The High Street Phoenix Mall was an upscale shopping mall in one of the more fashionable suburbs of Mumbai. Strategically located just off Senapati Bapat Marg-the main freeway through the metropolitan area-and surrounded by six-lane arteries that allowed access with a minimum of traffic jams, it was the mall to shop in. People came from all over the region to patronize the four major department stores that anchored the mall, or the dozens of smaller specialty shops that gave it character. The parking lot surrounding the High Street Phoenix Mall contained over two thousand parking slots, all connected by a beltway that circled the outside. During business hours, even on the slowest of shopping days, this parking lot was typically at least three-quarters full. During the Christmas season, the Gardenia Police Department had to assist with traffic control and shuttle buses were often used to ship patrons in from other parking lots several miles away.
On this particular Saturday evening in late May, however, the parking lot of High Street Phoenix Mall was almost completely deserted. It was 9:45 PM and the mall was now closed. All of the patrons had long since departed with their purchases, and all of the employees had gone home. Even the security force-which cruised around in small pick-up trucks with orange light bars mounted on the roof-had shut down operations for the night. The only activity to be seen was a couple of teenage lovers making out on some of the decorative planters.
Behind Big Bazaar's Department Store, in a dark recess where customers never came, even when the mall was open, was the loading dock. A concrete inlet that dipped down against the loading doors, it was wide enough for two trailers to park side by side. Currently there was one trailer there-a delivery of overpriced clothing from Bangladesh. It had not been unloaded by closing time. In the space where another trailer would go was a six-year-old Matuti Alto, its engine off, the windows more than a little steamy.
Inside the car, in the front seat, were two employees of Big Bazaar's who had elected not to go home just yet. Gautam Doshi was a 25-year-old salesman in the electronics department. Lavanya Patkar was a 18-year-old clerk in the shoe department. The two of them had been dating each other for nearly 11 months now-the longest boyfriend/girlfriend relationship either had ever been involved in. They liked to think they were in love with each other, that they would one day marry, and perhaps it was even true. It was one of those things that time would tell. At the moment, however, marriage was the last thing on Gautam's mind. Lavanya's alluring body was pressed up against his tighter than it ever had been before. He could feel her ample breasts pushing into his chest as they leaned towards each other across the centre console. His mouth was pressed to hers, his tongue sliding in and out, dancing with her softer tongue, exchanging saliva, swirling and probing. She was kissing him back with unmasked passion, the likes of which she had rarely displayed in the past. His left hand was resting on her knee. Like the rest of her legs, it was clad in nylon. Her black, conservative skirt, which hung to mid-calf when she was standing, had worked its way up to mid-thigh, and those lovely thighs were slightly parted in a manner that was just suggestive enough to make him think that tonight might be the night he finally got somewhere with her.
"Oh, Bhagwan," Lavanya breathed, breaking the kiss for an instant. She was breathing very heavily, her gray eyes shining from behind her glasses. "We should stop, Gautam. Don't you think?"
Gautam was not discouraged by her words, not in the least. On the contrary, they excited him. She had actually taken the Bhagwan's name in vain in response to what he was doing to her. And she didn't even realize she had done it. As the oldest daughter in a strict Hindu family, that was remarkable indeed. He had never heard her say anything stronger than "Oh, gosh" or "Salay" in the past.
"I love kissing you, Lavanya " he said, leaning forward again, letting his tongue probe out and lick her pouting lower lip. "Don't you like kissing me?"
"Yes," she said, almost moaned. "Oh yes."
He leaned into her again, attacking her lips with his, sliding his tongue back into her mouth. His hand slid up a few more inches on her leg, onto the lower part of her thigh. His fingertips caressed the nylon there. She made no attempt to stop him. His right hand he slid up her back, passing over the protrusion of her bra strap beneath the white, button-up blouse she wore. He slid it under the locks of her shiny black hair and onto the skin of the back of her neck. He caressed her gently here. She cooed into his mouth and her legs came apart a little bit more, unconsciously he was sure, but apart nonetheless. Her hands were on his back, stroking up and down through his shirt, her nails lightly scratching at him.
When he moved his mouth from her lips to the side of her neck and began to kiss and nibble at the soft skin there, she melted. Her head went back, exposing more skin for him to pleasure. Her eyes closed in an expression of surrender. Her arms tightened around his back. Her legs fell open just a little bit more. Gautam knew she was as turned on as she had ever been before. He was tempted to try sliding his hand further up her leg, possibly to the junction between them. He longed to feel the wetness he knew had to be there, to feel the heat, to transfer the odour of her musk to his fingertips. But he had been in enough make-out session with Lavanya to know that might be pushing things too quickly. Lavanya was determined to follow the teachings of her faith and save herself for her future husband on her wedding night. If he pushed her too fast she would clam up in an instant, pushing him away, her passion deflating like a life raft with a bullet hole in it. She probably wasn't ready to be touched between the legs. But maybe... just maybe... she was ready to be touched somewhere else.
With reluctance, he removed his hand from her leg and slowly placed it on her upper abdomen, just below the swell of her softball-sized breasts. He scratched lightly at her here for a moment, feeling the cotton of her blouse, feeling the firm skin beneath it, feeling the way her diaphragm was heaving up and down with her excited breathing. He let the hand move upward, inching it northward, until, at last, he felt the underswell of her right breast just touching his knuckles. She made no objection to his actions, if fact, it seemed as he'd heard a little moan come from her mouth, had felt her twist a little in his arms, trying to increase the contact. He gave another soft nibble at her neck and let his hand move upward, passing over the underswell and directly onto the breast itself. This time, the moan was quite clear, as was the push towards him. He could not believe his luck. He was cupping her tit and she was moaning! She was pushing into him! She liked it!
He moved his lips back to hers and started kissing her again, driving his tongue further into her mouth than ever before. She kissed back enthusiastically, almost drooling in her passion. He cupped the breast a few times, running his hand up and down, pressing it from all angles. It was as soft and squeezable as he'd always imagined it would be, the epitome of femininity. He let his right hand come down from her neck, across her shoulder, and down to her chest. It found her left breast and cupped it as well. It was as soft and sensuous as its twin and Lavanya moaned again as he felt it up.
