Delhi ke ek bheed bhare public park mein khada main, aaj khush tha ki jisse main chahta tha aaj ussi ke saath meri shaadi hone wali thi aur saath hi aaj yahan kuchh aisa hone wala tha jiski wajah se pura desh khushiyaan mana raha tha. Par mere dil par aise zakhm lage hue thay ki main uss khushi ko mehsoos karna chahte hue bhi mehsoos nahi kar paa raha tha. Meri aankhen namm thi aur dil mein kuchh aisi kadwi yaadein, jo mere dard ko kam hone hi nahi de rahi thi. Wahan khade khade Meri aankhon ke aage wo sab drishya aane lage jinhe main bhool jaana chahta tha, par na hi main apne dil par kaboo rakh paa raha tha na hi dimaag par.
Baat ek saal pehle ki hai, jab main apni mangetar Nidhi ke saath, apni shaadi ki taareekh pakki hone ki khushi mein Sohna lake gaya jo ki Delhi se kuchh doori par thi. Maine apni bike se Nidhi ko pick kiya aur hum wahan pahunch gaye. Wahan poora din humne saath guzara aur shaadi ki planning ke baare mein khoob baatein ki. Hum dono bahut khush thay.
Shaam ke 7 baj chuke thay, mann na hote hue bhi hamara wahan se chalne ka samay ho chukka tha. Hum bike par baithe aur waapas ghar ki aur chal diye. Tabhi kuchh der baad bike jhatke se ruk gai. Main bike ko check karne laga par kuchh samajh nahi saka. Tabhi paas mein hume ek chhota sa dhaba dikha aur hum dono dhabe ki taraf chal diye jahan kuchh truck ruke hue thay aur kuchh log khana kha rahe thay.
Maine dhabe wale se poocha ki yahan koi bike ka mechanic milega to usne kaha, “Is sunsaan highway par mechanic kahan milega saab, kareeb 20 kilometer door border par mechanic mil sakta hai, par is waqt shayad wahan bhi na mile.” Ye sun kar hum pareshan ho gaye tabhi wo bola “Aap bike yahin chodd deejiye aur kisi se lift le kar border tak pahunch jaiye. Wahan se aapko ghar tak jaane ka kuchh na kuchh saadhan mil jaayega. Kal din mein kisi mechanic se bike theek karwa kar le jaaiyega. Kahen to main kisi truck wale se keh kar aapko border tak chhudwa dun.” Nidhi ne kaha “Nahi bhai sahab, hum dekh lete hain agar koi bus ya taxi mil jaaye to.” Aur hum dono highway par khade bus ka intezaar karne lage. Aadha ghanta ho chukka tha par na koi bus aai na hi koi gaadi rokne ko raazi tha. Ab mujhe Fikar hone lagi ki Nidhi samay se ghar na pahunchi to usko khoob daant padegi.
Hum wapas dhabe ki taraf gaye aur maine dhabe wale se kaha ki koi gaadi nahi mil rahi aap kuchh intezaam karwa do to bahut meharbani hogi. Usne kaha aap baithiye main kuchh intezaam karta hun aur itna keh kar wo ek truck driver se baat karne laga jo wahan khana kha raha tha. Dhabe wala waapas aaya aur kaha ki usne truck wale se baat kar li hai wo hume border tak chhod dega. Maine uska dhanyawaad kiya tabhi truck wale ne hume awaaz lagai aur kaha ki truck mein peeche chad jao. Truck mein pehle se hi 4 log baithe thay, shayad saaman chadane-utarne wale thay. Maine Nidhi ko truck mein chadaya aur khud bhi chad gaya. Kuchh hi der mein truck chal pada.
Un chaar mein se ek ladka utha aur truck ka darwaza band karte hue humse baithne ko kaha. Main aur Nidhi dono zameen par baith gaye. Truck chaaron aur se band tha sirf do chhoti si khidkiyan thi jahan se hawa andar aa rahi thi aur roshni ke liye andar ek chhota sa bulb jal raha tha.
