Mujhse Kya Bhool Hui?
Aaj bhi 14 february hi thi. Do premiyon ke ijhar e mohabbat ka din. Aaj abhi thodi der pahle wo apne pyar ki asthiyon ko ganga maiya ki god me samarpit karke aaya tha. 20wa din tha use apni mohabbat ko alvida kahne ka. Wo ganga ji ke kinare usi ped ki chhaya me baitha tha jahan 6 mah pahle Anamika ki god me sar rakhke leta hua tha. Uski ankh se do ansu nikalkar uske galon ko bhigo gaye. Pura ek saal beet gaya tha us chamatkar ko jo bina kisi aas ke uske sath ghatit ho gaya tha. Thik ek saal pahle aaj hi ke din isi prakar do ansu uske kapolon par aaye the jinhe Anamika ke gulabi hothon ne khud me samet liya tha jis prakar ganga maiya ne aaj uski asthiyon ko khud me samahit kar liya tha. Us samay Use yakin nahi ho raha tha ki kisi apsara ki us pratimurti ne abhi abhi uske samne ijahar e mohabbat kiya hai. Wo akela hi shakhs tha college me jo uske pichhe nahi bhagta tha warna to sara college uski ek jhalak pane aur baat karne ko utawla rahta tha. Ladkiyan ye baat bhali bhanti samajhti hain chahe wo kitni bhi sharif aur sharmili hon, ki kaun ladka uski tarif karta hai kaun unke pichhe hai aur kaun unke pas aane se katrata hai. Anamika bhi bhali bhanti ye baat janti thi ki Bhavishya usse sharmata hai aur baat karne se katrata hai. Baki sabhi ladke usse baat karne ko aur uska sath pane ko bechain raha karte hain lekin wo khud kam sharmili nahi thi. Ladke jane usse kya kya kah kar gujar jate the, meri jaan, annu rani, annu dear aur bhi na jane kya kya, lekin usne aaj tak sharmane ke alawa dusra reaction nahi darshaya tha. Ladke uske samne chitthiyan faink jate jinme I love u ya anya kisi tarike se apni uske prati muhabbat ka ijahar likhte. Usne aaj tak kisi ko wapas patra nahi likha. Ye baat kabhi kabhi uske liye muskil bhi paida karti thi. Kuchh ladkon ne ise uski mook swikriti samajh kar use date par jane tak ko kah diya. Badi muskilon se wo is sabse chhutkara pa pati thi. College me almost sare ladke usse chipkane ka ya kahen use patane ka prayas kar chuke the sirf Bhavishya hi is sabse dur tha. Anamika is baat ko bhali bhanti samajhti thi ki wo kyon usse dur bhagta hai. Usne ek din usse puchha bhi aur use uski soch ke anurup jawab bhi mila.. Wo garden me akela baitha jamin ki ghas ko kured raha tha, hamesha ki tarah uske pas koi nahi tha. Aakhir sabhi ladkiyan use darpok aur kitabon ka keeda samjha karti thi. Tha bhi wo kitabi keeda, college me hamesha first aane wala. Marks ke mamle me pure college me usse takkar lene wali Anamika ek matra ladki thi. Wo bhi kitabon me hi apna sar jyada khapaya karti thi aur pyar mohabbat aur ishk vishk se koson tak uska koi sambandh nahi tha. Na jane kya pasand aaya tha use Bhavishya me ki wo usi se baat karne ka prayas kiya karti thi. Par wo uski sundarta ke tej ke aage khud ko haara hua pata tha. Jab us din usne usse puchha tha..
"Kaise ho Bhavishya?
"Jjji! ..Wo hakla utha tha.
"mujhe dekhte hi ghabra kyun jate ho?
"Ji nahi to. Kaha ghabra jata hun. ..Usne jaise taise uske chehre par ek najar dali aur turant jhuka li. Wo aaj fir uski khubsurti ko sahan nahi kar paya.
"Tum mujhse baat kyon nahi karte?
"Kya Anamika ji, kahan aap aur kahan main? Ek rikshaw chalane wale ke gande kapde pahne hue ladke aur ek safal property dealer ki apsara jaisi chhune se maili honi wali beti me bhala kya baat chit hogi?
"To kya mujhse shadi ka soch rahe the? Usne muskurate hue bomb foda ho jaise.