Encouraged, he let his right hand twist inward, his fingertips probing for the gap between the buttons on her blouse. Lavanya always wore blouses and skirts to work and he had spied fleeting views of her white bras and the dark pinkness of the tops of her breasts on many occasions between these gaps when she twisted her body just right. Now he exploited the opening, going for tactile stimulation instead of visible. His plan was successful. He gently pushed his index and middle finger through and the tips of them were touching her bra near the top. She moaned again, her tongue driving harder into his mouth, telling him that he needn't stop just yet.
He let the fingertips roam up and down, touching everything they could reach. On the downward end of their extension, he felt her fat nipple pushing through the cotton of the bra insistently, demanding attention. He stroked it a few times, eliciting more moans, more passionate kisses. It was the upward end of his probing, however, that truly excited him. For the first time in their relationship, he found himself touching the bare skin of her breast. True, it was high on her breast, well north of the nipple, but it was her tit! The skin was soft and silky. He ran his fingers back and forth along the border between bra and skin, pushing at it and finally managing to get a few millimetres beneath. She did not try to stop him.
He began running his fingertips into the bra itself, worming them in from the top. With each stroke, a little more flesh was touched, a little more of her tit was opened to his exploration. She was still into it, obviously liking what he was doing to her, obviously not ready to call a halt to things yet. He tried to probe further, to reach his fingertips down far enough to touch her bare nipple. If he could get that nipple in his hands, she would be his. He was certain of it. But the gap between her buttons was not wide enough to allow his hand in that far. No matter how hard he stretched his middle finger out, no matter at what angle he dipped it, he could not reach the nipple. He thought he felt the edge of her areola at the far end of the stretch, but that might be nothing more than wishful thinking. He needed to get his hand in there more.
He pushed it forward, meeting nothing but tough resistance around the back of his fingers from the material of her shirt.
On this particular Saturday evening in late May, however, the parking lot of High Street Phoenix Mall was almost completely deserted. It was 9:45 PM and the mall was now closed. All of the patrons had long since departed with their purchases, and all of the employees had gone home. Even the security force-which cruised around in small pick-up trucks with orange light bars mounted on the roof-had shut down operations for the night. The only activity to be seen was a couple of teenage lovers making out on some of the decorative planters.
Behind Big Bazaar's Department Store, in a dark recess where customers never came, even when the mall was open, was the loading dock. A concrete inlet that dipped down against the loading doors, it was wide enough for two trailers to park side by side. Currently there was one trailer there-a delivery of overpriced clothing from Bangladesh. It had not been unloaded by closing time. In the space where another trailer would go was a six-year-old Matuti Alto, its engine off, the windows more than a little steamy.
Inside the car, in the front seat, were two employees of Big Bazaar's who had elected not to go home just yet. Gautam Doshi was a 25-year-old salesman in the electronics department. Lavanya Patkar was a 18-year-old clerk in the shoe department. The two of them had been dating each other for nearly 11 months now-the longest boyfriend/girlfriend relationship either had ever been involved in. They liked to think they were in love with each other, that they would one day marry, and perhaps it was even true. It was one of those things that time would tell. At the moment, however, marriage was the last thing on Gautam's mind. Lavanya's alluring body was pressed up against his tighter than it ever had been before. He could feel her ample breasts pushing into his chest as they leaned towards each other across the centre console. His mouth was pressed to hers, his tongue sliding in and out, dancing with her softer tongue, exchanging saliva, swirling and probing. She was kissing him back with unmasked passion, the likes of which she had rarely displayed in the past. His left hand was resting on her knee. Like the rest of her legs, it was clad in nylon. Her black, conservative skirt, which hung to mid-calf when she was standing, had worked its way up to mid-thigh, and those lovely thighs were slightly parted in a manner that was just suggestive enough to make him think that tonight might be the night he finally got somewhere with her.
"Oh, Bhagwan," Lavanya breathed, breaking the kiss for an instant. She was breathing very heavily, her gray eyes shining from behind her glasses. "We should stop, Gautam. Don't you think?"
Gautam was not discouraged by her words, not in the least. On the contrary, they excited him. She had actually taken the Bhagwan's name in vain in response to what he was doing to her. And she didn't even realize she had done it. As the oldest daughter in a strict Hindu family, that was remarkable indeed. He had never heard her say anything stronger than "Oh, gosh" or "Salay" in the past.
"I love kissing you, Lavanya " he said, leaning forward again, letting his tongue probe out and lick her pouting lower lip. "Don't you like kissing me?"
"Yes," she said, almost moaned. "Oh yes."
He leaned into her again, attacking her lips with his, sliding his tongue back into her mouth. His hand slid up a few more inches on her leg, onto the lower part of her thigh. His fingertips caressed the nylon there. She made no attempt to stop him. His right hand he slid up her back, passing over the protrusion of her bra strap beneath the white, button-up blouse she wore. He slid it under the locks of her shiny black hair and onto the skin of the back of her neck. He caressed her gently here. She cooed into his mouth and her legs came apart a little bit more, unconsciously he was sure, but apart nonetheless. Her hands were on his back, stroking up and down through his shirt, her nails lightly scratching at him.
When he moved his mouth from her lips to the side of her neck and began to kiss and nibble at the soft skin there, she melted. Her head went back, exposing more skin for him to pleasure. Her eyes closed in an expression of surrender. Her arms tightened around his back. Her legs fell open just a little bit more. Gautam knew she was as turned on as she had ever been before. He was tempted to try sliding his hand further up her leg, possibly to the junction between them. He longed to feel the wetness he knew had to be there, to feel the heat, to transfer the odour of her musk to his fingertips. But he had been in enough make-out session with Lavanya to know that might be pushing things too quickly. Lavanya was determined to follow the teachings of her faith and save herself for her future husband on her wedding night. If he pushed her too fast she would clam up in an instant, pushing him away, her passion deflating like a life raft with a bullet hole in it. She probably wasn't ready to be touched between the legs. But maybe... just maybe... she was ready to be touched somewhere else.
With reluctance, he removed his hand from her leg and slowly placed it on her upper abdomen, just below the swell of her softball-sized breasts. He scratched lightly at her here for a moment, feeling the cotton of her blouse, feeling the firm skin beneath it, feeling the way her diaphragm was heaving up and down with her excited breathing. He let the hand move upward, inching it northward, until, at last, he felt the underswell of her right breast just touching his knuckles. She made no objection to his actions, if fact, it seemed as he'd heard a little moan come from her mouth, had felt her twist a little in his arms, trying to increase the contact. He gave another soft nibble at her neck and let his hand move upward, passing over the underswell and directly onto the breast itself. This time, the moan was quite clear, as was the push towards him. He could not believe his luck. He was cupping her tit and she was moaning! She was pushing into him! She liked it!