5 minute guzre honge tabhi unme se ek ladka Nidhi ko ghoorne laga aur fir apne mitron se kuchh fusfusaane laga, aur sab hasne lage. Nidhi ghabra gai aur mere saath satt kar baith gai. Maine Nidhi ka hosla badaya aur kaha bas 15-20 minute mein hum Delhi pahunch jaayenge, tum ghabrao mat.
Tabhi un mein se ek bola, “Chhamiya us launde se kya chipak rahi hai, aaja rani jo tujhe chahiye wo to hamare paas bhi hai.” aur sab hasne lage. Mujhe gussa aaya aur unhe gaali dete hue kaha ki bakwaas band karo nahi to achha nahi hoga. Wo chaaron khade ho gaye aur kehne lage, “Munna achha to ab tum dono ke saath nahi hoga. Main aur Nidhi bhi khade ho gaye aur Nidhi ko maine apne peeche kar diya. Tabhi unhone saath rakhi ek bori mein se ek moti rassi aur kuchh sariye nikale aur meri laat par sariye se vaar kar diya aur main neeche gir gaya. Nidhi darr ke mare chillane lagi aur unse kehne lagi, “Usse mat maro, hamari shaadi hone wali hai. Pls hume baksh do. Hamare paas abhi jitney bhi paise hain tum le lo aur hume jaane do.”
Unme se ek bola, “Shaadi hone wali hai to chal suhagraat kaise manate hain, wohi tujhe sikha dete hain. Maine uthne ki koshish ki to dobara meri laat par sariye se vaar karke fir mujhe gira diya. Do ladkon ne Nidhi ko pakad liya aur do ne mere gale mein rassi ka fanda bana kar daal diya aur mera gala dabane lage. Main kuchh bhi bolne ki koshish karta to wo rassi se mera gala dabane lagte aur meri saans atakne lagti. Us waqt main khud ko bahut asahaye mehoos karne laga.
Tabhi jo mera gala daba rahe thay unme se ek bola, “faad de saali ke kapde, nanga kar bhenchodi ko, aaj iske aashik ko sikha dete hain laundiya kaise chodi jaati hai.” Itna sunte hi main chhatpataya aur khud ko chhudane ki koshish karne laga.Tabhi unhone meri laaton ke beech sariye se zor ka prahar kiya. Nidhi fir si chillai, “Tum usse mat maro, maarna hai to mujhe maar do.” aur meri taraf dekh kar rone lagi.
Main khud ke dard ko chhupane ki koshish karta raha ki kahin Nidhi haar na maan jaaye. Tabhi un dono ladkon ne Nidhi ko dhakka maar kar zameen par gira diya aur uski kurti faad di. Tabhi mera gala dabane wala bola, “Faad saali ki salwar ko bhi, iska nanga naach dikhayen iske aashik ko.” Main jaise hi hilta ya kuchh bolta wo mujhe sariye se maarte aur kehte dekh aur seekh suhagraat kaise manate hain aur agar toone aankhen band ki to hum teri chhamiya ka gala yahin kaat denge.
Meri aankhon ke saamne hi Nidhi ko poori tarah nirvastr kar diya gaya tha aur wo khud bhi nirvastr ho chuke thay. Us waqt mujhe apne mard hone par sharmindagi mehsoos ho rahi thi kyonki main kuchh nahi kar paa raha tha. Ye drishya itna besharmi aur berehami se bhara tha ki meri antaratma isko bardasht nahi kar paa rahi thi. In sab drishyon aur sariye ke un vaaron se meri antaratma aur shareer dono buri tarah ghayal ho chukke the. Mujhe lag raha tha maano meri laaton ki haddiyaan chakna choor ho chuki hain. Main hil bhi nahi paa raha tha. Par Nidhi ke dard ke aage mera dard kuchh bhi nahi tha, Uski izzat looti jaane wali thi.
