Abhay ghar der se pohonchta tha to usski maa bahot pareshaan hoti thi, usska wait karti thi dinner ke liye. Aur Vinay aur Iqbaal ko hospital se ghar chorne ke baad to bahot hi der ho chuki thi aur Abhay ki maa bahot ziada pareshaan thi halaan ke mobile par contact kiya gaya aur Abhay ne kaha bhi ke late wapas ayega, phir bhi maa to maa hoti hai aur pareshaan hi rehti hai apne bachche ke liye.
Ghar aney par jab jab Abhay ne hospital ka zikr kiya apni maa se tab to woh aur bhi pareshaan hogayi aur jab usska sujha huwa chehra dekha jahan Vinay ka ghunssa pada tha tab to maa ki tabiyat kharaab hi ho gayi…. Keise bhi karke Abhay ne samjhaya apni maa ko ke kuch serious nahin bus ek dost ko hospital legaya tha kyun ke ussko choth lagi thi, aur jhoot kaha apni maa se ke uss ke chehre par kissi cheez se choth laga….
Abhay ki maa thi Mrs. Sarla, 45 years ki, vidwa, magar self dependant thi kyun ke usska ek chota sa beauty parlour tha. Profession se thi to woh ek hair dresser, baad mein esthetics ki bhi course kiya tha aur do ladkiyan usske saath saloon mein kaam karte hein. Usski palour usske ghar ke saamne hi hai. Mrs Sarla ek bahot hi acchi aur narm dil awrat hai aur apne bête ki tarah woh bhi dusron ke madad kiya karti thi aur kaafi mashoor bhi hai. Usski pati ki dehant ke baad ussko shaadi ke proposals aye the bahot, magar unhon ne apne bête ki dekh bhaal karke bada karna ziada monasib samjha dusri shaadi karne se. Hai to woh ek khubsurat lady aur aaj bhi mard unnke ird gird ghumte hein! Magar Mrs. Sarla ko apne aap ko mehfooz rakhna ata hai aur bade behtareen tarike se unn mardon ko dost bana leti hai jo kabhi unnke nazdik ana chahte hein.
Jab Abhay ke papa ka dehant huwa tha tab Abhay 18 saal ka tha aur Mrs. Sarla sirf 33 ki thi. Ab ziada sochne ki baat nahin ke ek 33 saal ki khubsurat awrat ko kiss tarah se apne aap ko sambhaalna parta hai jab usska pati usske sath na ho to! Khaas kar jab woh awrat kaam karti ho aur public se taalukaat rakhti ho… kitne sare bhooke bhedhye ghoomte rehte hai intezaar mein eise mawke ke liye yeh sochkar ke ‘isski to pati mar gaya hai issko mard ki zaroorat hogi to apna luck try karte hein…..’ Eise irade se bahot sare mardon ne Sarla ji ki chakkar katte unn dinon….. Abhay tab 16 saal ka college student tha to ghar par to nahin rehta tha, maa khud jaanti hai ke kiss tarah se apne aap ko sambhaala hai tab se lekar ab tak….
Ek baar eisa bhi huwa tha ke Sarla ji ki maa ne khud ek shaadi ki proposal bheja tha Abhay ki maa ke liye. Aur Abay ne khud apni maa ko dusri shaadi karne ke liye green light de diya tha, phir bhi Sarla ji ne inkaar kiya, proposal ko thukraya. Aur apne bete ki zindagi ko apni zindagi ke baaki ke saal de diye. Sarla ji ne tab hi thaan liya ke ussne pyar sirf apne pati se kiya tha aur koyi usska pyar nahin chinn sakta, jab woh mar kar apne pati ke paas jayegi to kia muhn dikhayegi apne pati ko. Woh tann mann se sirf apne pati ke liye thi, aur baaki ke jiwan apne bete ke liye samarpan kar diye. Kaha ke Abhay ko maa ki zaroorat hai, 16 sal ka ladka bacha hota hai aur ussko apni maa ki aadat hai, kyunke ek lawta beta tha to Sarla ji ne attal faisla kar liya tha ke jiyegi to apne bete ke liye bus……. Phir tab se lekar aaj tak Sarla ji apne ek lawte Abhay ke liye jeeti hai. Ab Abhay to usski dunya thi, agar Abhay ko ek kanta bhi chubhta to Sarla ji ko dard hoti, koyi bhi mushkil Abhay par ata to takleef Sarla ji ko hoti thi sab se ziada. Behad pyar tha donon maa bete ke beech. Abhay ko pata tha ke uski maa ne apni zindagi ko usske liye sacrifice kiya…. Aur woh bhi apni maa ko utna hi pyar karta tha jitna Sarla ji ussko karti thi. Koyi nahin tha donon ka ek dusre ke ilawa. Sarla ji kabhi bimaar hoti thi to Abhay din bhar ghar par rehkar usski sewa karta tha. Kaam par nahin jata tha, Vinay aur Iqbal ko phone karke kehdeta tha sab sambhaalne ko kyunke ussko apni maa ki dekh bhaal karni hai. Abhay kitchen ke sab kaam jaanta tha. Behen nah hone ki yeh ek faeda hoti hai. Bahot sare ladke, jisske behen nahin hote, maa ke saath kitchen mein rehkar kitchen ke sab kaam seekh jate hein aur pakana bhi jaan jate hein.