He moved his lips back to hers and started kissing her again, driving his tongue further into her mouth than ever before. She kissed back enthusiastically, almost drooling in her passion. He cupped the breast a few times, running his hand up and down, pressing it from all angles. It was as soft and squeezable as he'd always imagined it would be, the epitome of femininity. He let his right hand come down from her neck, across her shoulder, and down to her chest. It found her left breast and cupped it as well. It was as soft and sensuous as its twin and Lavanya moaned again as he felt it up.
Encouraged, he let his right hand twist inward, his fingertips probing for the gap between the buttons on her blouse. Lavanya always wore blouses and skirts to work and he had spied fleeting views of her white bras and the dark pinkness of the tops of her breasts on many occasions between these gaps when she twisted her body just right. Now he exploited the opening, going for tactile stimulation instead of visible. His plan was successful. He gently pushed his index and middle finger through and the tips of them were touching her bra near the top. She moaned again, her tongue driving harder into his mouth, telling him that he needn't stop just yet.
He let the fingertips roam up and down, touching everything they could reach. On the downward end of their extension, he felt her fat nipple pushing through the cotton of the bra insistently, demanding attention. He stroked it a few times, eliciting more moans, more passionate kisses. It was the upward end of his probing, however, that truly excited him. For the first time in their relationship, he found himself touching the bare skin of her breast. True, it was high on her breast, well north of the nipple, but it was her tit! The skin was soft and silky. He ran his fingers back and forth along the border between bra and skin, pushing at it and finally managing to get a few millimetres beneath. She did not try to stop him.
He began running his fingertips into the bra itself, worming them in from the top. With each stroke, a little more flesh was touched, a little more of her tit was opened to his exploration. She was still into it, obviously liking what he was doing to her, obviously not ready to call a halt to things yet. He tried to probe further, to reach his fingertips down far enough to touch her bare nipple. If he could get that nipple in his hands, she would be his. He was certain of it. But the gap between her buttons was not wide enough to allow his hand in that far. No matter how hard he stretched his middle finger out, no matter at what angle he dipped it, he could not reach the nipple. He thought he felt the edge of her areola at the far end of the stretch, but that might be nothing more than wishful thinking. He needed to get his hand in there more.
He pushed it forward, meeting nothing but tough resistance around the back of his fingers from the material of her shirt.
He tried squirming and twisting it, trying to drive it in further, and this seemed to work. His hand went in a few more centimetres, a few more millimetres. Just a bit more and he would feel nipple. Just a bit more.
There was an alarming sound of cotton starting to rip. They both heard it, even over the sound of music coming from his stereo system, even over their enthusiastic pants, even over the slurping sound of their tongues making wet contact. She suddenly broke the kiss.
"You're gonna rip my blouse," she hissed at him.
"Sorry," he mumbled, figuring he'd blown it, that the encounter he'd so carefully plotted was now coming to an end.
But Lavanya surprised him. She smiled and reached down to the button around his hand. With a few manipulations of her manicured nails, she undid it, widening the gap to twice its size. "There," she said. "Is that better?"
"Yeah," he said, gazing down at what was revealed. Though the light was dim, there was enough moonlight and ambient lighting from a nearby floodlight that he could see her entire, bra-encased tit. It was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.
Their mouths came back together and his hand went inside her shirt. Now he was able to get three fingers inside the top of her bra. He probed downward and within a few seconds, the nipple was his. She moaned as he touched it, as he began twirling it and stroking it.
"Oh, Bhagwan," she said again. "Oh, hey Bhagwan."
"You know it," he mumbled into her mouth, driving his tongue in further.
He tweaked the nipple up and down, back and forth, feeling its dimensions. It was about the diameter of a dime and sticking up more than half an inch from the areola. Its surface was covered with ridges that were both rough and soft at the same time. It was obvious she was enjoying his attentions. She was moaning almost continuously into his mouth. He was enjoying it as well. His penis was a rigid pole within his work slacks, throbbing in the intensity of its yearning for relief.
He dropped his left hand into his lap for a moment, giving his cock a brief squeeze and adjusting it to a more comfortable position. Once that was done, he put his hand back on her right leg, just above the knee. Her legs were open a little more now and he slid his fingers slowly upward, under the pulled-up hem of her skirt, onto her middle thigh, touching the nylon that covered it, feeling the muscles beneath. He twisted the hand inward, going to the inner part of the thigh. And still, she was not stopping him.
Her hands, meanwhile, dropped down his body too, going to his lower back, pausing there for a few moments, and then sliding slowly down to the top of his ass. She cupped him through his pants, her movements hesitant but full of passion. Now it was he who moaned.
He slid his left hand further up her thigh, moving more quickly now, driven by lust. He was now on the upper thigh, just inches from her heavenly junction. He went for broke, twisting his hand around and moving his fingertips to her crotch. He felt the material covering her vaginal area, the panty portion of the pantyhose. It was hot to the touch and very damp. He ran his fingers up and down, transferring that moisture to the tips, feeling, for the briefest of instances, the roughness of her pubic hair beneath and the outline of her swollen vaginal lips.
"Oh... God..." she panted, feeling his touch. "Oh, sweet Bhagwan!"
And then, just as he was sensing the kill, just as he thought he was about to finally make some headway, she broke the kiss and put her hands on his shoulder, pushing him away from her.
"We have to stop!" she said breathlessly, alarm in her voice.
"Stop?" he asked, trembling in his desire. "Why? Didn't you like it?"
She nodded vigorously. "That's why we have to stop. Things are moving too fast. I'm getting carried away."
"There's nothing wrong with getting carried away," he said, trying to lean in and kiss her again.
But she was having none of that. "No," she said firmly, closing her legs. "We can't!"
He slowly backed off, a sigh of frustration coming from his mouth, a sigh Lavanya picked up on.
"I'm sorry," she told him gently. "But you know I just can't do this. I was getting overcome by lust. So were you."