Nidhi khud ko chhudane ki koshish karti rahi par ab dusre ne ek bidi jala kar uski hatheli par jalti bidi laga di. Wo dard se chilla uthi. Uski aankhon se ansoo behta dekh, meri aankhen bhi chhalak uthi. Usne Nidhi ki laaten khol di aur sabko dikhane laga aur kaha, “Dekho yaaro is bhen ki Lodi ki choot kitni chikni hai, is chikni choot ka aaj hum bhosda bana denge.” Dusra bola “Is madarchodni ke mammo ko dekho yaaro, kitne rasile hain, aao iske mamme faad den aaj. Chal haram ki jani, mera lauda apne muh mein le.”
Main zor se chillaya, “Nidhi ko baksh do, chaho to meri jaan le lo par usko haath na lagao, kam se kam upar wale se to daro.” Ussi pal mere gale ki rassi ko khinch diya gaya. Un mein se ek ne jalti bidi meri palkon par laga di aur dusre ne sariye se meri pitai shuru kar di aur apni jeb se ek chhota sa blade nikaal kar mere chehre ko jagah jagah se kaat diya. Nidhi chillai aur unse kaha, “Wo mar jaayega, tum jo kahoge main karne ko tayyar hun. Pls tum usse kuchh mat karo.” Nidhi meri jaan bachane ke liye khud ki izzat tak gawane ko tayyar ho chuki thi aur main kuchh na kar paa raha tha. Mujhe khud se nafrat hone lagi.
Un chaaron ne meri aankhon ke saamne Nidhi ki berehami se izzat lootni shuri kar di. Main sirf chillata reh gaya aur rone laga, par unki haiwaniyat khatam na hui. Tabhi truck ruk gaya aur darwaza khula. Mujhe laga shayad ab hun chhoot jaayenge, par tabhi wo truck driver bhi chad gaya aur haste hue bola, “Chalo tum logon ne khoob chod maara is laundiya ko ab meri baari.” Usne bhi Nidhi ke saath wohi berehami dikhai, par wo kuchh na boli aur sirf roti rahi. Ab ek baar fir se sab ek saath Nidhi ke upar toot pade. Main jaise hi khud ko ghasit kar , un tak pahunchta wo mujhe sariye se maarne lagte aur blade se Nidhi ke shareer par zakhm banane lagte.
Is poore dardnaak drishya ne mujhe itna vichlit kar diya ki meri saanse atakne lagi. Wo Nidhi par aise toot rahe thay jaise cheel kauwe kisi mrit jaanwaar ko noch rahe hon. Nidhi ki ye haalat dekh main poori tarah se toot chuka tha. Main haath jod kar unse reham ki bheekh maangta raha, aur wo Nidhi ko waise hi nochte rahe.
Tabhi us truck driver ne un chaaron ko aadesh dete hue kaha, “Saali bhosdiwali ki gaand mein sariya daal do.” Aur itna keh kar wo truck se utar gaya aur kuchh der baad truck fir se chal pada.
Is baar unhone bori mein se ek mota sariya nikala kareeb 2 feet ka aur Nidhi ke peeche se poora andar ghusa diya. Nidhi cheekhti rahi par unki darindagi khatam hone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi. Achanak Nidhi ki cheekhen band ho gai, wo ek mrit sharer ki tarah wahan padi hui thi. Main poori tarah se haar maan chuka tha. Mujhe laga shayad ab wo nahi rahi. Mere jazbaton ka baandh toot gaya aur main foot foot ke rone laga. Nidhi ko mara hua maan kar wo chaaron darr gaye aur unhone mujhe aur Nidhi ko chalte truck se bahar fenk diya.
Nidhi mujhse kuchh doori par sadak ke kinare nirvastr halat mein lahoo luhaan padi thi. Maine himmat jutai aur khud ko kisi tarah se ghasit ghasit kar Nidhi tak pahuch gaya. Sabse pehle maine uski saanse dekhi jo ab bhi chal rahi thi. Maine Nidhi ke maathe ko choomte hue kaha, “Main tumhe is tarah chhod ke jaane nahi dunga, agar tumhe kuchh hua to main bhi apni jaan de dunga.” aur fir Nidhi se lipat kar rone laga.
