Aksar kaha jaata hai ki pyar kiya nahi jaata ho jaata hai. Aisa hi kuch is kahaani ke jariye mai prove karna chahta hu, pyar jab had se jyada badh jaata hai to vo deewanapan kehlata hai. Aisi hi beintahaan pyar ya yu kahe ki deewanepan aur tyaag ki daastaan hai DEEWANAPAN.
Ek ladka aur ek ladki in dono ke beech kya rishta hota hai mujhe nahi pata lekin jis din se ushe dekha hai bus ek ajeeb si feeling dil me uthne lag hai, pata nahi kyon lekin mujhe usse pyar ho gaya tha. Aaj us kahavat ka arth samajh me aa gaya ki pyar kiya nahi jaata ho jaata hai.
" chote babu, chote babu, kaha ho aap? " Sannate ko cheerti huyi aawaaj Sameer ke kaano tak pahuchi aur vo apne khayalo se baahar nikla.
Aawaj Sameer ke naukar Ramesh kaka ki thi. Bachpan me hi Sameer ke maa-baap ek accident me maare gaye the. Tabse lekar aaj tak ushe Ramesh kaka ne hi pala posa tha. Agar vo na hote to pata nahi bin maa-baap ke bacche ka kya haal hota. Isiliye Sameer unki bahut izzat karta tha, hamesha unhe kaka kahkar bulata tha aur kabhi bhi Sameer ne unhe ghar kaa naukar nahi smajha.
Aaj jis ladki ke baare me Sameer soch raha hai usse Sameer ke milne ki kahani bhi badi rochak hai. baat kareeb ek mahine pehle ki hai jab Sameer apni cousin Ekta ki shaadi me gaya hua tha.
Khusnuma mahoul tha, har taraf hasi mazaak chal raha tha, Tabhi Ekta ke papa Anoop ne Sameer se kaha ki beta jaao aur jaakar Ekta ke room se phoolmaala le aao aur saath me vaha kuch mithaayi ke dibbe bhi honge unhe bhi lete aana.
Sameer ne Ekta ke kamre me pahuchkar light on ki aur kamre me roshni hote hi uski aankho ke aage andhera chaa gaya. Uske dil aur dimaag ne kaam karna band kar diya tha. Uski saanse phoolne lagi thi, dil ki dhadkane achaanak itni tez ho gayi thi ki Sameer ko lagne laga ki uska dil abhi uske haath me aa jaayega. Pehli baar jindagi me ushe koi ladki dekhne ke baad is tarah feel hua tha. Ladkiya to usne bahut dekhi thi par iski baat hi kuch aur thi.
Jab Sameer ko hosh aaya to usne dhyaan diya ki vo ladki kamre se mithaai ke dibbe chura rahi thi. Isse pehle ki Sammer kuch bolta vo ladki bol uthi," Please sir, kisi ko mat bataiyega, mai aur meri behan paanch din se bhukhe hai, please sir hame jaane dijiye, chahe to aap ye mithaai bhi vaapis le lijiye par hame jaane dijiye please."
Sameer ko aisa laga jaise uske khoobsurat gulabi hontho se phool baras rahe ho aur uske kaano me jaise kisine shahad ghol diya ho. Kuch pal tak to vo uski khoobsurat aawaaj ki khumaari me hi dooba raha. Pata nahi vo kab tak aur isi tarah rehta agar us ladki ki aawaj se uska dhyaan us ladki ki or nahi jaata to.
" kya mai ab jaa sakti hu sir "
" haan " iske alawa kuch bhi nahi keh paaya Sameer.
Us ladki ko jaate dekhkar Sameer ke dil me ek ajeeb si tees uthi.
" ruko " khud-b-khud uske munh se nikla. vo khud bhi samajh nahi paaya ki usne aisa kyu kaha.
vo ladki pehle hi ghabraayi huyi thi aur Sameer ke aisa bolne se uski ghiggi bandh gayi. usne dare-sehme se chehre ko Sameer ki taraf ghumaya.
Sameer ko kuch samajh me nahi aaya ki vo kya kahe, ushe to ye bhi maalum nahi tha ki usne us ladki ko roka hi kyun? kyun nahi jaane diya ushe.
" ye mithaai ke dibbe le jaao, khud bhi kha lena aur apni behan ko bhi khila dena " jab kuch samajh me nahi aaya to Sameer ne yahi kehna behtar smajha.
" thankyou sir " us ladki ka saara dar ek pal me rafuchakkar ho gaya aur uske pyaare se maasum chehre par ek bahut hi aakarshak aur khoobsurat muskaan ubhar aayi. jise dekhkar Sameer maano kho sa gaya tha.
