha … ghaar main ghuste hi bhai ne poocha kaha thi … maine kaha ki friends ke saath picture dekhne gayi thi … itna kehate hi .. bhai ne ek jor daar thappad mere mu par jad diya .. maa ne rokne ka prayaas kiya magar bhai to gusse main tha … unhone ne poocha ki ye akaash se tumhara kya rishta hai .. main mu faade un ki taraf dekh rahi thi … da ke mare pehale maine saaf saaf mana kar diya ki kown akaash… main kisi akash ko nahi jaanti … itna kehate hi ek aur chaata mere gaalo par pada … maa ne kaha jawaan behan ko aise maarte hai kya ..
Bhai ne kaha tu chup reh maa .. samay rehate mujhe pata chal gaya nahi to is ladki ne hame kahi mu dikhane laayak nahi choodna tha … us ne apne mobile par mere aur akash ke pics dikhaye .. tab maine kaha ki haan .. ye akash hai aur hum dono ek dusre se pyaar karte hai .. aur jaldi hi saadhi bhi karna chahte hai … bhai ne maa ke taraf dekh kar kaha … dekh rahi hoo is ki besharmi …
Hum baat kaar hi rahe the ki bhiya ne papa ko phone kar ke bula liya… un ko saari baat pata chali to unhone mujh ko apne kamre main bula liya ..
Kamre main mujh se poocha ki jo maine suna kya wo sab sach hai … maine haan main jawaab diya .. papa ne kaha ki kya wo ladka tum se shaadi karega … maine kaha ki haan .. to unhone mujh se kaha ki us ladke se baat kaar ke tum use mere paas office main bhej dena …
Papa ka reaction dekhne ke baad main bahoot khush thi … mujhe bharosa tha ki aakash meri baat kaabhi nahi talega… maine baahar jaa ke turant aakash ko phone milaya … uss ko saari baat batayi … aakash ne mujhe kaha ki wo us ko sochne ka time chiye aur usne kal coffee shop main milne ko kaha ..
Agle din main khushi khushi taiyaar hoo kar … CCD pahooch gayi … akaash mera waha intajaar kar raha tha … us ne mujh se kaha.. ki dekho .. maine tumhaari baat ke bare main raat bhaar soocha … aur main is natije par pahoocha hoon ki main tum se aabhi shaadi nahi kaar sakta … dekho main apne maa baap ka ek lauta beta hoon.. Mere bhi kuch sapne hai … main pehale bhi tum se clear kaha hai MBA padhna chahta hoon fir us ke baad …. Hi main saadi ke bare main soochunga … itni der main chup chaap us ki baat sun rahi thi … aab baari mere bolne ki thi … maine kaha … ki dekho .. pehale baat aur thi … magar aab papa mujhe shaadi ke liye force kar rahe hai .. aur unhone tumhe bulaya hai … apne office main kal … agar tum mujh se shaadi nahi karooge to fir papa meri shaadi kahi aur fix kar denge … aur main tumhare bina kisi aur se shaadi nahi karna chahti … maine us ko har tarah se samjhaane ki kooshish kaar li magar wo nahi maana …
Apna sar pakde Main apne khayaalo main khoyi hui thi .. ki maine dekha aakash waha se jaa chukka tha .. maine us ko call karne ke kooshish ki … pehale to us ne phone kaat diya … magar baar baar karne par us ne phone switch off kaar diya .. Mujhe mera jawaab mil chukka tha …
Maine kabhi nahi soocha tha ki akaash is tarah … mujhe aaj akela chood dega … jis pyaar aur saath jeene marne ke sapne main dekha karti thi …sab ek taash ke paato ke mehal ki tarah toot ke bikhaar gaye the… pyaar naam ke lafj se mera bharosa uth chukka tha …