Maine apni kameez aur trouser utar kar Nidhi ko pehna di. Itni besharmi aur berehami dekhne ke baad khud ko nirvastr kar mujhe bilkul bhi sharam mehsoos nahi ho rahi thi. Main issi haalat mein khud ko ghasit kar sadak ke kinare tak pahuncha aur aati jaati gaadiyon se haath jod kar rukne ki vinnati karne laga. Kaafi logon ne hamari taraf dhyaan tak nahi diya. Kuchh gaadiyaan ruki aur hamari ye haalat dekh kar aage bad gai.
Baat ek saal pehle ki hai, jab main apni mangetar Nidhi ke saath, apni shaadi ki taareekh pakki hone ki khushi mein Sohna lake gaya jo ki Delhi se kuchh doori par thi. Maine apni bike se Nidhi ko pick kiya aur hum wahan pahunch gaye. Wahan poora din humne saath guzara aur shaadi ki planning ke baare mein khoob baatein ki. Hum dono bahut khush thay.
Shaam ke 7 baj chuke thay, mann na hote hue bhi hamara wahan se chalne ka samay ho chukka tha. Hum bike par baithe aur waapas ghar ki aur chal diye. Tabhi kuchh der baad bike jhatke se ruk gai. Main bike ko check karne laga par kuchh samajh nahi saka. Tabhi paas mein hume ek chhota sa dhaba dikha aur hum dono dhabe ki taraf chal diye jahan kuchh truck ruke hue thay aur kuchh log khana kha rahe thay.
Maine dhabe wale se poocha ki yahan koi bike ka mechanic milega to usne kaha, “Is sunsaan highway par mechanic kahan milega saab, kareeb 20 kilometer door border par mechanic mil sakta hai, par is waqt shayad wahan bhi na mile.” Ye sun kar hum pareshan ho gaye tabhi wo bola “Aap bike yahin chodd deejiye aur kisi se lift le kar border tak pahunch jaiye. Wahan se aapko ghar tak jaane ka kuchh na kuchh saadhan mil jaayega. Kal din mein kisi mechanic se bike theek karwa kar le jaaiyega. Kahen to main kisi truck wale se keh kar aapko border tak chhudwa dun.” Nidhi ne kaha “Nahi bhai sahab, hum dekh lete hain agar koi bus ya taxi mil jaaye to.” Aur hum dono highway par khade bus ka intezaar karne lage. Aadha ghanta ho chukka tha par na koi bus aai na hi koi gaadi rokne ko raazi tha. Ab mujhe Fikar hone lagi ki Nidhi samay se ghar na pahunchi to usko khoob daant padegi.
Hum wapas dhabe ki taraf gaye aur maine dhabe wale se kaha ki koi gaadi nahi mil rahi aap kuchh intezaam karwa do to bahut meharbani hogi. Usne kaha aap baithiye main kuchh intezaam karta hun aur itna keh kar wo ek truck driver se baat karne laga jo wahan khana kha raha tha. Dhabe wala waapas aaya aur kaha ki usne truck wale se baat kar li hai wo hume border tak chhod dega. Maine uska dhanyawaad kiya tabhi truck wale ne hume awaaz lagai aur kaha ki truck mein peeche chad jao. Truck mein pehle se hi 4 log baithe thay, shayad saaman chadane-utarne wale thay. Maine Nidhi ko truck mein chadaya aur khud bhi chad gaya. Kuchh hi der mein truck chal pada.
Un chaar mein se ek ladka utha aur truck ka darwaza band karte hue humse baithne ko kaha. Main aur Nidhi dono zameen par baith gaye. Truck chaaron aur se band tha sirf do chhoti si khidkiyan thi jahan se hawa andar aa rahi thi aur roshni ke liye andar ek chhota sa bulb jal raha tha.
5 minute guzre honge tabhi unme se ek ladka Nidhi ko ghoorne laga aur fir apne mitron se kuchh fusfusaane laga, aur sab hasne lage. Nidhi ghabra gai aur mere saath satt kar baith gai. Maine Nidhi ka hosla badaya aur kaha bas 15-20 minute mein hum Delhi pahunch jaayenge, tum ghabrao mat.