To iss tarah se Abhay ko pakana bhi ata tha kyun ke jab usski maa bimaar hoti thi to wohi pakata tha ghar mein. Aur jab maa thik hoti thi tab kitchen mein usski help karta tha, aur ghar ke har kaam mein haath batata tha… Abhay ne stone par kapde bhi dhoye hein…. Unn dinon jab washing machine nahin hote the, aur usski maa stone par kapde dhote the to Abhay ne yeh bhi kiya tha, magar washing machine ane ke baad washing machine mein apne kapdon ko khud dholeta hai aksar, kapde sukhne ko string par khud hi daal deta hai aur khud sukhne par utha bhi leta hai….apni maa ko ziada takliff nahin hone deta hai…. Ghar ke baaki kaam kaaj bhi kar leta hai Abhay. Sarla ji ko bahot khushi aur garv thi ke usska beta bahot responsible aur nek tha.
Abhay bahot emotional tha garam mizaaj hone ke bawajud. Woh bachpan se hi choti choti baton par ro deta tha. Apne papa ke dehant ke baad mahinon tak rota raha. Apni maa se har raat ko papa ke bare mein baatein kar kar ke rota rehta tha…. Maa to khud behaal thi magar Abhay ko rota dekh kar khud ko sambhaalti thi Abhay ko rone se rokne ke liye…… bahot mushkil daur se guzre the unn dinon jab usske papa guzre the….. Sarla devi ne chattaan ki tarah mazboot hokar Abhay ko aur khud ko sambhala tha……. Han to Abhay bada hone par bhi chote chote baton par rota tha apni maa se baat ka zikr karke….. jab ussko rona hota tha to sidhe maa ke paas jata tha ek chote bachche ki tarah, jeise ussko maa ki goad mein araam milta ho rone se……. Ek din jab woh college ka student tha usska ek dost ki maa guzar gayi…. Abhay gaya tha funerals mein jab wapas aya to bahot ro raha tha, maa ne poocha kia huwa to ro rokar kehne laga ke, “Rakesh ki maa maa chal bassi ab Rakesh ka kia hoga maa?” Sarla ji ne Abhay ko apni seene se lagaate huwe ussko tassali di ke, “Kia hoga, jo hona hai hoga tum kyun fikar karte ho, jane do yeh to hota rehta hai…..” Abhay ne phir aur rote huwe kaha, “Maa mujhe bahot darr lagta hai yeh sochkar agar tumko eisa kuch huwa to mera kia hoga main kia karunga akele?” Abhay ki maa Abhay ko seene se ziada zor se lagaate huwe ek buland awaaz mein nam enkhon se kaha, “Eisa kuch nahin hoga, tum fikar mat karo, main tumko akela chorkar nahin jane wali…..Bhagwaan itna nirday nahin ho sakte…tumhare papa ko chinn liya tumse to mujhko nahhin bula sakte….. eisa nahin hoga Abhay, rona bandh karo bête!” Magar Abhay rota jaa raha tha aur kaha, “Magar maa, Rakesh to akela ho gaya nah woh ab keise jiyega maa ke bina….” Tab sarla ji ne Abhay ke baalon mein apne ungliyon ko phertey huwe aur usske ensoo ponchte huwe kaha, “Beta Raakesh ke do behnein hein ek uss se bada, ek chota, ek bada bhai hai aur usska papa hai….. Woh log ussko sambhaal leinguey….. woh bhala tumhare tarah akela to nahin…..”