"Kya? Nahi to. Aap bhi na Anamika ji meri garibi ka majak udane lagi. Isiliye to main kisi se baat nahi karta.
"Nahi nahi Bhavishya main majak kar rahi thi. Mera tumhen chot pahuchane ka koi irada nahi tha. Mujhe garibi amiri se koi fark nahi padta, mujhe sirf sachche aur sidhe log achchhe lagte hain. Pure college me ek tumhi to ho jisne mujh par buri najar nahi dali varna to baki mujhe aise dekhte hain jaise mujhe kachcha hi nigal jayenge.
"Meri kya bisaat ki main aapko buri kya achchhi najar se bhi nihar sakun Anamika ji. Aapka naam Anamika hokar bhi bahut bada hai aur Bhavishya ka bhavishya sirf rikshaw chalana hai. Aapki aur meri dosti mujhe kya is samaj ko bhi kubul nahi hogi.
"Tum to aise baat kar rahe ho jaise main apne liye tumhara hath magne aai hun. Are mere bhole dost main tumhe apna dost banana chahti hun jisse mujhe bhi tumhari tarah ekant me na baithna pade aur padhne aur kuchh pal bitane ke liye ek achchhe insan ka sath mil jaye. Main to tumhe pata hi hai college ki ladkiyon se bhi dur rahti hun kyuki har ladki ke sath koi na koi ladka chipka rahta hai. ..Uski baat sunkar wo buri tarah jhemp gaya tha aur kafi der tak jamin se najar nahi uthai thi. Anamika ko use awaj deni padi thi.
"Kya hua! Rishta manjur hai ya nahi?
"kya? Wo ek baar fir jhemp gaya.
"Are dosti ka rishta.
"Ji ji manjur hai. .Usne aise kaha jaise koi shart manjur kar raha ho. ..Iske baad dono ki mulakaten aksar hone lagi thi. Jane anjane hi dono ke man me ek dusre ke prati komal bhavnayen paida ho gayi thi ye dono me se kisi ko bhi nahi pata chala tha. Dono hi ab college ki bajay ekant me baithne ka sochne lage thi. Ganga nadi ke kinare hare vrikshon ki wo chhaya dono premiyon ki pavitra aur nishchhal mulakaton ki gawah bana karti thi. Dono hi intjar kiya karte the ki aaj uska dost usse kuch kahega. Waqt gujarta ja raha tha aur unka ankaha pyar ganga ke pawan kinare par pawan lahron ki tarah angdaiyan leta raha. Dono ne is ladakpan ke babjud ek baar fir college ko top kiya.
Ganga ke tat par result ke dusre din gajab ho gaya tha. Anamika ne aate hi uske mathe ko chum liya tha aur kah diya tha..
"I love you Bhavishya. ..Hatprabh rah gaya tha wo to. Usne sapne me nahi socha tha ki yun aisa bhi kuchh ho sakta hai. Aur aisa karne ke baad Anamika ne ek pal ke liye bhi wahan Rukna gawara nahi kiya tha. Wo kisi titli ki bhanti wahan se udanchhu ho gayi thi use khayalon ki ek rangeen duniya me chhodkar. Wo aaj itna khush tha ki kabhi usne socha bhi nahi tha ki khushi itni adhik bhi ho sakti hai. Usne us din apne pitaji ka purana rikshaw uthaya tha aur nikal pada tha sadkon par. 240 rupaye kamaye the usne aaj. Usne ek pyara sa pen aur ek dayri kharidi aur pahuch gaya tha apne pyar se mulakat ke liye wahi ganga tat par. Anamika aayi to wo usse najar nahi mila paya tha. Anamika ne uske chehre ko apne komal hathon me liya tha aur kaha tha..
"Kya hua mere bhole dost?
"I love you too Anamika! .Usne dil ko kada karke bol hi diya tha aur diary aur pen uske hath me thama diye the. ..Chaunk uthi Anamika..
"Kya? Kya kaha tumne? I love you too? Maine tumse kab "I love you, kaha?
"Kya? Kyun majak kar rahi ho Anamika? Pyar nahi karti to na sahi kamse kam jhuth to mat bolo. Kal ki mulakat me tumne sirf yahi to kaha tha.
"Kal? Are buddhu kal to main tumse milne aayi bhi nahi.