Ladki ne mithaai ke dibbe uthaye aur chupchaap khidki se baahar nikal gayi.
Us din se Sameer us ladki ke khayalo me khoya hua tha. Us ladki ki har ada pe vo dil-o-jaan se mar mita tha.
" abhi aaya kaka " Sameer ne kaha aur uthkar apne bedroom se baahar chala gaya. Ramesh kaka ne khaana laga diya tha, dono ne khaana khaaya aur phir Sameer taiyaar hokar college chala gaya. Lekin ushe kya maalum tha ki bhagvaan aaj uspar kuch jyada hi meharbaan hone vaala hai. College ke gate ke baahar jaise hi usne parking me bike khadi ki, picche muda, ek baar phir se uske dil ki dhadkane badhna shuru ho gayi thi. Vahi manmohak chehra, vahi khoobsurat laal hontho ke beech chamakte safed motiyo jaise daant, vahi kaali-kaali julfe. Sabkuch to vahi tha, vahi ladki Sameer ko saamne ke store ke paas khadi dikh rahi thi. Uske saath ek choti bacchi bhi thi jo shaayad uski behan thi. Sameer ko samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki vo kya kare. Abhi tak vo ishi udhedbun me tha ki vo us ladki se baat kare ya na kare. Ushe hosh aaya ajab us ladki ne kaha," are aap, aap yaha kaise sir. "
Tab Sameer ko realize hua ki vo to sadak paar karke us ladki ke paas pahuch chuka tha, ushe bahut ajeeb laga ki bina uski marzi ke uske pair kyo ushe us ladki ki taraf kheench laaye. Is sawaal ka uske paas koi bhi jawaab nahi tha.
" mai is college me padhta hu, tum yaha kya kar rahi ho "
" sir ab aapse kya chupaau, aapko to pata hi hai ki mere upar hi meri behan ki saari jimmedaari hai. Mata-pita ki death ho chuki hai aur rishtedaaro ne jaaydaad hadap li hai, abhi mai itni padhi-likhi bhi nahi hu ki koi job hi kar saku. Aapse kuch chupaaungi nahi mai, yaha mai is canteen se kuch khaane ka saamaan churaane aayi thi. Mai to bhukhi reh sakti hu sir lekin jab is nanhi si jaan ko bhookh se tadapte huve dekhti hu to mera dil dard se phatne ko ho jaata hai. Mai kuch bhi seh sakti hu sir, lekin apni behan ka tadapna nahi seh sakti "
" Agar tum bura na maano to mai tumse kuch jaroori baat karna chahta hu "
" Mai aapki baato ka bura kyu maanungi sir, aapko jo kehna hai aap kahiye "
Ab tak Sameer us ladki ko apne dil ki baat bataane ka faisla kar chuka tha, bola," Jis din maine tumhe pehli baar dekha tha ushi din mere dil me ek ajeeb si feeling utpann huyi thi, mai nahi jaanta ki aisa kyo hua tha. Aajtak maine bahut ladkiya dekhi hai par kabhi bhi mujhe vaisa mehsoos nahi hua jaisa tumhe dekhkar hua hai. Mai nahi jaanta ki tum meri baato ko kaise logi, ho sakta hai ki tumhe bura bhi lage, uske liye mai pehle hi maafi maang lena chahta hu. Maine to ummeed hi chod di thi ki mai kabhi tumhe dobara mil bhi paaunga, lekin jab aaj bhagvaan ne mujhe tumse dobara milvaaya hai to ab mai tumhe doosri baar jaane nahi dena chahta. Pata nahi kyo but I LOVE YOU and will always love you. Marte dum tak mai sirf aur sirf tumse hi pyaar karta rahunga chahe tumhaara jawaab kuch bhi ho, kyonki pyar sirf ek baar hota hai, jo baar-baar ho vah pyar nahi khilvaad hota hai "
Us ladki ki aankho ke kinaare se aansuo ki do boond tapakkar uske surkh laal ho chuke gaalo par gir pade jisne ki uski sundarta me chaar chaand laga diye.
" Mai bhi ushi din se aapko chahne lagi thi sir. I LOVE YOU TOO lekin ek vaada kijiye aap mujhe kabhi bhi chodkar nahi jaayenge "
" marte dum tak nahi, ab hame sirf aur sirf mout hi juda kar sakti hai "
" meri behan ab meri jimmedaari hai aapko isse koi .. "
Uski baat poori hone se pehle hi Sameer bol pada," aaj se balki abhi se tumhaari saari jimmedaariya aur dard mere aur meri saari khushiya tumhaari "
Ladki ne kaskar Sameer ko apni baaho me bhar liya. Jab unka aalingan khatam hua to un dono ki aankho se aansu beh rahe the. Dono ne ek doosre ki aankho me dekha aur khud-ba-khud unke honth aapas me milte chale gaye.