Overcome by lust. That, he knew, was not something Lavanya had come up with on her own. It was from a guidebook for Hindu teenagers produced by their family, a pamphlet full of recommendations of proper dating practices and what pitfalls to avoid, particularly with non-Hindu types. Lavanya's mother had given him a copy of it the first time she'd brought him home to meet her. Dating was supposed to be done only with other people present. Affection was supposed to be limited to handholding or touches "outside the strike zone," meaning above the shoulders and below the knees. Kissing was considered an acceptable activity when things were very serious between a young man and a young woman, but the touching of lips together was supposed to adhere to the "1.2 second rule", which meant it was not to last longer than that. French kissing or passionate kissing was forbidden, as was being alone together unsupervised, engaging in any conversation that might arouse sexual feelings, and, most assuredly, anything that could be described as "petting". Such things, the pamphlet assured its audience, put you in danger of being "overcome by lust." The consequences of that were considered quite grave.
"It's not lust," Gautam assured her. "It's more than that, Lavanya Much more than that. Don't you feel it?"
She was still so flushed and tingling with sexual excitement that his words sounded reasonable to her. "Yes," she whispered. "I felt it."
"You're so beautiful," he told her, reaching out and stroking the side of her face. It was perhaps the first Brahmin-sanctioned show of affection he'd performed all night. "I just like being with you, kissing you... touching you..."
"Oh," she melted, leaning forward and giving him a kiss on the lips. It was not exactly a passionate kiss, but it was not exactly a chaste one either.
He took her hand in his and slowly lowered it to his lap, placing her palm directly on the bulging protrusion of his turgid member. "Do you feel that?" he asked her.
"I shouldn't," she said, though she made no move to pull her hand away.
"Do you feel how hard I am?" he asked her. "That's what kissing you and touching you has done to me. You did that to me, Lavanya, you and your beautiful body."
"Oh, Bhagwan," she said, her voice breaking, her hand making an experimental squeeze of what was beneath his pants. It was obvious she had never touched one before-had possibly not even seen one before, at least not apart from watching her younger brothers get their diapers changed (and even this visualization, Gautam knew, was discouraged by the Brahmin caste).
"It really needs some relief," Gautam whispered to her.
"Re... Relief?"
He nodded. "I need to come, Lavanya I need it so bad it hurts. Will you help me?"
She licked her lips nervously, a struggle obviously going on behind her eyes. She was intrigued by the thought of helping him, he could tell. But her upbringing was pulling her in the other direction.
"How?" she finally asked. "I'm not going to, you know, kiss it or anything. We're not allowed to do that even after marriage."
"You don't have to kiss it," he assured her. "You could just use your hand on it. Have you ever heard of a hand job?"
"Yeah," she whispered. "I've heard of it."
He reached down with his hands and slowly undid his belt buckle, letting it fall open. He then undid the snap on his slacks. Her hand remained over the bulge of his erection, her eyes looking downward at what he was doing. Encouraged, he slid down his zipper, revealing his blue bikini boxers. There was a large wet spot from pre-come seepage in the front of them. He put his fingers inside the waistband and pushed down. His hardness popped out, standing straight and tall, as swollen and congested as it ever got.
Lavanya gasped as it came into view, her eyes riveted to it.
He took her smooth hand and placed it on the shaft. She hesitated for the briefest of instances before closing it around him.
"Oh yes," he moaned, his head falling back just a bit. "That's it, Lavanya, now move it up and down."
"Like this?" she whispered, beginning to stroke him.
"Yesssssss," he groaned, feeling the exquisite union of her touch. "Just like that."
He leaned forward, bringing his mouth to hers once more. She kissed him back eagerly, her tongue sliding back into his mouth, her hand continuing to jack up and down, smearing his pre-come around, making his entire shaft slippery, increasing the sensation greatly for both of them. Within seconds, he felt the spasms start. His hips began to rise up and down from the seat, driving him harder into her clenching hand. Pleasure began to build within him, centred in his groin and spreading outward.
"Oh, God, Lavanya .. I'm gonna... I'm gonna..."
"You're gonna what?" she asked fearfully, frightened by the desperate tone in his voice, the desperate look on his face. She stopped jacking his cock, afraid she was hurting him.
"Oh, God... no!" he cried as the sensation was suddenly removed. "Don't stop!"
"Huh?" she asked, confused.
But it was too late. His orgasm, though not exactly being driven forth anymore, was not to be denied. He grunted in a mixture of pleasure and dissatisfaction and a jet of semen shot out of the end of his cock with incredible force. It splattered all over the front of her skirt, just above the hem, a few dribbles actually making it onto her pantyhose.
"Oh, my God!" she cried in alarm as she saw it hit her, her very first thought being what her mother would think if she saw it.
Fortunately, Gautam, despite being in the throes of a broken orgasm, had the same thought.
There was an alarming sound of cotton starting to rip. They both heard it, even over the sound of music coming from his stereo system, even over their enthusiastic pants, even over the slurping sound of their tongues making wet contact. She suddenly broke the kiss.
"You're gonna rip my blouse," she hissed at him.
"Sorry," he mumbled, figuring he'd blown it, that the encounter he'd so carefully plotted was now coming to an end.
But Lavanya surprised him. She smiled and reached down to the button around his hand. With a few manipulations of her manicured nails, she undid it, widening the gap to twice its size. "There," she said. "Is that better?"
"Yeah," he said, gazing down at what was revealed. Though the light was dim, there was enough moonlight and ambient lighting from a nearby floodlight that he could see her entire, bra-encased tit. It was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.
Their mouths came back together and his hand went inside her shirt. Now he was able to get three fingers inside the top of her bra. He probed downward and within a few seconds, the nipple was his. She moaned as he touched it, as he began twirling it and stroking it.
"Oh, Bhagwan," she said again. "Oh, hey Bhagwan."
"You know it," he mumbled into her mouth, driving his tongue in further.
He tweaked the nipple up and down, back and forth, feeling its dimensions. It was about the diameter of a dime and sticking up more than half an inch from the areola. Its surface was covered with ridges that were both rough and soft at the same time. It was obvious she was enjoying his attentions. She was moaning almost continuously into his mouth. He was enjoying it as well. His penis was a rigid pole within his work slacks, throbbing in the intensity of its yearning for relief.
He dropped his left hand into his lap for a moment, giving his cock a brief squeeze and adjusting it to a more comfortable position. Once that was done, he put his hand back on her right leg, just above the knee. Her legs were open a little more now and he slid his fingers slowly upward, under the pulled-up hem of her skirt, onto her middle thigh, touching the nylon that covered it, feeling the muscles beneath. He twisted the hand inward, going to the inner part of the thigh. And still, she was not stopping him.
Her hands, meanwhile, dropped down his body too, going to his lower back, pausing there for a few moments, and then sliding slowly down to the top of his ass. She cupped him through his pants, her movements hesitant but full of passion. Now it was he who moaned.