"Kyon jhuth bol rahi ho Anamika? Pahle to is garib ke dil me chandni raat ka ujala bikher diya aur ab use amavas ka andhiyara banana chahti ho. ..Aur Anamika soch me pad gayi.
"Oh ye ladki bhi na,
"Ladki kaun ladki? ..Dubte hue dil se kaha tha Bhavishya ne.
"Meri bahan Amita. Sorry Bhavishya main mafi chahti hun ye sab usi ka kiya dhara hai.
"Matlab?
"Wo aksar mere muh se tumhari tarif sunti rahti hai aur kahti rahti hai Didi bol do na "I love you, aur kal ye gul khila gayi.
"Nahi tum itni baat mat banao Anamika, wo tum hi thi koi aur ladki nahi thi.
"Nahi Bhavishya tum jante ho main jhuth nahi bolti. Wo Amita hi thi. Meri judwa. Meri hamshakal. Wo jaipur me mausi ji sath rahti hai aur chhuttiyon me aayi hui hai. Kafi achchhi hai lekin thodi chanchal hai aur kal ki ghatna uski chanchalta ka parinam tha. ..Aur Anamika se pahli mulakat ke baad wo pahli baar udas hua tha. Anamika ko uski udasi ka karan samajhne me der na lagi aur wo gambhir hokar kahne lagi.
"Dekho Bhavishya! Udas mat ho aur meri baat dhyan se suno. Mere man me bhi wo feelings hain jo tumhare man me hain aur aaj wo ujagar bhi ho gayi hain. Lekin main ek bin maa ki ladki hun. Mere papa hi hamari maa bhi hai. Unhone hame akele itna jyada pyar diya hai ki hume kabhi ye ahsas na ho ki hum bin maa ki betiyan hain. Wo yakin karte hain ki unki betiyan itni sanskarwan hain ki wo koi kadam unhe puchhe bina nahi utha sakti. Aur ye 100% sach bhi hai. Main zindgi ka chhote se chhota faisla bhi unhe puchh kar leti hun ye to phir bhi kafi bada faisla hai. Tumhe intjar karna hoga. Mujhe intjar hai us mauke ka jab main papa se baat kar sakun. Bhavishya ke man se thoda sa bojh kam ho gaya tha anyatha use to laga tha jaise Anamika kal "i love you, kahne se hi nahi varan puri tarah se uske pyar ko kharij kar degi. Lekin use ab is baat ka santosh tha ki Anamika ne sirf apne hothon se han kahne se inkar kiya hai, uske prati uske dil me pyar ke ankur hain, is baat se nahi.
"Thik hai Annu, ye diwana kayamat tak tumhara intjar karega.
Aur thik 6 maah baad akhir valentines day ke din uska intjar samapt ho gaya tha. Aaj uski priyatama ne usse pyar ka ijhar kar diya tha. Usne kaha tha..
"Papa ki anumati mil gayi hai.
"kis baat ke liye?
"Tumhe "I Love you, kahne ke liye.
"Kyaaa? Jaise use khushi ka daura pad gaya ho. Sach? Uski palken khushi ka ye bojh sahan na kar saki aur do ansu uski palkon par chhalak uthe. Unhen Anamika ne anpe hothon me samet liya. Aur kaha..
"Haan. Aur tumse milna bhi chahte hain.
"Anamika ye sach hai na, aisa to nahi ki kal ek aur Anamika akar mujhse kahegi ki maine "I love you, nahi kaha tha.
"Oh shaitan bilkul sach hai ye. Aur aaj us shaitan se bhi mil lena jisne tumse "I Love You, bola tha.
"Thik hai Annu kal papa se mulakat karenge.
"Kal kyun aaj kyun nahi?
"Aaj mujhe fir rikshaw chalana hoga raat bhar jisse ek jodi naye kapde kharid sakun.
"Maine papa ke samne sirf ek sharif aur mehnati ladke ki tashvir pesh ki hai. Main tumhen isi roop me unke samne pesh karna chahungi. ..Aur wo us din uske pita ke samne pahuch hi gaya. Alishan kothi se andar jate hue uske pair jaise rapte ja rahe the aur jaise 100kg vajan ke ho gaye the. Anamika ke pita ne keval uske pita ka parichay aur ekadh question aur puchha tha..
"mere pita se shayad aapki mulakat hua karti hogi.
