Aarti ke narm hothon ka sparsh apne hothon pe paa kar Shweta ka Dil zor zor se dhadakne laga. halanki yeh pehli baar nahi thha jab wo dono aisa kar rahe thhe, par har baar ki tarah aaj bhi shweta ke dil mein bahut hi zyada excitement thhi aur pakde jaane ka thoda sa darr bhi. Shweta ki aarti se pehli baar mulaqat do dhai saal pehle apne hi ghar mein hui thhi. aarti shweta ki kaamwali bai ki ladki thhi jo pata nahi kyun uss din ghar ghar pe aayi thhi. kaafi samay se kisi bhi aur vyakti ko shweta ne nahi dekha thha aur aarti ko dekhte hi usska dil zor zor se dhadakne laga thha.
Baat 3 saal pehle ki hai jab Shweta 18 saal ki thhi aur uski behen Sujata ka accident mein dehant ho gaya thha. Tab se shweta apne kamre se nahi nikalti thhi. 1-2 mahine to ussne apna bistar bhi nahi chhoda thha. bas ussi mein padi roti rehti ya sehmi si ek kone mein padi rehti. ussne baat bhi karna bilkul band kar diya thha. doctors ka maan na thha ke Sujata ke zyaada kareeb hone ke karan usski maut ka shweta par bahut hi bhari sadma laga hai aur iss shock se wo der saver ubar hi jayegi. Shweta ki maa ne hi doctor ki salah ke anusar shweta par bahar aane-jaane ka zor daalna bilkul band kar diya thha. kuch 3 mahine ekdum shaant rehne ke baad dheere dheere ussne bolna shuru kiya thha, lekin apne kamre se bahar bilkul nahi nikalti thhi. ussne apne kamre ki khidkiyan bhi pardon se poori dhak li thhi. tabhi ek din ussko neeche se ek ladki ke kehkahane ki awaaz aayi to ussne apne room ke darwaze se neeche jhaanke aur aarti ko wahan khada paya. apni hum-umar ladki ko dekhkar usske chehre par anjane mein hi ek muskaan chaa gayi jo uski maa se nahi chupi reh saki. Wo samajh gayi thhi ke shweta khud ko akela mehsoos kar rahi thhi aur issi liye ussne kaamwali se keh kar aarti ko roz shweta ke saath rehne ka keh diya.
kuch hi dinon mein aarti aur shweta kaafi achche dost ban gaye. kabhi kabhar aarti raat ko bhi ruk jaati thhi shweta ke yahan aur zameen pe chataai bicha ke so jaati thhi. aisi hi sardi ki ek raat ko aarti aur shweta bistar par saath so liye. dheere dheere ye silsila aage badhta raha aur fir dono ne samaj ki parwah karna chhod diya. shweta ki maa ko bhi kabhi koi shak nahi hua ke aarti aur shweta band kamre mein karte kya hain. Unko to bas itna pata thha ke jab se aarti aur shweta ki dosti hui hai, shweta theek hone lag gayi hai. jo ladki poora waqt apne palang par padi rehti thhi wo ghar ke doosre hisson mein bhi ghoomne lagi thhi aur kabhi kabhi aarti ka haath pakad ke road pe bhi tehelne nikal jaati tthi. ab aarti ka aana thoda kam ho gaya thha aur wo mahine mein mushkil se 3-4 baar hi aati thhi. Chunki wo samajh gayi thhi ke shweta usspe kitna nirbhar karne lagi hai, isliye usski maange bhi badhne lag gayi thhi. wo jab bhi aati to shweta se kuch na kuch le kar hi jaati.
Aaj bhi aarti ko choomte hue shweta ko wohi eksaas ho raha thha jo pehli baar hua thha. usske hothon ka raspan karte hue ussne apni jeebh bhi usske muh mein ghusa di aur usski jeebh se khelne lagi. aarti bhi haafte hue bas shweta ko choome jaa rahi thhi. shweta ka haath dheere dheere aarti ki kameez ke upar se hi uski chaati ke ubhaaron se khelne lagi. bra na pehne hone ke karan aarti ki choochiyan ekdum tani hui mehsoos ho rahi thhi.
