Aur main unki taraf face kar ke unki dono taraf ek-ek laat karke unke upar aa gayi aur unka pakar ke apne andar daal kar phirse upar neeche hone lagi.
Unke haath phir mere tits par gaye aur unko chusne lage. Iss bari woh tezi se nahi kar rahe thai toh achcha lag raha tha.
"randi ab tujhe apne sasur ka lund apne gharwale se zayada achcha lagne laga."
Maine kuch nahi kaha bas thodi si smile di.
"is baat par mujhe khusi bhi hai aur dukh bhi."
Maine unka sir pakar kar apne ek tit unke muh pe dala, "babuji baateh baad main karna. Pehle isko chuso."
Unhone kas kar chusna shuru kar diya aur main wapas ek dum gharam ho chuki thi.
"doosre ko mat bhool jana babuji." unhone usko bahar nikal kar doosra tit muh main le liya aur usko chusne lage. Aise hi thodi dair ek ek kar ke dono ko chuste rahe. Phir muh se nikal kar usko ek tadap mara. Meri aah nikali. Phir doosre ko mara. Maine unke jaldi se dono haath pakar liye aur apne haatho main le liye. Meri aankeh band thi maine gardan peeche kar ke upar ki taraf muh karke upar neeche hooteh huey maze le rahi thi.
"chinal saali kutiya le aur le." woh bhi andar se aur garam ho rahe thai. Apne haath mere haatho se churwana chahete thai, kyoki unse kuch kar pai. Unhone apna zor laga kar apne haath churwa liye aur kas kar mere tits daba kar mujhe apni taraf kheenche lage. Us waqt mere deemag main yeh chal raha tha ki yeh aane wale hai. Isse pehle yeh aa jai, main ek baar aur aa jau. Lekin jo halat mere tits ki ho rahi thi uski dard se main aane wali nahi thi.
Main zayada upar ho gayi, jiski wajah se unka bahar nikal gaya. "kya hua kutia, andar daal."
"position change kar rahi hu." keh kar sofe ki doosri side main ja kar apne haatho aur ghutno par ho gayi.
"toh kutia ban kar chudna hai tujhe." keh kar mere peeche aa kar, meri kamar pakar kar mere andar daal kar shuru ho gaye.
Jo unki raftar thi aur jaise mere andar ja kar mujhe be-haal kar raha tha, mujhe malum tha main jaldi aa jaugi. Karte karte woh meri cheeks par tapad bhi marte thai jo mujhe aur bhi gilla kar rahi thi. Kai itne tez tadap thai, mujhe haath peeche kar ke apni cheek rub karni parti thi. Lekin unke liye yeh maza tha. 5-6 minute aise chalta raha. Mujhse aur bhardash nahi hua aur main aane lagi. Zor zor se ahe bhari hui cheekti hui. Babuji ne 3-4 tadap mare aur kuch gaaliya aur di, lekin main aane ke nashe main khoi hui thi, mujhe kuch hosh nahi tha.
Babuji ke haat meri kamar par kas gaye main samaj gayi babuji bhi aane wale hai. Unhone nikala aue meri peeth par aana shuru kar diya. Jaha jaha woh aa rahe thia, mujha pata chal raha tha apni peeth par. Aney ke baad woh peeche ho kar sofe main bhait gayi aur main wahi ulti sofe par thodi dair bhaiti rahi.
"bahu, aaj tune mujh sach main khush kar diya. Aaj tujhko chodne main bahut maza aaya. Chal maang kuch bhi maangle, main tujhe na nahi karuga."
Yeh baat sunkar main thoda khush bhi hui lekin pareshani main bhi par gayi. Ab jab mujhe unse karne ki adat par gayi hai toh ab yeh mujhe keh rahe hai. Lekin maine socha ki agar maine apni zindagi normal karni hai toh yehi moka hai. "babuji main aapko kal batugi ki mujhe kya mangana hai. Mujhe sochne ka waqt chahiye." keh kar main waha se uth kar apne kapre utha kar chali gayi.