He slid his left hand further up her thigh, moving more quickly now, driven by lust. He was now on the upper thigh, just inches from her heavenly junction. He went for broke, twisting his hand around and moving his fingertips to her crotch. He felt the material covering her vaginal area, the panty portion of the pantyhose. It was hot to the touch and very damp. He ran his fingers up and down, transferring that moisture to the tips, feeling, for the briefest of instances, the roughness of her pubic hair beneath and the outline of her swollen vaginal lips.
"Oh... God..." she panted, feeling his touch. "Oh, sweet Bhagwan!"
And then, just as he was sensing the kill, just as he thought he was about to finally make some headway, she broke the kiss and put her hands on his shoulder, pushing him away from her.
"We have to stop!" she said breathlessly, alarm in her voice.
"Stop?" he asked, trembling in his desire. "Why? Didn't you like it?"
She nodded vigorously. "That's why we have to stop. Things are moving too fast. I'm getting carried away."
"There's nothing wrong with getting carried away," he said, trying to lean in and kiss her again.
But she was having none of that. "No," she said firmly, closing her legs. "We can't!"
He slowly backed off, a sigh of frustration coming from his mouth, a sigh Lavanya picked up on.
"I'm sorry," she told him gently. "But you know I just can't do this. I was getting overcome by lust. So were you."
Overcome by lust. That, he knew, was not something Lavanya had come up with on her own. It was from a guidebook for Hindu teenagers produced by their family, a pamphlet full of recommendations of proper dating practices and what pitfalls to avoid, particularly with non-Hindu types. Lavanya's mother had given him a copy of it the first time she'd brought him home to meet her. Dating was supposed to be done only with other people present. Affection was supposed to be limited to handholding or touches "outside the strike zone," meaning above the shoulders and below the knees. Kissing was considered an acceptable activity when things were very serious between a young man and a young woman, but the touching of lips together was supposed to adhere to the "1.2 second rule", which meant it was not to last longer than that. French kissing or passionate kissing was forbidden, as was being alone together unsupervised, engaging in any conversation that might arouse sexual feelings, and, most assuredly, anything that could be described as "petting". Such things, the pamphlet assured its audience, put you in danger of being "overcome by lust." The consequences of that were considered quite grave.
"It's not lust," Gautam assured her. "It's more than that, Lavanya Much more than that. Don't you feel it?"
She was still so flushed and tingling with sexual excitement that his words sounded reasonable to her. "Yes," she whispered. "I felt it."
"You're so beautiful," he told her, reaching out and stroking the side of her face. It was perhaps the first Brahmin-sanctioned show of affection he'd performed all night. "I just like being with you, kissing you... touching you..."
"Oh," she melted, leaning forward and giving him a kiss on the lips. It was not exactly a passionate kiss, but it was not exactly a chaste one either.
He took her hand in his and slowly lowered it to his lap, placing her palm directly on the bulging protrusion of his turgid member. "Do you feel that?" he asked her.
"I shouldn't," she said, though she made no move to pull her hand away.
"Do you feel how hard I am?" he asked her. "That's what kissing you and touching you has done to me. You did that to me, Lavanya, you and your beautiful body."
"Oh, Bhagwan," she said, her voice breaking, her hand making an experimental squeeze of what was beneath his pants. It was obvious she had never touched one before-had possibly not even seen one before, at least not apart from watching her younger brothers get their diapers changed (and even this visualization, Gautam knew, was discouraged by the Brahmin caste).
"It really needs some relief," Gautam whispered to her.
"Re... Relief?"
He nodded. "I need to come, Lavanya I need it so bad it hurts. Will you help me?"
She licked her lips nervously, a struggle obviously going on behind her eyes. She was intrigued by the thought of helping him, he could tell. But her upbringing was pulling her in the other direction.
"How?" she finally asked. "I'm not going to, you know, kiss it or anything. We're not allowed to do that even after marriage."
"You don't have to kiss it," he assured her. "You could just use your hand on it. Have you ever heard of a hand job?"
"Yeah," she whispered. "I've heard of it."
He reached down with his hands and slowly undid his belt buckle, letting it fall open. He then undid the snap on his slacks. Her hand remained over the bulge of his erection, her eyes looking downward at what he was doing. Encouraged, he slid down his zipper, revealing his blue bikini boxers. There was a large wet spot from pre-come seepage in the front of them. He put his fingers inside the waistband and pushed down. His hardness popped out, standing straight and tall, as swollen and congested as it ever got.
Lavanya gasped as it came into view, her eyes riveted to it.
He took her smooth hand and placed it on the shaft. She hesitated for the briefest of instances before closing it around him.
"Oh yes," he moaned, his head falling back just a bit. "That's it, Lavanya, now move it up and down."
"Like this?" she whispered, beginning to stroke him.
"Yesssssss," he groaned, feeling the exquisite union of her touch. "Just like that."
He leaned forward, bringing his mouth to hers once more. She kissed him back eagerly, her tongue sliding back into his mouth, her hand continuing to jack up and down, smearing his pre-come around, making his entire shaft slippery, increasing the sensation greatly for both of them. Within seconds, he felt the spasms start. His hips began to rise up and down from the seat, driving him harder into her clenching hand. Pleasure began to build within him, centred in his groin and spreading outward.
"Oh, God, Lavanya .. I'm gonna... I'm gonna..."
"You're gonna what?" she asked fearfully, frightened by the desperate tone in his voice, the desperate look on his face. She stopped jacking his cock, afraid she was hurting him.
"Oh, God... no!" he cried as the sensation was suddenly removed. "Don't stop!"
"Huh?" she asked, confused.
But it was too late. His orgasm, though not exactly being driven forth anymore, was not to be denied. He grunted in a mixture of pleasure and dissatisfaction and a jet of semen shot out of the end of his cock with incredible force. It splattered all over the front of her skirt, just above the hem, a few dribbles actually making it onto her pantyhose.
"Oh, my God!" she cried in alarm as she saw it hit her, her very first thought being what her mother would think if she saw it.
Fortunately, Gautam, despite being in the throes of a broken orgasm, had the same thought.
He quickly grabbed his cock in his hand and pointed it away from her, towards the front of the car. More spurts blasted out, more than he could ever remember shooting before, each with a force that was almost frightening in its power, but all landed harmlessly away from her body or clothing, splattering on the dashboard, his stereo panel, and the gearshift. Finally, the spurts dribbled to a halt, the dark pleasure and spasms retreating. His body gradually relaxed. He slumped in his seat.