“ruko main kameez utaar deti hoon. pichli baar bhi tumne phaad di thhi, ghar pe maa ne bahut daanta thha” aarti ne apne hoth shweta ke hothon se alag karte hue kaha aur ek jhatke se apni kameez utaar ke door phenk di. Shweta ab uski chaati ko choomne lagi aur uski tani hui choochiyon ko halka halka choosne lagi. reh reh kar aarti ke muh se ek aah nikalti. kuch hi der mein shweta ne apna chehra fer liya aur apni t-shirt aur jeans dono utaar diye aur aarti ke saamne ekdum nangi ho kar let gayi. aarti jaanti thhi ke ab ussko kya karna hai aur usne apna chehra shweta ke chehre ke paas kar diya jisse fir se shweta choomne lagi. aarti apne dayein haath ki ungali se dheere dheere shweta ki choot ko ragadne lagi. usska haath kabhi dheere chalta to kabhi tez. jitni tezi ke saath usska haath chal raha thha, utani hi tezi ke saath shweta ke choomne ka silsila bhi chal raha thha.
Ab aarti ne dheere dheere apni ungaliyon se shweta ki yoni ki faankon ko ragadna shuru kiya. kuch hi der mein ussne un faakon ko alag kar ke apni ek ungali shweta ke andar ghusa di. shweta neeche se ekdum geeli padi thhi aur aarti aaram se apni ungali ko usski yoni ke andar baahr kar paa rahi thhi. dheere dheere uss ungali ke saath ek aur ungali lag gayi aur shweta ke muh se aahein nikalne lag gayi. ab aarti ne 2 ungaliyon se usski yoni ki deewarein ragadna shuru kiya aur angoothe ko gufaa mein baithe daane par chalane lagi. ek haath se yeh sab karte hue ussne apna muh thoda aur neeche kiya aur zor zor se shweta ki choochiyan choosne lag gayi. wo jaanti thhi ke aisa karne se shweta ko bahut mazaa aata hai. kuch hi kshanon mein aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh ki awaaz ke saath shweta puri tarah se jhad gayi.
“ohh.. 8 baj gayi... maa ne bola thha ke 8 baje tak ghar aa jaana. aaj main late ho gayi.. mujhe jald hi jaana hoga” aarti ne bola aur table pe rakha hua 500 ka note utha liya. “tujhe pata hai 8 baje ke baad bahar ek buddhiya ghoomti hai jiski ek taang katii hui hai. kabhi kabhi to mujhe wahan didi bhi dikhti hain. meri baat maan, aaj raat ghar mat jaa. yahin ruk jaa na please...” shweta ussko boli. usske jism ki pyaas abhi tak nahi bujhi thhi. “na baba na. kal mujhe college bhi jaana hai. bhoot voot kuch nahi hota. aisi bachkani baatein mat karo... main jaa rahi hoon” aarti boli
“college jaa kar kya karegi tu...”
“hum gareeb log hain.. aapke jitne paise nahin hai humaare paas ke poora din ghar mein raho. achchi tarah se padh kar achchi naukari bhi leni hai” aarti ne kaha to shweta ka gusse mein khoon kholne laga.
“saal 2 take ki aurat, mujhe taana maar rahi hai... aaj isski halat patli karti hoon main” ussne socha aur boli, “jaisi teri marzi. bas ek kaam kar, ek cup chaay bana ke le aa. main nahane jaa rahi hoon. yahan table pe rakh ke chali jaana”. aarti ne apna kurta pehente hue haan mein sar hila diya aur daud ke kitchen mein ghus gayi. usne paani ubaala aur tea bag daal ke jald hi chaay bana di jaisi shweta ko pasand thhi. ussne wo chaay bana ke shweta ke kamre ki table par rakh di aur jaldi se ghar ke bahar nikal li.