Poora din aur poori raat mere deemag main yeh hi chalta raha ki main kya maangu. Ab jab mujhe iski adat dal gayi hai toh agar maine yeh manga ki mujhse karna chor do toh kal ko main khud hi na dheeli par jau aur inke paas khud chali jau. Lekin jo ho raha hai yeh sahi bhi nahi hai. Mere pati ka isme kya kasoor hai? Agar mujhe apni life normal karni hai toh mujhe apni adat badalni hogi.
Jaise yeh adat parhi hai waise yeh adat ko theek bhi karna hoga. Yeh soch kar maine apne aap ka andar se mazboot kia. Agle din apna kaam khatam kar ke jab studyroom main gayi. Babuji ne apni gaud par bhaitne ka ishara kia. Main nahi gayi. Unhone mujhe dekha aur maine heemat karke unse kaha ki maine soch liya hai ki maine aapse kya mangna hai.
"arre ha, main toh bhool hi gaya tha. Maang."
"mujhe yeh sab nahi karna. Jo ho gaya woh ho gaya ab se uska zikar koi nahi karega."
"kya?"
"aapne kaha tha joh mangu gi aap denge toh mujhe yeh chahiye."
"yeh kya kia tune bahu? Tu kuch bhi maang sakti thi aur tune woh iss par waste kardi."
"babuji, aap apne kahe par wapas ho rahe hai. Aap ne kaha tha ki main kuch bhi maang sakti hu. Aapko apna wada poora karna hoga."
"mujhe apna wada yaad hai, aur main apne wadeh nibana janta hu. Achcha ek baat bata, agar main tujhe kuch na kahu aur tu khud mere paas aaye toh?"
"aisa nahi hoga."
"agar aisa hua toh?"
"agar aisa hua toh phir aapne joh karna ho mere saath kijie."
"ab dekh le tu khud yeh keh rahi hai. Mukarna nahi."
"ji."
"chal theek hai, aaj ke baad main tujhko tab hi choduga jab tu khud mere paas aayegi."
Main ek dum khus ho gayi ki mujhe meri zindagi wapas mil gayi. Main ghum kar jane lagi toh babuji ne kaha, "ruk. Kaha ja rahi hai? Idhar aa, bhait mere paas maine tujhse kuch baateh karni hai."
Mujhe laga ki ab konsi baateh karnhi hogi inko mere saath. Main side par parih kursi par ja kar bhait gayi. Unse fasla rakha hua tha. "dekh bahu, yeh jo internet hai na yeh bahut buri cheez banai hai. Yaha sab kuch milta hai aur yaha jo ek baari aa jai saalo saal yahi rehta hai." main thodi si confuse ho gayi ki yeh kya bolna cha rahe hai. "ab dekh yeh jo main video dekhta hu aur kai jo tujhe dikhai maine, woh maine apne computer par rakhi hai. Ab aaj se 10 saal agar woh main yaha daal du toh woh fir rotate hongi kai mere jaiso ke paas aur fir koi na koi usko download kar sakta hai. Tu samaj rahi hai ki main kya keh raha hu?"
"lekin yeh sab aap mujhko kyo bata rahe hai?"
"ab teri video jo record kari hui hai toh tere ko hi batauga na. Tere baap ko toh nahi."
Mere neeche se jaise zameen nikal gayi, main hosh urh gaye. "kya? Kya keh rahe hai aap. Dikhao kaha hai?" darti boli ki shayad jhoot bol rahe ho.
Unhone ek video lagai aur usme main apne ghutno main unka choos rahi thi. Mujhe samaj nahi aa raha tha ki yeh kya ho gaya mere saath. Ek musibat se nikal kar doosri main par gayi. "yeh kyo kia aapne? Aapko sharam nahi aayi aisa karte huey? Aur aap isko internet par lagane ki soch rahe hai?"
Meri baat kaat-te huey, "main nahi lagauga internet par. Yeh toh woh lagaiga jiske paas baaki ki video hai." main inki iss baat par poori confuse ho gayi. "kya? Kiske paas hai video?"
"jo webcam se tujko roz yaha par mujhse chudte huey dekhta tha."
Ek ke baad ek mujhe shock mil rahe thai. "aap woh sara webcam par sab ko dikha rahe thai?"
"sab ko nahi sirf ek ko. Aur uske paas aise 10-11 videos hai. "
Main waha haki baki ho gayi. Mujhse kuch samaj nahi aa raha tha. Main ek tamasha ban kar reh gayi thi. Mujhe nahi samaj aa raha tha ki main ab aagey kya karu. Meri aankhon se aansoo nikalne shuru ho gaye.