What should have been a tender moment, a period of hugging and kissing and reassurances, was taken over by alarm. Lavanya was looking down at the front of her skirt in horror.
"Its on my skirt!" she told him. "Oh, Bhagwan, it’s on my skirt! I need to clean it off, right now!"
"Okay, okay," he said, reaching down and pushing his rapidly deflating manhood back into his pants. He buttoned, zipped, and buckled in record time. "I think there's some tissues in the back."
He fumbled through his schoolbooks and jacket in the back seat and finally located a box of tissues. He pulled out a handful and handed them over to Lavanya. In a near panic, she wiped away as much semen as she could, grimacing as she observed the stickiness of the liquid. Gautam turned on the dome light to assist her. The moment the illumination hit her skirt, both saw that the damage had been done. There was a smeary white stain, about two inches across, all along the bottom of her skirt. Both knew that no amount of rubbing with tissue was going to remove it.
"Beer," Lavanya said in desperation.
"Huh?" Gautam asked, having no idea what she was talking about.
"We need some beer to get the stain out! Hurry! Drive me somewhere and buy me a can of it before this dries all the way!"
He nodded, his hands going quickly to the key in the ignition. He didn't ask her if she was sure that would work. If there was one thing Hindu girls were taught to do, it was basic housekeeping duties, including laundry methods. If she said beer would take out the stain, than she probably knew what she was talking about. He started the car and pulled out of the loading dock, heading towards the feeder road and the main avenue. There was an AM/PM mini-mart less than a mile away.
"I should've known better," Lavanya said, almost tearfully, as he drove. "Bhagwan is punishing me for my lust. I should've known better."
"It was just an accident, Lavanya " Gautam told her. "Just one of those things."
She shook her head. "It wasn't an accident," she said. "I should've known better."
He didn't argue with her any further regarding the religious implications of the ejaculate on her skirt. In fact, they didn't talk at all. He pulled into the parking lot of the AM/PM three minutes later and ran inside, using his ATM card to pay for a can of beer and a package of cheap dishwashing cloths. The moment he got back in the car, she snatched them out of his hand, ripped open the cloths and pulled one out.
"I hope this works," she said. "If it doesn't, we'll never be able to see each other again."
He took encouragement in the fact that not being able to see him again was considered a bad thing. He watched silently as she opened the can of beer and carefully poured a dollop directly onto the stain. The soda immediately began fizzing and bubbling. She let it soak in for a minute and then began to scrub at it with the dishcloth. To both of their relief, this worked just as she had said it would. When she finished, all traces of the semen were gone. The only evidence remaining on the skirt was a large wet area about twice the size of the original stain.
"Okay," Lavanya said, breathing a sigh of relief as she saw the results of her work. "That should do it."
"What about the wet spot?" Gautam asked her. "Are we going to stay out until it dries?"
She looked at her watch. It was now 10:15 PM. She had promised her parents she would be home by 10:30-which was thirty minutes past her normal curfew on Saturday nights. She had begged and pleaded for that extra thirty minutes, telling first her mother and then her father on the telephone that she, Gautam, and some other friends from work were going out to the ice cream parlour after work. "There's not enough time," she said, shaking her head. "If you don't have me home in the next fifteen minutes, my dad will have the police out looking for me."
And that, Gautam knew, was no exaggeration. Although Lavanya's mother actually seemed to like Gautam, and to find him to be a suitable future husband for her daughter even though he wasn't a Hindu but a Buddhist, her father strongly disapproved of him. Omparkash did not believe that Hindu girls should date anyone outside the faith. Gautam's own strong religious upbringing meant nothing to him. Nor did the fact that Gautam had been class topper and was now a first year MA student at one of the finest art schools in the state. Most other fathers would have been pleased to have Gautam dating their daughter. He was intelligent, smart, respectful, had a good upbringing, and good prospects in life.
But none of that cut any ice with Omparkash Doshi. Gautam was not a member of the Brahmin faith and therefore, in his eyes, was unworthy of his daughter's affections. He had made it quite clear to Gautam from the beginning that the relationship between he and Lavanya was against his wishes and, if there was any hint whatsoever that Gautam were pulling Lavanya away from the teachings of his caste, the full fury of his vengeance would come down upon him. The threats of police involvement were not idle. If the clock in the Doshi household turned 10:31 and Lavanya was not safely in the house, Omparkash would indeed pick up the phone and call the police.
"So how will you explain how your dress got all wet?" he asked.
She thought for a second and then a slight smile crossed her face. "I'll tell them the truth," she said.
He raised his eyebrows up in alarm. "The truth?"
She nodded. "I'll say I spilled something on it and had to clean it off with beer. That's the truth isn't it?"
"Well... yeah," he admitted. "But what about when they ask what was spilled? You're not going to admit that, are you?"
She smiled. "I may be young, but I'm not dumb," she told him. "We were supposed to be at the ice cream parlour. I'll say it was vanilla ice cream from my root beer float. That will work, won't it?"
He thought it over, looking for holes or potential pitfalls. There didn't seem to be any. The beauty of the lie was its simplicity, something that appealed to his brain.
"I guess it will," he said.
"Okay then. Ice cream it is. You'd better get me home now."
"You got it," he said, reaching for the ignition.
She put her hand on his shoulder. "Gautam," she said softly.
"Yeah?"
"I... uh... I really liked what we did earlier. I liked it a lot."
He smiled back at her. "Me too," he told her.
"I... uh... well, I'm not ever going to do... you know... anything else," she said. "But... you know... maybe sometimes... when things are right... maybe I can do that for you again."
His smile widened. "I'd like that, Lavanya. I'd like that a lot."
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Savitari Doshi opened the door as Gautam walked Lavanya up the front walk. She was still dressed in the clothing she'd worn during the day-a pair of loose-fitting, conservative slacks and an even looser-fitting sleeved blouse that hid what Gautam suspected to be a tremendous set of breasts. There was no way on Earth she would allow herself to be seen in her nightclothes, no matter how conservative they were. At 46 years old, Mrs. Doshi-as he had been instructed long before by Lavanya to call her-definitely passed what Gautam and his friends referred to as: the mother test, which was based on the scientifically reliable theory that a girl would eventually evolve to resemble her mother. She had the same black hair as Lavanya, the same soft, dark skin, the same glasses upon her face. Though slightly heavier than her daughter-almost chunky in fact-she was not even close to obese. This was remarkable considering the fact that she had birthed five children.