Ek baar jab Abhay 20 saal ka ho gaya tha to raaste par ek chota sa kutta jissko ek motar car de hit kar diya tha, ussko uthakar ghar le aya aur ussko pani pila raha tha aur usske enkhon se ensoo beh rahe the….. usski maa ne dekha aur poocha kia huwa to rote huwe Abhay bola, “Maa isski accident huwi hai, issko bahot choth laga hoga nah! Yeh to bol nahin sakta keise batayega ke kahan issko dard ho raha hai…..” yeh kehkar woh aur bhi zor se rone laga apni maa ke seene se lag kar…… Sarla ji ko pata tha ke Abhay se dusron ka takliff nahin dekha jata, chahe who insaan ho ya jaanwar…. Ussne Abhay ko rone se chup karaya aur kaha ke uss kutte ko veterinary ke yahan lejaye aur woh thik ho jayega….. Phir bhi Abhay rota raha kehte huwe ke uss kutte ko bahot dard hota hoga aur who keh bhi nahin sakta…..
Aur ek baar to Jab who BA kar raha tha to ek student ne atmahatiya kiya tha fail hone par… uss din ko Abhay ghar aakar bahot roya tha. Usski maa ussko sambhaal hi rahi thi, yeh kehkar, “Tu ab itna bada hogaya hai, mard ho gaya phir bhi bache ki tarah kyun rota hai?” Abhay ne rote huwe jawaab diya, “Maa woh kitni achi ladki thi, ussne chath se kud kar khudkhushi karli kyun ke fail ho gayi, kehti thi ke usske ghar wale bahot naraaz honge iss liye ghar nahin jana chahti thi to upar se kud gayi…. Maa bahot khoon baha tha jahan woh giri thi, usko bahot dard huwa hoga nah? Pata nahin kahan kahan choth aayi hogi ussko girne par…..”
Eisa hi tha Abhay, bahot emotional tha, choti choti baton par ro padta tha, bahot nazuk dil ka maalik tha woh, choti choti baatein uss ke dil ko chuh jaati thi, aur jab hurt hota tha aur rona ata tha to maa ke paas chala jata tha rone ko…. Kayi baar to Vinay aur Iqbal ke saath bhi ro pada hai woh aur unn donon ko bhi rula dala hai ussne….. Vinay aur Iqbaal ko pata tha kitna emotional hai Abhay…… Ab itna emotional insaan agar ek bahot bada sadme se guzre to kia hoga???
TBC..
Ghar aney par jab jab Abhay ne hospital ka zikr kiya apni maa se tab to woh aur bhi pareshaan hogayi aur jab usska sujha huwa chehra dekha jahan Vinay ka ghunssa pada tha tab to maa ki tabiyat kharaab hi ho gayi…. Keise bhi karke Abhay ne samjhaya apni maa ko ke kuch serious nahin bus ek dost ko hospital legaya tha kyun ke ussko choth lagi thi, aur jhoot kaha apni maa se ke uss ke chehre par kissi cheez se choth laga….
Abhay ki maa thi Mrs. Sarla, 45 years ki, vidwa, magar self dependant thi kyun ke usska ek chota sa beauty parlour tha. Profession se thi to woh ek hair dresser, baad mein esthetics ki bhi course kiya tha aur do ladkiyan usske saath saloon mein kaam karte hein. Usski palour usske ghar ke saamne hi hai. Mrs Sarla ek bahot hi acchi aur narm dil awrat hai aur apne bête ki tarah woh bhi dusron ke madad kiya karti thi aur kaafi mashoor bhi hai. Usski pati ki dehant ke baad ussko shaadi ke proposals aye the bahot, magar unhon ne apne bête ki dekh bhaal karke bada karna ziada monasib samjha dusri shaadi karne se. Hai to woh ek khubsurat lady aur aaj bhi mard unnke ird gird ghumte hein! Magar Mrs. Sarla ko apne aap ko mehfooz rakhna ata hai aur bade behtareen tarike se unn mardon ko dost bana leti hai jo kabhi unnke nazdik ana chahte hein.