Tabhi un mein se ek bola, “Chhamiya us launde se kya chipak rahi hai, aaja rani jo tujhe chahiye wo to hamare paas bhi hai.” aur sab hasne lage. Mujhe gussa aaya aur unhe gaali dete hue kaha ki bakwaas band karo nahi to achha nahi hoga. Wo chaaron khade ho gaye aur kehne lage, “Munna achha to ab tum dono ke saath nahi hoga. Main aur Nidhi bhi khade ho gaye aur Nidhi ko maine apne peeche kar diya. Tabhi unhone saath rakhi ek bori mein se ek moti rassi aur kuchh sariye nikale aur meri laat par sariye se vaar kar diya aur main neeche gir gaya. Nidhi darr ke mare chillane lagi aur unse kehne lagi, “Usse mat maro, hamari shaadi hone wali hai. Pls hume baksh do. Hamare paas abhi jitney bhi paise hain tum le lo aur hume jaane do.”
Unme se ek bola, “Shaadi hone wali hai to chal suhagraat kaise manate hain, wohi tujhe sikha dete hain. Maine uthne ki koshish ki to dobara meri laat par sariye se vaar karke fir mujhe gira diya. Do ladkon ne Nidhi ko pakad liya aur do ne mere gale mein rassi ka fanda bana kar daal diya aur mera gala dabane lage. Main kuchh bhi bolne ki koshish karta to wo rassi se mera gala dabane lagte aur meri saans atakne lagti. Us waqt main khud ko bahut asahaye mehoos karne laga.
Tabhi jo mera gala daba rahe thay unme se ek bola, “faad de saali ke kapde, nanga kar bhenchodi ko, aaj iske aashik ko sikha dete hain laundiya kaise chodi jaati hai.” Itna sunte hi main chhatpataya aur khud ko chhudane ki koshish karne laga.Tabhi unhone meri laaton ke beech sariye se zor ka prahar kiya. Nidhi fir si chillai, “Tum usse mat maro, maarna hai to mujhe maar do.” aur meri taraf dekh kar rone lagi.
Main khud ke dard ko chhupane ki koshish karta raha ki kahin Nidhi haar na maan jaaye. Tabhi un dono ladkon ne Nidhi ko dhakka maar kar zameen par gira diya aur uski kurti faad di. Tabhi mera gala dabane wala bola, “Faad saali ki salwar ko bhi, iska nanga naach dikhayen iske aashik ko.” Main jaise hi hilta ya kuchh bolta wo mujhe sariye se maarte aur kehte dekh aur seekh suhagraat kaise manate hain aur agar toone aankhen band ki to hum teri chhamiya ka gala yahin kaat denge.
Meri aankhon ke saamne hi Nidhi ko poori tarah nirvastr kar diya gaya tha aur wo khud bhi nirvastr ho chuke thay. Us waqt mujhe apne mard hone par sharmindagi mehsoos ho rahi thi kyonki main kuchh nahi kar paa raha tha. Ye drishya itna besharmi aur berehami se bhara tha ki meri antaratma isko bardasht nahi kar paa rahi thi. In sab drishyon aur sariye ke un vaaron se meri antaratma aur shareer dono buri tarah ghayal ho chukke the. Mujhe lag raha tha maano meri laaton ki haddiyaan chakna choor ho chuki hain. Main hil bhi nahi paa raha tha. Par Nidhi ke dard ke aage mera dard kuchh bhi nahi tha, Uski izzat looti jaane wali thi.
Nidhi khud ko chhudane ki koshish karti rahi par ab dusre ne ek bidi jala kar uski hatheli par jalti bidi laga di. Wo dard se chilla uthi. Uski aankhon se ansoo behta dekh, meri aankhen bhi chhalak uthi. Usne Nidhi ki laaten khol di aur sabko dikhane laga aur kaha, “Dekho yaaro is bhen ki Lodi ki choot kitni chikni hai, is chikni choot ka aaj hum bhosda bana denge.” Dusra bola “Is madarchodni ke mammo ko dekho yaaro, kitne rasile hain, aao iske mamme faad den aaj. Chal haram ki jani, mera lauda apne muh mein le.”