Ek ladka aur ek ladki in dono ke beech kya rishta hota hai mujhe nahi pata lekin jis din se ushe dekha hai bus ek ajeeb si feeling dil me uthne lag hai, pata nahi kyon lekin mujhe usse pyar ho gaya tha. Aaj us kahavat ka arth samajh me aa gaya ki pyar kiya nahi jaata ho jaata hai.
" chote babu, chote babu, kaha ho aap? " Sannate ko cheerti huyi aawaaj Sameer ke kaano tak pahuchi aur vo apne khayalo se baahar nikla.
Aawaj Sameer ke naukar Ramesh kaka ki thi. Bachpan me hi Sameer ke maa-baap ek accident me maare gaye the. Tabse lekar aaj tak ushe Ramesh kaka ne hi pala posa tha. Agar vo na hote to pata nahi bin maa-baap ke bacche ka kya haal hota. Isiliye Sameer unki bahut izzat karta tha, hamesha unhe kaka kahkar bulata tha aur kabhi bhi Sameer ne unhe ghar kaa naukar nahi smajha.
Aaj jis ladki ke baare me Sameer soch raha hai usse Sameer ke milne ki kahani bhi badi rochak hai. baat kareeb ek mahine pehle ki hai jab Sameer apni cousin Ekta ki shaadi me gaya hua tha.
Khusnuma mahoul tha, har taraf hasi mazaak chal raha tha, Tabhi Ekta ke papa Anoop ne Sameer se kaha ki beta jaao aur jaakar Ekta ke room se phoolmaala le aao aur saath me vaha kuch mithaayi ke dibbe bhi honge unhe bhi lete aana.
Sameer ne Ekta ke kamre me pahuchkar light on ki aur kamre me roshni hote hi uski aankho ke aage andhera chaa gaya. Uske dil aur dimaag ne kaam karna band kar diya tha. Uski saanse phoolne lagi thi, dil ki dhadkane achaanak itni tez ho gayi thi ki Sameer ko lagne laga ki uska dil abhi uske haath me aa jaayega. Pehli baar jindagi me ushe koi ladki dekhne ke baad is tarah feel hua tha. Ladkiya to usne bahut dekhi thi par iski baat hi kuch aur thi.
Jab Sameer ko hosh aaya to usne dhyaan diya ki vo ladki kamre se mithaai ke dibbe chura rahi thi. Isse pehle ki Sammer kuch bolta vo ladki bol uthi," Please sir, kisi ko mat bataiyega, mai aur meri behan paanch din se bhukhe hai, please sir hame jaane dijiye, chahe to aap ye mithaai bhi vaapis le lijiye par hame jaane dijiye please."
Sameer ko aisa laga jaise uske khoobsurat gulabi hontho se phool baras rahe ho aur uske kaano me jaise kisine shahad ghol diya ho. Kuch pal tak to vo uski khoobsurat aawaaj ki khumaari me hi dooba raha. Pata nahi vo kab tak aur isi tarah rehta agar us ladki ki aawaj se uska dhyaan us ladki ki or nahi jaata to.
" kya mai ab jaa sakti hu sir "
" haan " iske alawa kuch bhi nahi keh paaya Sameer.
Us ladki ko jaate dekhkar Sameer ke dil me ek ajeeb si tees uthi.
" ruko " khud-b-khud uske munh se nikla. vo khud bhi samajh nahi paaya ki usne aisa kyu kaha.
vo ladki pehle hi ghabraayi huyi thi aur Sameer ke aisa bolne se uski ghiggi bandh gayi. usne dare-sehme se chehre ko Sameer ki taraf ghumaya.
Sameer ko kuch samajh me nahi aaya ki vo kya kahe, ushe to ye bhi maalum nahi tha ki usne us ladki ko roka hi kyun? kyun nahi jaane diya ushe.
" ye mithaai ke dibbe le jaao, khud bhi kha lena aur apni behan ko bhi khila dena " jab kuch samajh me nahi aaya to Sameer ne yahi kehna behtar smajha.
" thankyou sir " us ladki ka saara dar ek pal me rafuchakkar ho gaya aur uske pyaare se maasum chehre par ek bahut hi aakarshak aur khoobsurat muskaan ubhar aayi. jise dekhkar Sameer maano kho sa gaya tha.
Ladki ne mithaai ke dibbe uthaye aur chupchaap khidki se baahar nikal gayi.
Us din se Sameer us ladki ke khayalo me khoya hua tha. Us ladki ki har ada pe vo dil-o-jaan se mar mita tha.