Aaj bhi 14 february hi thi. Do premiyon ke ijhar e mohabbat ka din. Aaj abhi thodi der pahle wo apne pyar ki asthiyon ko ganga maiya ki god me samarpit karke aaya tha. 20wa din tha use apni mohabbat ko alvida kahne ka. Wo ganga ji ke kinare usi ped ki chhaya me baitha tha jahan 6 mah pahle Anamika ki god me sar rakhke leta hua tha. Uski ankh se do ansu nikalkar uske galon ko bhigo gaye. Pura ek saal beet gaya tha us chamatkar ko jo bina kisi aas ke uske sath ghatit ho gaya tha. Thik ek saal pahle aaj hi ke din isi prakar do ansu uske kapolon par aaye the jinhe Anamika ke gulabi hothon ne khud me samet liya tha jis prakar ganga maiya ne aaj uski asthiyon ko khud me samahit kar liya tha. Us samay Use yakin nahi ho raha tha ki kisi apsara ki us pratimurti ne abhi abhi uske samne ijahar e mohabbat kiya hai. Wo akela hi shakhs tha college me jo uske pichhe nahi bhagta tha warna to sara college uski ek jhalak pane aur baat karne ko utawla rahta tha. Ladkiyan ye baat bhali bhanti samajhti hain chahe wo kitni bhi sharif aur sharmili hon, ki kaun ladka uski tarif karta hai kaun unke pichhe hai aur kaun unke pas aane se katrata hai. Anamika bhi bhali bhanti ye baat janti thi ki Bhavishya usse sharmata hai aur baat karne se katrata hai. Baki sabhi ladke usse baat karne ko aur uska sath pane ko bechain raha karte hain lekin wo khud kam sharmili nahi thi. Ladke jane usse kya kya kah kar gujar jate the, meri jaan, annu rani, annu dear aur bhi na jane kya kya, lekin usne aaj tak sharmane ke alawa dusra reaction nahi darshaya tha. Ladke uske samne chitthiyan faink jate jinme I love u ya anya kisi tarike se apni uske prati muhabbat ka ijahar likhte. Usne aaj tak kisi ko wapas patra nahi likha. Ye baat kabhi kabhi uske liye muskil bhi paida karti thi. Kuchh ladkon ne ise uski mook swikriti samajh kar use date par jane tak ko kah diya. Badi muskilon se wo is sabse chhutkara pa pati thi. College me almost sare ladke usse chipkane ka ya kahen use patane ka prayas kar chuke the sirf Bhavishya hi is sabse dur tha. Anamika is baat ko bhali bhanti samajhti thi ki wo kyon usse dur bhagta hai. Usne ek din usse puchha bhi aur use uski soch ke anurup jawab bhi mila.. Wo garden me akela baitha jamin ki ghas ko kured raha tha, hamesha ki tarah uske pas koi nahi tha. Aakhir sabhi ladkiyan use darpok aur kitabon ka keeda samjha karti thi. Tha bhi wo kitabi keeda, college me hamesha first aane wala. Marks ke mamle me pure college me usse takkar lene wali Anamika ek matra ladki thi. Wo bhi kitabon me hi apna sar jyada khapaya karti thi aur pyar mohabbat aur ishk vishk se koson tak uska koi sambandh nahi tha. Na jane kya pasand aaya tha use Bhavishya me ki wo usi se baat karne ka prayas kiya karti thi. Par wo uski sundarta ke tej ke aage khud ko haara hua pata tha. Jab us din usne usse puchha tha..
"Kaise ho Bhavishya?
"Jjji! ..Wo hakla utha tha.
"mujhe dekhte hi ghabra kyun jate ho?
"Ji nahi to. Kaha ghabra jata hun. ..Usne jaise taise uske chehre par ek najar dali aur turant jhuka li. Wo aaj fir uski khubsurti ko sahan nahi kar paya.
"Tum mujhse baat kyon nahi karte?
"Kya Anamika ji, kahan aap aur kahan main? Ek rikshaw chalane wale ke gande kapde pahne hue ladke aur ek safal property dealer ki apsara jaisi chhune se maili honi wali beti me bhala kya baat chit hogi?
"To kya mujhse shadi ka soch rahe the? Usne muskurate hue bomb foda ho jaise.
