Many years ago i was in relation with a boy...we were both versatile and tried sex with each other....but i realized one day that i was not happy mounting him, but i was happy when he mounted me....so i stopped mounting him and only he got his orgasm with me and then gave me hand job...
during this time due to hormone fluctuation i started getting pain in my nipples and they also started becoming bigger...one day i casually took an old bra of my mother and wore it and checked in mirror.later i wore small towels inside my panties so that my hips started looking bigger and more feminine...i realised that looking more feminine was important to me....
once i wore bra under my shirt and went to meet my lover who then started to kiss and suck my nipples... i liked that ...soon i started wearing petticoat and bra whenever i was alone ....all this was more than 25 years ago....thus i realised that i was a bottom CD...who always would want a caring and considerate boy/man to be complete..
About falling in love....
As a young couple my vers/top friend and i were childhood friends who became lovers.....after becoming lovers i realised that i was a bot and i let him be my top...soon we had a style of meeting and mating...we both lived in ground floor chawls seperated by about 100 feet. both my room and his room had both front and back doors.
both our back doors faced each other at a 90% seperated by about 100 feet and at night both of us would sit on the steps looking towards each others buildings....in this space there was a bit of grass, muddy ground and two small constructions that were disused...so we had a good deal of privacy unless some one came that way which was rare...he always called me when his place was free and i used to go quietly closing the back door...
on entering his house he would quickly start by pulling down my pants and start playin with my cock...as soon as i was erect...he would quickly make me remove my shirt and banian....i would climb the bed and wait for him...we would do a bit of body play and i would feel his hard cut cock...once he was ready i would turn over and spread my ass cheeks ...he would get down, oil his cock and put some oil in my ass hole...he would then push hard into me...after geting in a bit, he would put his hands under my shoulder and pull my body so that he was completely in....i enjoyed his initial thrust inside me....after 10-15 strokes he would come and the warm cum would flood my anal canal and leak outside...then he would rest on my body untli he became soft and then slip to the side...i wuld get up and lick his cum and sometimes suck it and rim his ass too...once he was rested we would go down to the floor and then he would do a hand job on me until i came...
he was always careful in givng me a hand job ...sometimes he would come to my house when we were watching tv and sitting behind me he would put his hand in and give me a hand job...soon it was a routine that he would touch me as and when he wanted to and i was available for a fuck when ever he wanted to...
so how did i fall in love.....
once it happened that i reached his house and just as he was rubbing my cock...i got a call from home...i told him i have to go ..but he was not interested to stop...i pushed his hand lightly and as soon as i did that he gave me one tight slap and sait in marathi"ja phut , parat yevu nakos".i was shocked and immediately i undressed and took his hand and put it on my cock....he was naked inside his lungi and i took his cock and touched it to mine .sorry ...but he gave me another slap and pushed me ...i immedaitely dressed up and went home...all night i cried at his cruelty ..was i to be blamed...
for few months after that i would sit on the back door steps waiting for him to call me..after three months i saw him on the steps...i got up immediately and went to meet him .he did not welcome me...i went inside his room, removed all my clothes and completely naked i came out and sat next to him.he was in his lungi and i knew he was naked...he was shocked to see me naked beside him...i simply buried my face in his lap...and started crying....
he took me inside and consoled me...he dried my eyes and asked me to stop crying....i told him" i am in love with you ...make me ur wife....i will obey you "....i was surprised at the words but he said nothing... we had sex but after this i paid more attention and started encouraging him to try different positions....i drank his cum, allowed him to fuck me in the bathroom and started wearing a panty and a bra from time to time instead of male underwear...
how i was forced to become some one's property.....
my relationship with my lover whom i now considered as husband continued....except for my need and love for him and his kindness to me there was nothing more to the relationship...he enjoyed as and when he wanted to and i was obedient and submissive as a wife would be,,,,i often met and chatted with his elder brother..who was about 6 years older and engaged to be married...my lover was hairy and well built but his elder brother was taller,more hairy and had started balding..he was about 28 years old....he of course did not know of our relationship infact except for the two of us no one else in the world knew that we were gay lovers...i continued to meet my lover wearing bright red panties and a red bra under my shirt .my lover always lifted my bra and squeezed and sucked my nipples casually and naturally....my submission to his needs was complete...
it so happened that once when we were in the middle of undressing...his brother came into the room and saw me in my bra... and panties...he just glanced and quicky left without saying a word .my lover asked me to get dressed and leave and i went home in a state of shock...after two three days my lover came to my house and said that his elder brother wanted to see me...i was in a state of panic...after i met him the brother said that my lover had disgraced their family by entering into such a relationship and had been punished but i had to be punished too.....he then asked his younger brother to remove his shirt and on his removing his shirt i saw that he had been beaten badly...the elder one said that in case i did not accept the punishment given then my lover would be beaten further and also sent away to a distant place....i looked at my lover and i could see in his eyes that he wanted me to agree to be punished...i told him i was ready to take my punishment.
the elder brother said that since he was about to get married...i would be used by him as a whore and he would release me only after he got married....i was shocked ..before i could reply...he ordered my lover to leave the room...my lover put his face down and left...the elder brother pushed me on the bed . slapped me twice and ordered me to undress...i was too frightened to resist...on the bed there were a set of female clothes which i wore..bra, panty and salwar kameez which were a bit loose for me.
he said ...your punishment will be sweet only if you do not resist...you are my property now and if u are good then i will release you in a few months..and you can forget my brother ...he simply does not have the guts to defend you....i realized the truth in his words...from then on i mentally accepted to be his property....