Jab Abhay ke papa ka dehant huwa tha tab Abhay 18 saal ka tha aur Mrs. Sarla sirf 33 ki thi. Ab ziada sochne ki baat nahin ke ek 33 saal ki khubsurat awrat ko kiss tarah se apne aap ko sambhaalna parta hai jab usska pati usske sath na ho to! Khaas kar jab woh awrat kaam karti ho aur public se taalukaat rakhti ho… kitne sare bhooke bhedhye ghoomte rehte hai intezaar mein eise mawke ke liye yeh sochkar ke ‘isski to pati mar gaya hai issko mard ki zaroorat hogi to apna luck try karte hein…..’ Eise irade se bahot sare mardon ne Sarla ji ki chakkar katte unn dinon….. Abhay tab 16 saal ka college student tha to ghar par to nahin rehta tha, maa khud jaanti hai ke kiss tarah se apne aap ko sambhaala hai tab se lekar ab tak….
Ek baar eisa bhi huwa tha ke Sarla ji ki maa ne khud ek shaadi ki proposal bheja tha Abhay ki maa ke liye. Aur Abay ne khud apni maa ko dusri shaadi karne ke liye green light de diya tha, phir bhi Sarla ji ne inkaar kiya, proposal ko thukraya. Aur apne bete ki zindagi ko apni zindagi ke baaki ke saal de diye. Sarla ji ne tab hi thaan liya ke ussne pyar sirf apne pati se kiya tha aur koyi usska pyar nahin chinn sakta, jab woh mar kar apne pati ke paas jayegi to kia muhn dikhayegi apne pati ko. Woh tann mann se sirf apne pati ke liye thi, aur baaki ke jiwan apne bete ke liye samarpan kar diye. Kaha ke Abhay ko maa ki zaroorat hai, 16 sal ka ladka bacha hota hai aur ussko apni maa ki aadat hai, kyunke ek lawta beta tha to Sarla ji ne attal faisla kar liya tha ke jiyegi to apne bete ke liye bus……. Phir tab se lekar aaj tak Sarla ji apne ek lawte Abhay ke liye jeeti hai. Ab Abhay to usski dunya thi, agar Abhay ko ek kanta bhi chubhta to Sarla ji ko dard hoti, koyi bhi mushkil Abhay par ata to takleef Sarla ji ko hoti thi sab se ziada. Behad pyar tha donon maa bete ke beech. Abhay ko pata tha ke uski maa ne apni zindagi ko usske liye sacrifice kiya…. Aur woh bhi apni maa ko utna hi pyar karta tha jitna Sarla ji ussko karti thi. Koyi nahin tha donon ka ek dusre ke ilawa. Sarla ji kabhi bimaar hoti thi to Abhay din bhar ghar par rehkar usski sewa karta tha. Kaam par nahin jata tha, Vinay aur Iqbal ko phone karke kehdeta tha sab sambhaalne ko kyunke ussko apni maa ki dekh bhaal karni hai. Abhay kitchen ke sab kaam jaanta tha. Behen nah hone ki yeh ek faeda hoti hai. Bahot sare ladke, jisske behen nahin hote, maa ke saath kitchen mein rehkar kitchen ke sab kaam seekh jate hein aur pakana bhi jaan jate hein.
To iss tarah se Abhay ko pakana bhi ata tha kyun ke jab usski maa bimaar hoti thi to wohi pakata tha ghar mein. Aur jab maa thik hoti thi tab kitchen mein usski help karta tha, aur ghar ke har kaam mein haath batata tha… Abhay ne stone par kapde bhi dhoye hein…. Unn dinon jab washing machine nahin hote the, aur usski maa stone par kapde dhote the to Abhay ne yeh bhi kiya tha, magar washing machine ane ke baad washing machine mein apne kapdon ko khud dholeta hai aksar, kapde sukhne ko string par khud hi daal deta hai aur khud sukhne par utha bhi leta hai….apni maa ko ziada takliff nahin hone deta hai…. Ghar ke baaki kaam kaaj bhi kar leta hai Abhay. Sarla ji ko bahot khushi aur garv thi ke usska beta bahot responsible aur nek tha.