"Kya? Nahi to. Aap bhi na Anamika ji meri garibi ka majak udane lagi. Isiliye to main kisi se baat nahi karta.
"Nahi nahi Bhavishya main majak kar rahi thi. Mera tumhen chot pahuchane ka koi irada nahi tha. Mujhe garibi amiri se koi fark nahi padta, mujhe sirf sachche aur sidhe log achchhe lagte hain. Pure college me ek tumhi to ho jisne mujh par buri najar nahi dali varna to baki mujhe aise dekhte hain jaise mujhe kachcha hi nigal jayenge.
"Meri kya bisaat ki main aapko buri kya achchhi najar se bhi nihar sakun Anamika ji. Aapka naam Anamika hokar bhi bahut bada hai aur Bhavishya ka bhavishya sirf rikshaw chalana hai. Aapki aur meri dosti mujhe kya is samaj ko bhi kubul nahi hogi.
"Tum to aise baat kar rahe ho jaise main apne liye tumhara hath magne aai hun. Are mere bhole dost main tumhe apna dost banana chahti hun jisse mujhe bhi tumhari tarah ekant me na baithna pade aur padhne aur kuchh pal bitane ke liye ek achchhe insan ka sath mil jaye. Main to tumhe pata hi hai college ki ladkiyon se bhi dur rahti hun kyuki har ladki ke sath koi na koi ladka chipka rahta hai. ..Uski baat sunkar wo buri tarah jhemp gaya tha aur kafi der tak jamin se najar nahi uthai thi. Anamika ko use awaj deni padi thi.
"Kya hua! Rishta manjur hai ya nahi?
"kya? Wo ek baar fir jhemp gaya.
"Are dosti ka rishta.
"Ji ji manjur hai. .Usne aise kaha jaise koi shart manjur kar raha ho. ..Iske baad dono ki mulakaten aksar hone lagi thi. Jane anjane hi dono ke man me ek dusre ke prati komal bhavnayen paida ho gayi thi ye dono me se kisi ko bhi nahi pata chala tha. Dono hi ab college ki bajay ekant me baithne ka sochne lage thi. Ganga nadi ke kinare hare vrikshon ki wo chhaya dono premiyon ki pavitra aur nishchhal mulakaton ki gawah bana karti thi. Dono hi intjar kiya karte the ki aaj uska dost usse kuch kahega. Waqt gujarta ja raha tha aur unka ankaha pyar ganga ke pawan kinare par pawan lahron ki tarah angdaiyan leta raha. Dono ne is ladakpan ke babjud ek baar fir college ko top kiya.
Ganga ke tat par result ke dusre din gajab ho gaya tha. Anamika ne aate hi uske mathe ko chum liya tha aur kah diya tha..
"I love you Bhavishya. ..Hatprabh rah gaya tha wo to. Usne sapne me nahi socha tha ki yun aisa bhi kuchh ho sakta hai. Aur aisa karne ke baad Anamika ne ek pal ke liye bhi wahan Rukna gawara nahi kiya tha. Wo kisi titli ki bhanti wahan se udanchhu ho gayi thi use khayalon ki ek rangeen duniya me chhodkar. Wo aaj itna khush tha ki kabhi usne socha bhi nahi tha ki khushi itni adhik bhi ho sakti hai. Usne us din apne pitaji ka purana rikshaw uthaya tha aur nikal pada tha sadkon par. 240 rupaye kamaye the usne aaj. Usne ek pyara sa pen aur ek dayri kharidi aur pahuch gaya tha apne pyar se mulakat ke liye wahi ganga tat par. Anamika aayi to wo usse najar nahi mila paya tha. Anamika ne uske chehre ko apne komal hathon me liya tha aur kaha tha..
"Kya hua mere bhole dost?
"I love you too Anamika! .Usne dil ko kada karke bol hi diya tha aur diary aur pen uske hath me thama diye the. ..Chaunk uthi Anamika..
"Kya? Kya kaha tumne? I love you too? Maine tumse kab "I love you, kaha?
"Kya? Kyun majak kar rahi ho Anamika? Pyar nahi karti to na sahi kamse kam jhuth to mat bolo. Kal ki mulakat me tumne sirf yahi to kaha tha.
"Kal? Are buddhu kal to main tumse milne aayi bhi nahi.