My first day of humiliation as Rakesh's property....
Just as Rakesh the elder brother was about to force himself on me I saw his younger brother who was my lover enter the room and say “bhaiyya, leave her for today”,for some reason Rakesh agreed and Ram and I started walking towards my home.
I was full of anger towards Ram who had betrayed and not protected me and I kept quiet…he said “can I say something”,Ireplies”say, but don’t expect me to believe you”…he said you may think anything you like but on that day…when I went to meet my brother to talk about our being together he was with a couple of our cousins Deep and Amar…who are married and goondas too…they were interested in cutting off your cock and balls and selling you off to a whore house for a good sum of money….but I got angry and got into a fight and then they beat me up…I knew that it would be difficult to protect you so I agreed to let them make you a whore for their enjoyment…I will try to save you after Rakesh marriage but for now just allow them to do as they want… I have also told them that you are a virgin…to save you…
I did not know whether to believe him or not but I was frightened that they could finish me , hence I decided to not say anything immediately…
The next day I had to meet Rakesh again…Ram picked me up from my house and left me at the door…as soon as I entered the room Rakesh gave me a couple of hard slaps and asked me to get undressed soon…I was completely naked … he pinched my nipples and I gave a gasp and my cock started getting excited…he slapped my ass cheeks and I got even harder…he forcefully held my nose so that my mouth opened and he slapped me again…
He then said…I will tell you the rules and you have to obey them….firstly you have to call me Malik…I shall call you Randi…secondly you must not show me your cock again…I hate your cock and I want only your two other holes…thirdly you should not open your mouth or talk in my presence…or make any kind of resistence…if you do then you are finished… fourthly if you make any mistake you should tell me ...once a week i shall judge you and punish you which you have to aceept I nodded my head and looked down…I wore gym support so that my cock was covered and that was it…
He said go into the bathroom and wait there…I went into the bathroom ….he came naked inside and I found my cock getting harder…hairy chest and body, full lips and a huge and thick cock…
He ordered my to clean and massage his cock and I did so…then he asked me to clean his ass and rim it and I did so…next he asked me to shave his pubic hair and a shiver of pleasure went inside me as I got to play with my cock….
during this time due to hormone fluctuation i started getting pain in my nipples and they also started becoming bigger...one day i casually took an old bra of my mother and wore it and checked in mirror.later i wore small towels inside my panties so that my hips started looking bigger and more feminine...i realised that looking more feminine was important to me....
once i wore bra under my shirt and went to meet my lover who then started to kiss and suck my nipples... i liked that ...soon i started wearing petticoat and bra whenever i was alone ....all this was more than 25 years ago....thus i realised that i was a bottom CD...who always would want a caring and considerate boy/man to be complete..
About falling in love....
As a young couple my vers/top friend and i were childhood friends who became lovers.....after becoming lovers i realised that i was a bot and i let him be my top...soon we had a style of meeting and mating...we both lived in ground floor chawls seperated by about 100 feet. both my room and his room had both front and back doors.
both our back doors faced each other at a 90% seperated by about 100 feet and at night both of us would sit on the steps looking towards each others buildings....in this space there was a bit of grass, muddy ground and two small constructions that were disused...so we had a good deal of privacy unless some one came that way which was rare...he always called me when his place was free and i used to go quietly closing the back door...
on entering his house he would quickly start by pulling down my pants and start playin with my cock...as soon as i was erect...he would quickly make me remove my shirt and banian....i would climb the bed and wait for him...we would do a bit of body play and i would feel his hard cut cock...once he was ready i would turn over and spread my ass cheeks ...he would get down, oil his cock and put some oil in my ass hole...he would then push hard into me...after geting in a bit, he would put his hands under my shoulder and pull my body so that he was completely in....i enjoyed his initial thrust inside me....after 10-15 strokes he would come and the warm cum would flood my anal canal and leak outside...then he would rest on my body untli he became soft and then slip to the side...i wuld get up and lick his cum and sometimes suck it and rim his ass too...once he was rested we would go down to the floor and then he would do a hand job on me until i came...
he was always careful in givng me a hand job ...sometimes he would come to my house when we were watching tv and sitting behind me he would put his hand in and give me a hand job...soon it was a routine that he would touch me as and when he wanted to and i was available for a fuck when ever he wanted to...
so how did i fall in love.....
once it happened that i reached his house and just as he was rubbing my cock...i got a call from home...i told him i have to go ..but he was not interested to stop...i pushed his hand lightly and as soon as i did that he gave me one tight slap and sait in marathi"ja phut , parat yevu nakos".i was shocked and immediately i undressed and took his hand and put it on my cock....he was naked inside his lungi and i took his cock and touched it to mine .sorry ...but he gave me another slap and pushed me ...i immedaitely dressed up and went home...all night i cried at his cruelty ..was i to be blamed...