" abhi aaya kaka " Sameer ne kaha aur uthkar apne bedroom se baahar chala gaya. Ramesh kaka ne khaana laga diya tha, dono ne khaana khaaya aur phir Sameer taiyaar hokar college chala gaya. Lekin ushe kya maalum tha ki bhagvaan aaj uspar kuch jyada hi meharbaan hone vaala hai. College ke gate ke baahar jaise hi usne parking me bike khadi ki, picche muda, ek baar phir se uske dil ki dhadkane badhna shuru ho gayi thi. Vahi manmohak chehra, vahi khoobsurat laal hontho ke beech chamakte safed motiyo jaise daant, vahi kaali-kaali julfe. Sabkuch to vahi tha, vahi ladki Sameer ko saamne ke store ke paas khadi dikh rahi thi. Uske saath ek choti bacchi bhi thi jo shaayad uski behan thi. Sameer ko samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki vo kya kare. Abhi tak vo ishi udhedbun me tha ki vo us ladki se baat kare ya na kare. Ushe hosh aaya ajab us ladki ne kaha," are aap, aap yaha kaise sir. "
Tab Sameer ko realize hua ki vo to sadak paar karke us ladki ke paas pahuch chuka tha, ushe bahut ajeeb laga ki bina uski marzi ke uske pair kyo ushe us ladki ki taraf kheench laaye. Is sawaal ka uske paas koi bhi jawaab nahi tha.
" mai is college me padhta hu, tum yaha kya kar rahi ho "
" sir ab aapse kya chupaau, aapko to pata hi hai ki mere upar hi meri behan ki saari jimmedaari hai. Mata-pita ki death ho chuki hai aur rishtedaaro ne jaaydaad hadap li hai, abhi mai itni padhi-likhi bhi nahi hu ki koi job hi kar saku. Aapse kuch chupaaungi nahi mai, yaha mai is canteen se kuch khaane ka saamaan churaane aayi thi. Mai to bhukhi reh sakti hu sir lekin jab is nanhi si jaan ko bhookh se tadapte huve dekhti hu to mera dil dard se phatne ko ho jaata hai. Mai kuch bhi seh sakti hu sir, lekin apni behan ka tadapna nahi seh sakti "
" Agar tum bura na maano to mai tumse kuch jaroori baat karna chahta hu "
" Mai aapki baato ka bura kyu maanungi sir, aapko jo kehna hai aap kahiye "
Ab tak Sameer us ladki ko apne dil ki baat bataane ka faisla kar chuka tha, bola," Jis din maine tumhe pehli baar dekha tha ushi din mere dil me ek ajeeb si feeling utpann huyi thi, mai nahi jaanta ki aisa kyo hua tha. Aajtak maine bahut ladkiya dekhi hai par kabhi bhi mujhe vaisa mehsoos nahi hua jaisa tumhe dekhkar hua hai. Mai nahi jaanta ki tum meri baato ko kaise logi, ho sakta hai ki tumhe bura bhi lage, uske liye mai pehle hi maafi maang lena chahta hu. Maine to ummeed hi chod di thi ki mai kabhi tumhe dobara mil bhi paaunga, lekin jab aaj bhagvaan ne mujhe tumse dobara milvaaya hai to ab mai tumhe doosri baar jaane nahi dena chahta. Pata nahi kyo but I LOVE YOU and will always love you. Marte dum tak mai sirf aur sirf tumse hi pyaar karta rahunga chahe tumhaara jawaab kuch bhi ho, kyonki pyar sirf ek baar hota hai, jo baar-baar ho vah pyar nahi khilvaad hota hai "
Us ladki ki aankho ke kinaare se aansuo ki do boond tapakkar uske surkh laal ho chuke gaalo par gir pade jisne ki uski sundarta me chaar chaand laga diye.
" Mai bhi ushi din se aapko chahne lagi thi sir. I LOVE YOU TOO lekin ek vaada kijiye aap mujhe kabhi bhi chodkar nahi jaayenge "
" marte dum tak nahi, ab hame sirf aur sirf mout hi juda kar sakti hai "
" meri behan ab meri jimmedaari hai aapko isse koi .. "
Uski baat poori hone se pehle hi Sameer bol pada," aaj se balki abhi se tumhaari saari jimmedaariya aur dard mere aur meri saari khushiya tumhaari "
Ladki ne kaskar Sameer ko apni baaho me bhar liya. Jab unka aalingan khatam hua to un dono ki aankho se aansu beh rahe the. Dono ne ek doosre ki aankho me dekha aur khud-ba-khud unke honth aapas me milte chale gaye.