Main zor se chillaya, “Nidhi ko baksh do, chaho to meri jaan le lo par usko haath na lagao, kam se kam upar wale se to daro.” Ussi pal mere gale ki rassi ko khinch diya gaya. Un mein se ek ne jalti bidi meri palkon par laga di aur dusre ne sariye se meri pitai shuru kar di aur apni jeb se ek chhota sa blade nikaal kar mere chehre ko jagah jagah se kaat diya. Nidhi chillai aur unse kaha, “Wo mar jaayega, tum jo kahoge main karne ko tayyar hun. Pls tum usse kuchh mat karo.” Nidhi meri jaan bachane ke liye khud ki izzat tak gawane ko tayyar ho chuki thi aur main kuchh na kar paa raha tha. Mujhe khud se nafrat hone lagi.
Un chaaron ne meri aankhon ke saamne Nidhi ki berehami se izzat lootni shuri kar di. Main sirf chillata reh gaya aur rone laga, par unki haiwaniyat khatam na hui. Tabhi truck ruk gaya aur darwaza khula. Mujhe laga shayad ab hun chhoot jaayenge, par tabhi wo truck driver bhi chad gaya aur haste hue bola, “Chalo tum logon ne khoob chod maara is laundiya ko ab meri baari.” Usne bhi Nidhi ke saath wohi berehami dikhai, par wo kuchh na boli aur sirf roti rahi. Ab ek baar fir se sab ek saath Nidhi ke upar toot pade. Main jaise hi khud ko ghasit kar , un tak pahunchta wo mujhe sariye se maarne lagte aur blade se Nidhi ke shareer par zakhm banane lagte.
Is poore dardnaak drishya ne mujhe itna vichlit kar diya ki meri saanse atakne lagi. Wo Nidhi par aise toot rahe thay jaise cheel kauwe kisi mrit jaanwaar ko noch rahe hon. Nidhi ki ye haalat dekh main poori tarah se toot chuka tha. Main haath jod kar unse reham ki bheekh maangta raha, aur wo Nidhi ko waise hi nochte rahe.
Tabhi us truck driver ne un chaaron ko aadesh dete hue kaha, “Saali bhosdiwali ki gaand mein sariya daal do.” Aur itna keh kar wo truck se utar gaya aur kuchh der baad truck fir se chal pada.
Is baar unhone bori mein se ek mota sariya nikala kareeb 2 feet ka aur Nidhi ke peeche se poora andar ghusa diya. Nidhi cheekhti rahi par unki darindagi khatam hone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi. Achanak Nidhi ki cheekhen band ho gai, wo ek mrit sharer ki tarah wahan padi hui thi. Main poori tarah se haar maan chuka tha. Mujhe laga shayad ab wo nahi rahi. Mere jazbaton ka baandh toot gaya aur main foot foot ke rone laga. Nidhi ko mara hua maan kar wo chaaron darr gaye aur unhone mujhe aur Nidhi ko chalte truck se bahar fenk diya.
Nidhi mujhse kuchh doori par sadak ke kinare nirvastr halat mein lahoo luhaan padi thi. Maine himmat jutai aur khud ko kisi tarah se ghasit ghasit kar Nidhi tak pahuch gaya. Sabse pehle maine uski saanse dekhi jo ab bhi chal rahi thi. Maine Nidhi ke maathe ko choomte hue kaha, “Main tumhe is tarah chhod ke jaane nahi dunga, agar tumhe kuchh hua to main bhi apni jaan de dunga.” aur fir Nidhi se lipat kar rone laga.
Maine apni kameez aur trouser utar kar Nidhi ko pehna di. Itni besharmi aur berehami dekhne ke baad khud ko nirvastr kar mujhe bilkul bhi sharam mehsoos nahi ho rahi thi. Main issi haalat mein khud ko ghasit kar sadak ke kinare tak pahuncha aur aati jaati gaadiyon se haath jod kar rukne ki vinnati karne laga. Kaafi logon ne hamari taraf dhyaan tak nahi diya. Kuchh gaadiyaan ruki aur hamari ye haalat dekh kar aage bad gai.