Udhar shweta ke sar par khoon sawaar thha. aarti ke aisa kehne se ussko bahut beizzati mehsoos hui thhi. aarti ke neeche jaate hi, shweta apne maa ke kamre mein gayi aur wahan se ek safed chaadar nikal li. fir ussne peeche waala darwaza use kiya aur bahar jaa kar jhaad mein chup gayi. wo bas aarti ke aana ka intezaar karne lagi. kuch palon mein ussko kadmon ki aahat sunayi padi to ussne apne aap ko uss chaadar se dhak liya aur “hooooooooooooo” ki awaaz nikalte hue aarti ke saamne koodi. tabhi usse ek cheekh ki awaaz sunayi padi. chaadar hataa ke dekha to aarti behosh padi thhi zameen pe. gusse mein bhari shweta ne usske upar thooka aur ussko ek laat maar ke peeche mudi taaki wapas ghar ke andar jaa sake. lekin saamne ka nazaara dekh kar usske hosh udd gaye. wahan ek ladki khadi thhi jiska chehra ekdum gal chuka thha. shareer thoda sa paardarshi thha aur chehre se khoon tapak raha thha. Shweta zor zor se chillaane lagi aur bhaag ke ghar ke andar ghusi aur room mein jaa kar apne bistar par let ke rone lag gayi.
Agli subah se Shweta ne fir se bolna band kar diya. wo darr ke maare bas apne bistar ke neeche chupi rahi aur roti rahi. Usski maa ne doctor ko bhi bulaya par doctor itna hi bata saka ke kisi cheez se Shweta bahut darri hui hai. Doosri ore aarti ko samajh nahi aa raha thha ke raat uss ke saath kya hua thha. 9 baje ussko hosh aaya thha jab ussne apne aap ko ghar ke bahar behosh pada paya thha. ussko kuch yaad nahi thha ke wo wahan kaise aur kyun pahunchi thhi. Yeh hi darr usko andar hi andar khaye jaa raha thha ke apne kahe anusar kahin shrikant ne usko behosh kar ke uski chudai to nahi kar diya thha. ghar ke paas ek ped pe baithi wo “ladki” bhi bahut dukhi thhi. ussne shweta ka itna intezaar kiya thha ke jab wo usse milegi to kitni baatein karegi. Lekin accident mein uss ke mar jaane ke itne dinon baad kahin jaa kar shweta ussko dikhayi di thhi aur dekhte hi bhaag khadi hui thhi. wo jaanti thhi ke wo ab pehle waali Sujata nahi rahi, lekin Shweta ka uske prati aisa vyawhaar dekh kar usse achcha nahin laga. usse bhi ab darr lag raha thha ke kya wo kabhi bhi Shweta se baat kar payegi ya poori umar iss kati taang waali budhiya ke saath hi bitani padegi.
Baat 3 saal pehle ki hai jab Shweta 18 saal ki thhi aur uski behen Sujata ka accident mein dehant ho gaya thha. Tab se shweta apne kamre se nahi nikalti thhi. 1-2 mahine to ussne apna bistar bhi nahi chhoda thha. bas ussi mein padi roti rehti ya sehmi si ek kone mein padi rehti. ussne baat bhi karna bilkul band kar diya thha. doctors ka maan na thha ke Sujata ke zyaada kareeb hone ke karan usski maut ka shweta par bahut hi bhari sadma laga hai aur iss shock se wo der saver ubar hi jayegi. Shweta ki maa ne hi doctor ki salah ke anusar shweta par bahar aane-jaane ka zor daalna bilkul band kar diya thha. kuch 3 mahine ekdum shaant rehne ke baad dheere dheere ussne bolna shuru kiya thha, lekin apne kamre se bahar bilkul nahi nikalti thhi. ussne apne kamre ki khidkiyan bhi pardon se poori dhak li thhi. tabhi ek din ussko neeche se ek ladki ke kehkahane ki awaaz aayi to ussne apne room ke darwaze se neeche jhaanke aur aarti ko wahan khada paya. apni hum-umar ladki ko dekhkar usske chehre par anjane mein hi ek muskaan chaa gayi jo uski maa se nahi chupi reh saki. Wo samajh gayi thhi ke shweta khud ko akela mehsoos kar rahi thhi aur issi liye ussne kaamwali se keh kar aarti ko roz shweta ke saath rehne ka keh diya.