"tu toh aise roh rahi hai ki pata nahi konsa pahar toot gaya tere sir par. Kal aur aaj tere main sirf itna farak hai, kal tu sirf meri randi thi aur aaj tu ek aur ka bhi bistara garam karegi. Aur tere paas koi choice nahi hai."
"aap ko sharam nahi ati babuji? Main aapke ghar ki bahu hu. Aapke baite ki biwi. Aap apne hi baite ki biwi ko be-izat karne main lage huey hai. Apne baite ka ghar kharab karne main lage huey hai."
Aagey se woh hans kar kehte hai, "tujhe kya lagta hai woh waha tere liye din raat tadapta hai? Woh waha par goria chodta hai. Iss liye woh tujhe saath le kar nahi jata kyoki uski ayashi khatam ho jayegi."
Mera sir ek dum bhari ho gaya tha aur jaise ek dum mujhe chakar aaney shuru ho gaye. Ab main tez rona shuru kar diya tha.
"aur waise bhi kya hua agar tujhe ko aadmio ne aur chod diya tere gharwale ke illawa.?"
"isme aapko kya mila apne ghar ki izzat ko doosre ke haath main dete huey?"
"uske ghar ki izzat."
"kya?"
"tere badle main mujhe uski bahu milegi."
Main jitna unse baateh kar rahi thi utna hi mere uppar pahar ghir rahe thai. Main andar se pagal ho gayi thi. Sir phat raha tha aur mujhe kuch samaj nahi aa raha tha. "iska matlab kya hua?"
"iska matlab yeh hua ki woh tujhe chode ga aur main uski bahu. Yeh jo sab kuch tere saath hua yeh ek lambi planning thi. Jis dost ki main baat kar raha hu, usne yeh sab kuch apni bahu ke saath kia aur jab uski bahu ne uske isharo main khelna shuru kar diya toh usne mujhe bataya aur phir uski madad se tu nazar main aayi aur tere ghar hum rista le kar gaye. Phir ahista ahista kar ke maine heemat kar ke, apne dost ki madad se tujhe apni kutia banaya aur ab yeh agla kadam hai ki tu ab mere isharo par chale gi. Main jisse jo kahu ga tu karegi. Main janta hu ki tu itni samajdar toh hai ki tujhe malum hai teri aukad kya hai.
Tune agar yeh baat bahar nikali toh teri videos jab tere ghar tere baap ke paas paunchey gi tau kya hoga. Aur agar tujhe maine iss ghar se nikal diya tujhe badnaam karke toh tera muhale main jo badnami hogi so hogi abhi teri choti behan ki bhi shaadi honi hai, soch uska kya hoga. Log das quesion karege."
Main wahi ki wahi haki baki bani siskia bareh roi ja rahi thi. "ab agar tu chahiti hai ki teri video internet par na jai aur abhi jaha hai waha rahe toh tujh ko khud kutia ban kar apne haatho aur pairo par chal ke yaha aana hoga aur aa kar mera lund chusna hoga. Tune abhi ke abhi aisa nahi kia ya drama kia toh teri ek video abhi ke abhi internet par chali jayegi."
Main dar ki mari kursi se neeche ho har apne haatho aur ghutno par ho kar unki taraf rohti hui badi. Mujhe apni taraf aise aate dekh kar unhone apni kursi meri taraf ghumai aur apni lateh phela di. Main unke pairo ke beech main pahunch kar apne ghutno par bhait gayi aur unki pajayme ke nade ki taraf haath badaya. Meri aankhe aansu se bhari hui thi, chehra sara gilla tha. Unka nada dhoond kar kheecha, aur phir unka pajama pakar kar neeche kheenchna shuru kia, woh thode se upar uthe aur maine sara pajama neeche kheench liya. Unka ek dum khada dekh kar mujhe un par aur bhi gussa aaya ki meri yeh halat kar ke unko achcha lag raha hai, unk maza aa raha hai ki unka khada hua hai. Jaise hi maine muh main dala unhone mera sir peeche se tezi se andar dabaya jis se main chonk ho gayi.