"How was the ice cream parlour?" she asked brightly as they stepped up onto the porch.
"It was fun, Mom," Lavanya told her. "Except I spilled some ice cream on my skirt." She lifted the hem up the slightest bit to show her mother the wet spot. "I guess I was being a little inattentive."
Mrs. Doshi gave the slightest frown of disapproval. "That's one of your best skirts, Lavanya," she said. "Did you get the stain out?"
She nodded. "Gautam took me to the store and bought me a can of beer right away," she said. "It came right out."
Mrs. Doshi nodded in approval. "At least you had the sense to do that," she said. She turned to Gautam. "Thank you for helping her."
"It was no problem at all, Mrs. Doshi," he told her.
She beamed at him, no doubt reflecting what a nice boy he was-even if he wasn't a Brahmin. She then turned back to Lavanya. "Well don't just stand there, young lady," she said. "Tell Gautam goodnight and then go get those clothes in the laundry hamper. We have church tomorrow."
"Yes, Mom," Lavanya said. She turned to Gautam and wished him a goodnight.
Gautam returned her farewell blandly, the way experience had taught him he should. They did not touch each other or even give a meaningful look to one another. A moment later, the two elder Doshi women went in the house and closed the door behind them, disappearing from view.
Gautam breathed a sigh of relief as he headed back to his car. Mrs. Doshi had bought the ice cream story. It appeared a bullet had been dodged.
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Lavanya's father, Omparkash, was lying in bed when his wife entered their bedroom. He was a balding man, 50 years old. He wore thick glasses and was dressed in flannel pajamas that covered both his torso and his legs. His reading lamp was on and he was attentively reading a thick hardback called The Aryan Warrior.
What should have been a tender moment, a period of hugging and kissing and reassurances, was taken over by alarm. Lavanya was looking down at the front of her skirt in horror.
"Its on my skirt!" she told him. "Oh, Bhagwan, it’s on my skirt! I need to clean it off, right now!"
"Okay, okay," he said, reaching down and pushing his rapidly deflating manhood back into his pants. He buttoned, zipped, and buckled in record time. "I think there's some tissues in the back."
He fumbled through his schoolbooks and jacket in the back seat and finally located a box of tissues. He pulled out a handful and handed them over to Lavanya. In a near panic, she wiped away as much semen as she could, grimacing as she observed the stickiness of the liquid. Gautam turned on the dome light to assist her. The moment the illumination hit her skirt, both saw that the damage had been done. There was a smeary white stain, about two inches across, all along the bottom of her skirt. Both knew that no amount of rubbing with tissue was going to remove it.
"Beer," Lavanya said in desperation.
"Huh?" Gautam asked, having no idea what she was talking about.
"We need some beer to get the stain out! Hurry! Drive me somewhere and buy me a can of it before this dries all the way!"
He nodded, his hands going quickly to the key in the ignition. He didn't ask her if she was sure that would work. If there was one thing Hindu girls were taught to do, it was basic housekeeping duties, including laundry methods. If she said beer would take out the stain, than she probably knew what she was talking about. He started the car and pulled out of the loading dock, heading towards the feeder road and the main avenue. There was an AM/PM mini-mart less than a mile away.
"I should've known better," Lavanya said, almost tearfully, as he drove. "Bhagwan is punishing me for my lust. I should've known better."
"It was just an accident, Lavanya " Gautam told her. "Just one of those things."
She shook her head. "It wasn't an accident," she said. "I should've known better."
He didn't argue with her any further regarding the religious implications of the ejaculate on her skirt. In fact, they didn't talk at all. He pulled into the parking lot of the AM/PM three minutes later and ran inside, using his ATM card to pay for a can of beer and a package of cheap dishwashing cloths. The moment he got back in the car, she snatched them out of his hand, ripped open the cloths and pulled one out.
"I hope this works," she said. "If it doesn't, we'll never be able to see each other again."
He took encouragement in the fact that not being able to see him again was considered a bad thing. He watched silently as she opened the can of beer and carefully poured a dollop directly onto the stain. The soda immediately began fizzing and bubbling. She let it soak in for a minute and then began to scrub at it with the dishcloth. To both of their relief, this worked just as she had said it would. When she finished, all traces of the semen were gone. The only evidence remaining on the skirt was a large wet area about twice the size of the original stain.
"Okay," Lavanya said, breathing a sigh of relief as she saw the results of her work. "That should do it."
"What about the wet spot?" Gautam asked her. "Are we going to stay out until it dries?"
She looked at her watch. It was now 10:15 PM. She had promised her parents she would be home by 10:30-which was thirty minutes past her normal curfew on Saturday nights. She had begged and pleaded for that extra thirty minutes, telling first her mother and then her father on the telephone that she, Gautam, and some other friends from work were going out to the ice cream parlour after work. "There's not enough time," she said, shaking her head. "If you don't have me home in the next fifteen minutes, my dad will have the police out looking for me."
And that, Gautam knew, was no exaggeration. Although Lavanya's mother actually seemed to like Gautam, and to find him to be a suitable future husband for her daughter even though he wasn't a Hindu but a Buddhist, her father strongly disapproved of him. Omparkash did not believe that Hindu girls should date anyone outside the faith. Gautam's own strong religious upbringing meant nothing to him. Nor did the fact that Gautam had been class topper and was now a first year MA student at one of the finest art schools in the state. Most other fathers would have been pleased to have Gautam dating their daughter. He was intelligent, smart, respectful, had a good upbringing, and good prospects in life.
But none of that cut any ice with Omparkash Doshi. Gautam was not a member of the Brahmin faith and therefore, in his eyes, was unworthy of his daughter's affections. He had made it quite clear to Gautam from the beginning that the relationship between he and Lavanya was against his wishes and, if there was any hint whatsoever that Gautam were pulling Lavanya away from the teachings of his caste, the full fury of his vengeance would come down upon him. The threats of police involvement were not idle. If the clock in the Doshi household turned 10:31 and Lavanya was not safely in the house, Omparkash would indeed pick up the phone and call the police.
"So how will you explain how your dress got all wet?" he asked.
She thought for a second and then a slight smile crossed her face. "I'll tell them the truth," she said.
He raised his eyebrows up in alarm. "The truth?"