"Kyon jhuth bol rahi ho Anamika? Pahle to is garib ke dil me chandni raat ka ujala bikher diya aur ab use amavas ka andhiyara banana chahti ho. ..Aur Anamika soch me pad gayi.
"Oh ye ladki bhi na,
"Ladki kaun ladki? ..Dubte hue dil se kaha tha Bhavishya ne.
"Meri bahan Amita. Sorry Bhavishya main mafi chahti hun ye sab usi ka kiya dhara hai.
"Matlab?
"Wo aksar mere muh se tumhari tarif sunti rahti hai aur kahti rahti hai Didi bol do na "I love you, aur kal ye gul khila gayi.
"Nahi tum itni baat mat banao Anamika, wo tum hi thi koi aur ladki nahi thi.
"Nahi Bhavishya tum jante ho main jhuth nahi bolti. Wo Amita hi thi. Meri judwa. Meri hamshakal. Wo jaipur me mausi ji sath rahti hai aur chhuttiyon me aayi hui hai. Kafi achchhi hai lekin thodi chanchal hai aur kal ki ghatna uski chanchalta ka parinam tha. ..Aur Anamika se pahli mulakat ke baad wo pahli baar udas hua tha. Anamika ko uski udasi ka karan samajhne me der na lagi aur wo gambhir hokar kahne lagi.
"Dekho Bhavishya! Udas mat ho aur meri baat dhyan se suno. Mere man me bhi wo feelings hain jo tumhare man me hain aur aaj wo ujagar bhi ho gayi hain. Lekin main ek bin maa ki ladki hun. Mere papa hi hamari maa bhi hai. Unhone hame akele itna jyada pyar diya hai ki hume kabhi ye ahsas na ho ki hum bin maa ki betiyan hain. Wo yakin karte hain ki unki betiyan itni sanskarwan hain ki wo koi kadam unhe puchhe bina nahi utha sakti. Aur ye 100% sach bhi hai. Main zindgi ka chhote se chhota faisla bhi unhe puchh kar leti hun ye to phir bhi kafi bada faisla hai. Tumhe intjar karna hoga. Mujhe intjar hai us mauke ka jab main papa se baat kar sakun. Bhavishya ke man se thoda sa bojh kam ho gaya tha anyatha use to laga tha jaise Anamika kal "i love you, kahne se hi nahi varan puri tarah se uske pyar ko kharij kar degi. Lekin use ab is baat ka santosh tha ki Anamika ne sirf apne hothon se han kahne se inkar kiya hai, uske prati uske dil me pyar ke ankur hain, is baat se nahi.
"Thik hai Annu, ye diwana kayamat tak tumhara intjar karega.
Aur thik 6 maah baad akhir valentines day ke din uska intjar samapt ho gaya tha. Aaj uski priyatama ne usse pyar ka ijhar kar diya tha. Usne kaha tha..
"Papa ki anumati mil gayi hai.
"kis baat ke liye?
"Tumhe "I Love you, kahne ke liye.
"Kyaaa? Jaise use khushi ka daura pad gaya ho. Sach? Uski palken khushi ka ye bojh sahan na kar saki aur do ansu uski palkon par chhalak uthe. Unhen Anamika ne anpe hothon me samet liya. Aur kaha..
"Haan. Aur tumse milna bhi chahte hain.
"Anamika ye sach hai na, aisa to nahi ki kal ek aur Anamika akar mujhse kahegi ki maine "I love you, nahi kaha tha.
"Oh shaitan bilkul sach hai ye. Aur aaj us shaitan se bhi mil lena jisne tumse "I Love You, bola tha.
"Thik hai Annu kal papa se mulakat karenge.
"Kal kyun aaj kyun nahi?
"Aaj mujhe fir rikshaw chalana hoga raat bhar jisse ek jodi naye kapde kharid sakun.
"Maine papa ke samne sirf ek sharif aur mehnati ladke ki tashvir pesh ki hai. Main tumhen isi roop me unke samne pesh karna chahungi. ..Aur wo us din uske pita ke samne pahuch hi gaya. Alishan kothi se andar jate hue uske pair jaise rapte ja rahe the aur jaise 100kg vajan ke ho gaye the. Anamika ke pita ne keval uske pita ka parichay aur ekadh question aur puchha tha..
"mere pita se shayad aapki mulakat hua karti hogi.