Kisi tarah shaam ko main ghaar pahoochi … seedhe apne kamre main ja ke roone lagi … thodi deer baad papa mere kamre main aaye aur mujh se poocha … kya hua … tum ne baat ki us se … main seedhe papa ke seene se lipat gayi … aur jyaada subakne lagi.. maine kaha … papa … us ne kaha ki wo aage padhna chahta hai .. aur aabhi shaadi nahi karega … papa ne mujhe pyaar se Poochkaar aur kaha … mujhe maloom tha ki wo nahi mane ga … maine tumhe poora maouka diya tha.. isi liye aab main jis se kahoo us se tumhe shaadi karni padegi… main chowk gayi … aur kaha papa aap mere saath aisa kuch nahi kaar sakte .. magar papa nahi mane aur kaha ki aab jaisa main kehata hoon waisa hi hooga .. papa ne apna faisla suna diya tha … main poori tarah toot chuki thi … aur soochne ki shakti mujh main nahi thi …
Aagle do din tak main apne kamre main kaid thi … bas ma khana de jaati jo … main papa ke dar se kha leti … Ma ne do teen baar mujh se baat karne ki, mujhe samjhaane ki koshish ki magar … mujhe unka gyaan raas nahi aaya …
Hafta bhar aise hi nikal gaya aur Fir aakhir wo manhoos din aa hi gaya jab mujhe akaash ki asliyat ka pata chal gaya … us din main aur meri friend shraddha park main tehalne gaye to ek jagah mujhe akaash .. hamari hi college ki ek ladke rohit ke saath baat karte hue mila … shaayad us ne hame nahi dekha … main jaise hi us se baat karne ko gayi … us ke mu se apna naam sun ke main ruk gayi … aakash aur rohit mere bare main baat kaar rahe the … aakah rohit se keh raha tha … yaar ye Dipti bhi kya bataoo … mere peeche hi padh gayi hai … main to baas time pass ke liye us se flirt kaar raha tha … koi shaadi thodi karne hai us se … kitni koshish ki maine magar us chidiya ne aage hi nahi badhne diya … aur koi hooti to aabhi tak to tan ki pyaas hi bujh jaati … magar wo to baas shaadi ki rat laga rakhi hai .. us pagli ko kya pata ki main us ke saath sirf us ke jism ko paane ke liye tha … maine soocha aaj nahi to kal kabhi to chidiya fande main fasegi … rohit ne kaha … ab kya karega … aakash ne kaha … ek gayi to doosri aaayegi …
wo rina hai naa bade dino se line de rahi hai… aabhi tak hum do teen baar mil chuke hai … agar bhagwaan ne chaha to tamaana poori hoo jaayegi is baar…
Main waha khadi chup chaap un ki baate sun rahi thi … aur aasu meri aakho se beh rahe the … Jis aakash se main saacha pyaar karti thi … wo aaksah sirf mere sareer ko bhoogne ke liye mere saath tha …. Chiii … aab mere main main ek hi sawaal tha … ki pyaar aisa hoota hai … aur agar aisa hoota hai to .. nahi chahiye aisa pyaar … ab mujhe pyaar ke naam se chidh hoo gayi thi … thode din main maine apne aap ko samjha liya tha ki … pyaar vyaar kuch nahi hoota … job hi hua wo ek haadsa tha …
Jindagi apni raftaar se chal rahi thi … Aachanak ek subah papa mere kamre main aaye … pyaar se mere sar par haath fera aur ek photo mere haath main de kar kaha … ki .. beta ye Deepak ki Photo hai … Deepak mere baahot aache doost Hari prashad ka beta hai … aabhi aabhi London se MBA kar ke lauta hai … aur maine tumhaari shaadi us se karwana chahta hoon … parso shaam ko wo hamare yaha aayenge tumhe dekhne … tum jara beauty parlour jaa ke thoda huliya theek thaak karwa loo … maine papa se kaha … mujhe shaadi waadi main koi interest nahi … main ye shaadi nahi karoongi … magar papa to papa hai … unhone strictly apna order suna diya …
Mujhe na chahte hue bhi beauty parlour main jaana pada … aur aakhir shaaniwaar bhi aa gaya … un ke aaane se pehale papa mere kamre main aaye aur mujhe sakht hidayat di ki main koi gadbad naa karoo .. un ki ijjat ka sawaal hai … aur us ke liye wo kuch bhi kaar sakte hai… aabhi tak maine apne main ko mana liya tha ki … ab ye shaadi to hoo ke rahegi … ye meeting to formality hai …