kuch hi dinon mein aarti aur shweta kaafi achche dost ban gaye. kabhi kabhar aarti raat ko bhi ruk jaati thhi shweta ke yahan aur zameen pe chataai bicha ke so jaati thhi. aisi hi sardi ki ek raat ko aarti aur shweta bistar par saath so liye. dheere dheere ye silsila aage badhta raha aur fir dono ne samaj ki parwah karna chhod diya. shweta ki maa ko bhi kabhi koi shak nahi hua ke aarti aur shweta band kamre mein karte kya hain. Unko to bas itna pata thha ke jab se aarti aur shweta ki dosti hui hai, shweta theek hone lag gayi hai. jo ladki poora waqt apne palang par padi rehti thhi wo ghar ke doosre hisson mein bhi ghoomne lagi thhi aur kabhi kabhi aarti ka haath pakad ke road pe bhi tehelne nikal jaati tthi. ab aarti ka aana thoda kam ho gaya thha aur wo mahine mein mushkil se 3-4 baar hi aati thhi. Chunki wo samajh gayi thhi ke shweta usspe kitna nirbhar karne lagi hai, isliye usski maange bhi badhne lag gayi thhi. wo jab bhi aati to shweta se kuch na kuch le kar hi jaati.
Aaj bhi aarti ko choomte hue shweta ko wohi eksaas ho raha thha jo pehli baar hua thha. usske hothon ka raspan karte hue ussne apni jeebh bhi usske muh mein ghusa di aur usski jeebh se khelne lagi. aarti bhi haafte hue bas shweta ko choome jaa rahi thhi. shweta ka haath dheere dheere aarti ki kameez ke upar se hi uski chaati ke ubhaaron se khelne lagi. bra na pehne hone ke karan aarti ki choochiyan ekdum tani hui mehsoos ho rahi thhi.
“ruko main kameez utaar deti hoon. pichli baar bhi tumne phaad di thhi, ghar pe maa ne bahut daanta thha” aarti ne apne hoth shweta ke hothon se alag karte hue kaha aur ek jhatke se apni kameez utaar ke door phenk di. Shweta ab uski chaati ko choomne lagi aur uski tani hui choochiyon ko halka halka choosne lagi. reh reh kar aarti ke muh se ek aah nikalti. kuch hi der mein shweta ne apna chehra fer liya aur apni t-shirt aur jeans dono utaar diye aur aarti ke saamne ekdum nangi ho kar let gayi. aarti jaanti thhi ke ab ussko kya karna hai aur usne apna chehra shweta ke chehre ke paas kar diya jisse fir se shweta choomne lagi. aarti apne dayein haath ki ungali se dheere dheere shweta ki choot ko ragadne lagi. usska haath kabhi dheere chalta to kabhi tez. jitni tezi ke saath usska haath chal raha thha, utani hi tezi ke saath shweta ke choomne ka silsila bhi chal raha thha.
Ab aarti ne dheere dheere apni ungaliyon se shweta ki yoni ki faankon ko ragadna shuru kiya. kuch hi der mein ussne un faakon ko alag kar ke apni ek ungali shweta ke andar ghusa di. shweta neeche se ekdum geeli padi thhi aur aarti aaram se apni ungali ko usski yoni ke andar baahr kar paa rahi thhi. dheere dheere uss ungali ke saath ek aur ungali lag gayi aur shweta ke muh se aahein nikalne lag gayi. ab aarti ne 2 ungaliyon se usski yoni ki deewarein ragadna shuru kiya aur angoothe ko gufaa mein baithe daane par chalane lagi. ek haath se yeh sab karte hue ussne apna muh thoda aur neeche kiya aur zor zor se shweta ki choochiyan choosne lag gayi. wo jaanti thhi ke aisa karne se shweta ko bahut mazaa aata hai. kuch hi kshanon mein aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh ki awaaz ke saath shweta puri tarah se jhad gayi.