for few months after that i would sit on the back door steps waiting for him to call me..after three months i saw him on the steps...i got up immediately and went to meet him .he did not welcome me...i went inside his room, removed all my clothes and completely naked i came out and sat next to him.he was in his lungi and i knew he was naked...he was shocked to see me naked beside him...i simply buried my face in his lap...and started crying....
he took me inside and consoled me...he dried my eyes and asked me to stop crying....i told him" i am in love with you ...make me ur wife....i will obey you "....i was surprised at the words but he said nothing... we had sex but after this i paid more attention and started encouraging him to try different positions....i drank his cum, allowed him to fuck me in the bathroom and started wearing a panty and a bra from time to time instead of male underwear...
how i was forced to become some one's property.....
my relationship with my lover whom i now considered as husband continued....except for my need and love for him and his kindness to me there was nothing more to the relationship...he enjoyed as and when he wanted to and i was obedient and submissive as a wife would be,,,,i often met and chatted with his elder brother..who was about 6 years older and engaged to be married...my lover was hairy and well built but his elder brother was taller,more hairy and had started balding..he was about 28 years old....he of course did not know of our relationship infact except for the two of us no one else in the world knew that we were gay lovers...i continued to meet my lover wearing bright red panties and a red bra under my shirt .my lover always lifted my bra and squeezed and sucked my nipples casually and naturally....my submission to his needs was complete...
it so happened that once when we were in the middle of undressing...his brother came into the room and saw me in my bra... and panties...he just glanced and quicky left without saying a word .my lover asked me to get dressed and leave and i went home in a state of shock...after two three days my lover came to my house and said that his elder brother wanted to see me...i was in a state of panic...after i met him the brother said that my lover had disgraced their family by entering into such a relationship and had been punished but i had to be punished too.....he then asked his younger brother to remove his shirt and on his removing his shirt i saw that he had been beaten badly...the elder one said that in case i did not accept the punishment given then my lover would be beaten further and also sent away to a distant place....i looked at my lover and i could see in his eyes that he wanted me to agree to be punished...i told him i was ready to take my punishment.
the elder brother said that since he was about to get married...i would be used by him as a whore and he would release me only after he got married....i was shocked ..before i could reply...he ordered my lover to leave the room...my lover put his face down and left...the elder brother pushed me on the bed . slapped me twice and ordered me to undress...i was too frightened to resist...on the bed there were a set of female clothes which i wore..bra, panty and salwar kameez which were a bit loose for me.
he said ...your punishment will be sweet only if you do not resist...you are my property now and if u are good then i will release you in a few months..and you can forget my brother ...he simply does not have the guts to defend you....i realized the truth in his words...from then on i mentally accepted to be his property....
My first day of humiliation as Rakesh's property....
Just as Rakesh the elder brother was about to force himself on me I saw his younger brother who was my lover enter the room and say “bhaiyya, leave her for today”,for some reason Rakesh agreed and Ram and I started walking towards my home.
I was full of anger towards Ram who had betrayed and not protected me and I kept quiet…he said “can I say something”,Ireplies”say, but don’t expect me to believe you”…he said you may think anything you like but on that day…when I went to meet my brother to talk about our being together he was with a couple of our cousins Deep and Amar…who are married and goondas too…they were interested in cutting off your cock and balls and selling you off to a whore house for a good sum of money….but I got angry and got into a fight and then they beat me up…I knew that it would be difficult to protect you so I agreed to let them make you a whore for their enjoyment…I will try to save you after Rakesh marriage but for now just allow them to do as they want… I have also told them that you are a virgin…to save you…
I did not know whether to believe him or not but I was frightened that they could finish me , hence I decided to not say anything immediately…
The next day I had to meet Rakesh again…Ram picked me up from my house and left me at the door…as soon as I entered the room Rakesh gave me a couple of hard slaps and asked me to get undressed soon…I was completely naked … he pinched my nipples and I gave a gasp and my cock started getting excited…he slapped my ass cheeks and I got even harder…he forcefully held my nose so that my mouth opened and he slapped me again…
He then said…I will tell you the rules and you have to obey them….firstly you have to call me Malik…I shall call you Randi…secondly you must not show me your cock again…I hate your cock and I want only your two other holes…thirdly you should not open your mouth or talk in my presence…or make any kind of resistence…if you do then you are finished… fourthly if you make any mistake you should tell me ...once a week i shall judge you and punish you which you have to aceept I nodded my head and looked down…I wore gym support so that my cock was covered and that was it…
He said go into the bathroom and wait there…I went into the bathroom ….he came naked inside and I found my cock getting harder…hairy chest and body, full lips and a huge and thick cock…
He ordered my to clean and massage his cock and I did so…then he asked me to clean his ass and rim it and I did so…next he asked me to shave his pubic hair and a shiver of pleasure went inside me as I got to play with my cock….