Abhay bahot emotional tha garam mizaaj hone ke bawajud. Woh bachpan se hi choti choti baton par ro deta tha. Apne papa ke dehant ke baad mahinon tak rota raha. Apni maa se har raat ko papa ke bare mein baatein kar kar ke rota rehta tha…. Maa to khud behaal thi magar Abhay ko rota dekh kar khud ko sambhaalti thi Abhay ko rone se rokne ke liye…… bahot mushkil daur se guzre the unn dinon jab usske papa guzre the….. Sarla devi ne chattaan ki tarah mazboot hokar Abhay ko aur khud ko sambhala tha……. Han to Abhay bada hone par bhi chote chote baton par rota tha apni maa se baat ka zikr karke….. jab ussko rona hota tha to sidhe maa ke paas jata tha ek chote bachche ki tarah, jeise ussko maa ki goad mein araam milta ho rone se……. Ek din jab woh college ka student tha usska ek dost ki maa guzar gayi…. Abhay gaya tha funerals mein jab wapas aya to bahot ro raha tha, maa ne poocha kia huwa to ro rokar kehne laga ke, “Rakesh ki maa maa chal bassi ab Rakesh ka kia hoga maa?” Sarla ji ne Abhay ko apni seene se lagaate huwe ussko tassali di ke, “Kia hoga, jo hona hai hoga tum kyun fikar karte ho, jane do yeh to hota rehta hai…..” Abhay ne phir aur rote huwe kaha, “Maa mujhe bahot darr lagta hai yeh sochkar agar tumko eisa kuch huwa to mera kia hoga main kia karunga akele?” Abhay ki maa Abhay ko seene se ziada zor se lagaate huwe ek buland awaaz mein nam enkhon se kaha, “Eisa kuch nahin hoga, tum fikar mat karo, main tumko akela chorkar nahin jane wali…..Bhagwaan itna nirday nahin ho sakte…tumhare papa ko chinn liya tumse to mujhko nahhin bula sakte….. eisa nahin hoga Abhay, rona bandh karo bête!” Magar Abhay rota jaa raha tha aur kaha, “Magar maa, Rakesh to akela ho gaya nah woh ab keise jiyega maa ke bina….” Tab sarla ji ne Abhay ke baalon mein apne ungliyon ko phertey huwe aur usske ensoo ponchte huwe kaha, “Beta Raakesh ke do behnein hein ek uss se bada, ek chota, ek bada bhai hai aur usska papa hai….. Woh log ussko sambhaal leinguey….. woh bhala tumhare tarah akela to nahin…..”
Ek baar jab Abhay 20 saal ka ho gaya tha to raaste par ek chota sa kutta jissko ek motar car de hit kar diya tha, ussko uthakar ghar le aya aur ussko pani pila raha tha aur usske enkhon se ensoo beh rahe the….. usski maa ne dekha aur poocha kia huwa to rote huwe Abhay bola, “Maa isski accident huwi hai, issko bahot choth laga hoga nah! Yeh to bol nahin sakta keise batayega ke kahan issko dard ho raha hai…..” yeh kehkar woh aur bhi zor se rone laga apni maa ke seene se lag kar…… Sarla ji ko pata tha ke Abhay se dusron ka takliff nahin dekha jata, chahe who insaan ho ya jaanwar…. Ussne Abhay ko rone se chup karaya aur kaha ke uss kutte ko veterinary ke yahan lejaye aur woh thik ho jayega….. Phir bhi Abhay rota raha kehte huwe ke uss kutte ko bahot dard hota hoga aur who keh bhi nahin sakta…..
Aur ek baar to Jab who BA kar raha tha to ek student ne atmahatiya kiya tha fail hone par… uss din ko Abhay ghar aakar bahot roya tha. Usski maa ussko sambhaal hi rahi thi, yeh kehkar, “Tu ab itna bada hogaya hai, mard ho gaya phir bhi bache ki tarah kyun rota hai?” Abhay ne rote huwe jawaab diya, “Maa woh kitni achi ladki thi, ussne chath se kud kar khudkhushi karli kyun ke fail ho gayi, kehti thi ke usske ghar wale bahot naraaz honge iss liye ghar nahin jana chahti thi to upar se kud gayi…. Maa bahot khoon baha tha jahan woh giri thi, usko bahot dard huwa hoga nah? Pata nahin kahan kahan choth aayi hogi ussko girne par…..”
Eisa hi tha Abhay, bahot emotional tha, choti choti baton par ro padta tha, bahot nazuk dil ka maalik tha woh, choti choti baatein uss ke dil ko chuh jaati thi, aur jab hurt hota tha aur rona ata tha to maa ke paas chala jata tha rone ko…. Kayi baar to Vinay aur Iqbal ke saath bhi ro pada hai woh aur unn donon ko bhi rula dala hai ussne….. Vinay aur Iqbaal ko pata tha kitna emotional hai Abhay…… Ab itna emotional insaan agar ek bahot bada sadme se guzre to kia hoga???
TBC..