“ohh.. 8 baj gayi... maa ne bola thha ke 8 baje tak ghar aa jaana. aaj main late ho gayi.. mujhe jald hi jaana hoga” aarti ne bola aur table pe rakha hua 500 ka note utha liya. “tujhe pata hai 8 baje ke baad bahar ek buddhiya ghoomti hai jiski ek taang katii hui hai. kabhi kabhi to mujhe wahan didi bhi dikhti hain. meri baat maan, aaj raat ghar mat jaa. yahin ruk jaa na please...” shweta ussko boli. usske jism ki pyaas abhi tak nahi bujhi thhi. “na baba na. kal mujhe college bhi jaana hai. bhoot voot kuch nahi hota. aisi bachkani baatein mat karo... main jaa rahi hoon” aarti boli
“college jaa kar kya karegi tu...”
“hum gareeb log hain.. aapke jitne paise nahin hai humaare paas ke poora din ghar mein raho. achchi tarah se padh kar achchi naukari bhi leni hai” aarti ne kaha to shweta ka gusse mein khoon kholne laga.
“saal 2 take ki aurat, mujhe taana maar rahi hai... aaj isski halat patli karti hoon main” ussne socha aur boli, “jaisi teri marzi. bas ek kaam kar, ek cup chaay bana ke le aa. main nahane jaa rahi hoon. yahan table pe rakh ke chali jaana”. aarti ne apna kurta pehente hue haan mein sar hila diya aur daud ke kitchen mein ghus gayi. usne paani ubaala aur tea bag daal ke jald hi chaay bana di jaisi shweta ko pasand thhi. ussne wo chaay bana ke shweta ke kamre ki table par rakh di aur jaldi se ghar ke bahar nikal li.
Udhar shweta ke sar par khoon sawaar thha. aarti ke aisa kehne se ussko bahut beizzati mehsoos hui thhi. aarti ke neeche jaate hi, shweta apne maa ke kamre mein gayi aur wahan se ek safed chaadar nikal li. fir ussne peeche waala darwaza use kiya aur bahar jaa kar jhaad mein chup gayi. wo bas aarti ke aana ka intezaar karne lagi. kuch palon mein ussko kadmon ki aahat sunayi padi to ussne apne aap ko uss chaadar se dhak liya aur “hooooooooooooo” ki awaaz nikalte hue aarti ke saamne koodi. tabhi usse ek cheekh ki awaaz sunayi padi. chaadar hataa ke dekha to aarti behosh padi thhi zameen pe. gusse mein bhari shweta ne usske upar thooka aur ussko ek laat maar ke peeche mudi taaki wapas ghar ke andar jaa sake. lekin saamne ka nazaara dekh kar usske hosh udd gaye. wahan ek ladki khadi thhi jiska chehra ekdum gal chuka thha. shareer thoda sa paardarshi thha aur chehre se khoon tapak raha thha. Shweta zor zor se chillaane lagi aur bhaag ke ghar ke andar ghusi aur room mein jaa kar apne bistar par let ke rone lag gayi.
Agli subah se Shweta ne fir se bolna band kar diya. wo darr ke maare bas apne bistar ke neeche chupi rahi aur roti rahi. Usski maa ne doctor ko bhi bulaya par doctor itna hi bata saka ke kisi cheez se Shweta bahut darri hui hai. Doosri ore aarti ko samajh nahi aa raha thha ke raat uss ke saath kya hua thha. 9 baje ussko hosh aaya thha jab ussne apne aap ko ghar ke bahar behosh pada paya thha. ussko kuch yaad nahi thha ke wo wahan kaise aur kyun pahunchi thhi. Yeh hi darr usko andar hi andar khaye jaa raha thha ke apne kahe anusar kahin shrikant ne usko behosh kar ke uski chudai to nahi kar diya thha. ghar ke paas ek ped pe baithi wo “ladki” bhi bahut dukhi thhi. ussne shweta ka itna intezaar kiya thha ke jab wo usse milegi to kitni baatein karegi. Lekin accident mein uss ke mar jaane ke itne dinon baad kahin jaa kar shweta ussko dikhayi di thhi aur dekhte hi bhaag khadi hui thhi. wo jaanti thhi ke wo ab pehle waali Sujata nahi rahi, lekin Shweta ka uske prati aisa vyawhaar dekh kar usse achcha nahin laga. usse bhi ab darr lag raha thha ke kya wo kabhi bhi Shweta se baat kar payegi ya poori umar iss kati taang waali budhiya ke saath hi bitani padegi.