She nodded. "I'll say I spilled something on it and had to clean it off with beer. That's the truth isn't it?"
"Well... yeah," he admitted. "But what about when they ask what was spilled? You're not going to admit that, are you?"
She smiled. "I may be young, but I'm not dumb," she told him. "We were supposed to be at the ice cream parlour. I'll say it was vanilla ice cream from my root beer float. That will work, won't it?"
He thought it over, looking for holes or potential pitfalls. There didn't seem to be any. The beauty of the lie was its simplicity, something that appealed to his brain.
"I guess it will," he said.
"Okay then. Ice cream it is. You'd better get me home now."
"You got it," he said, reaching for the ignition.
She put her hand on his shoulder. "Gautam," she said softly.
"Yeah?"
"I... uh... I really liked what we did earlier. I liked it a lot."
He smiled back at her. "Me too," he told her.
"I... uh... well, I'm not ever going to do... you know... anything else," she said. "But... you know... maybe sometimes... when things are right... maybe I can do that for you again."
His smile widened. "I'd like that, Lavanya. I'd like that a lot."
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Savitari Doshi opened the door as Gautam walked Lavanya up the front walk. She was still dressed in the clothing she'd worn during the day-a pair of loose-fitting, conservative slacks and an even looser-fitting sleeved blouse that hid what Gautam suspected to be a tremendous set of breasts. There was no way on Earth she would allow herself to be seen in her nightclothes, no matter how conservative they were. At 46 years old, Mrs. Doshi-as he had been instructed long before by Lavanya to call her-definitely passed what Gautam and his friends referred to as: the mother test, which was based on the scientifically reliable theory that a girl would eventually evolve to resemble her mother. She had the same black hair as Lavanya, the same soft, dark skin, the same glasses upon her face. Though slightly heavier than her daughter-almost chunky in fact-she was not even close to obese. This was remarkable considering the fact that she had birthed five children.
"How was the ice cream parlour?" she asked brightly as they stepped up onto the porch.
"It was fun, Mom," Lavanya told her. "Except I spilled some ice cream on my skirt." She lifted the hem up the slightest bit to show her mother the wet spot. "I guess I was being a little inattentive."
Mrs. Doshi gave the slightest frown of disapproval. "That's one of your best skirts, Lavanya," she said. "Did you get the stain out?"
She nodded. "Gautam took me to the store and bought me a can of beer right away," she said. "It came right out."
Mrs. Doshi nodded in approval. "At least you had the sense to do that," she said. She turned to Gautam. "Thank you for helping her."
"It was no problem at all, Mrs. Doshi," he told her.
She beamed at him, no doubt reflecting what a nice boy he was-even if he wasn't a Brahmin. She then turned back to Lavanya. "Well don't just stand there, young lady," she said. "Tell Gautam goodnight and then go get those clothes in the laundry hamper. We have church tomorrow."
"Yes, Mom," Lavanya said. She turned to Gautam and wished him a goodnight.
Gautam returned her farewell blandly, the way experience had taught him he should. They did not touch each other or even give a meaningful look to one another. A moment later, the two elder Doshi women went in the house and closed the door behind them, disappearing from view.
Gautam breathed a sigh of relief as he headed back to his car. Mrs. Doshi had bought the ice cream story. It appeared a bullet had been dodged.
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Lavanya's father, Omparkash, was lying in bed when his wife entered their bedroom. He was a balding man, 50 years old. He wore thick glasses and was dressed in flannel pajamas that covered both his torso and his legs. His reading lamp was on and he was attentively reading a thick hardback called The Aryan Warrior.
This, Savitari knew, was a text high on the recommended reading list put out by the Brahmins.
"Lavanya is home safely," Savitari told him as she went to the closet and took out her nightgown. It was a thick, ankle-length piece of clothing in a bland earth tone colour.
"Thank Shri Guru for that," Omparkash grunted, lowering his book just a bit. "I still think we shouldn't have let her stay out that extra thirty minutes."
"She was home on time," Savitari told him as she put the nightgown over her arm.
He grunted again. "She shouldn't be out with that... boy in the first place."
Savitari gave a little sigh. They had been over this point time and time again. "He's a nice boy," she told her husband. "If things continue between them I'm sure he'll join our faith. We've taught Lavanya well. That's the only way she'll have him."
"The Hindu faith doesn't need people who join just to marry one of our members," Omparkash said.
"I'm sure his conversion would be sincere," she retorted. "Believe me, I worry about our children as much as you do. I wouldn't have fought so hard to let Lavanya date Gautam if I didn't think he was sincere."
"Uh, huh," he said, frowning. He returned to his book, refusing to discuss the matter any further.
Savitari stared at him for a moment and then walked to the bathroom to change into her nightgown. In the Doshi household no one was allowed to see anyone else nude or even partially undressed, not even husband and wife. Savitari had never seen her husband naked, nor had he ever seen her so. It could cause one to be overcome by lust, he said, and that was not allowed. When they made love-something that happened very infrequently these days-it happened in the dark, always in the missionary position, always without removing any clothing.
She locked the door and removed her clothing piece by piece until she stood nude. She put on a fresh pair of underwear and a fresh brassiere, and then pulled the nightgown over her head. Only then did she look into the mirror to check her appearance. Satisfied that no lust-inducing flesh was visible, she left the bathroom, carrying her discarded clothes with her.
Omparkash did not acknowledge her as she passed through the bedroom and out into the hallway. She passed by the room that Lavanya, Kumudavati, and Riddhi shared, and taking a peek inside. All three were either asleep or heading for it. Next she checked on the boys, Jyoti and Brahmaputra. They were both out as well. All was good. She went to the upstairs bathroom the five children shared and groaned good-naturedly at the overflowing laundry hamper. She had held off on doing her daily loads until Lavanya came home, not wanting to miss her clothes. It looked like she had better at least put the darks in so she could dry them before the Puja in the morning.
She put her own clothes in the hamper and carried the entire thing downstairs to the laundry room where she dumped it out on the table. She began to sort through the mass of fabric, dividing the pile into whites, darks, and towels. When she picked up the skirt Lavanya had been wearing she took a look at it. It was still damp where she'd poured the beer over the ice cream stain. She rubbed it a few times, looking for any spots that had been missed and finding none. She was glad her eldest had the common sense to do that. Had she ignored the stain, it might have dried and become impossible to remove. Ice cream was one of the worst things to get off clothes. Right up there with blood.
She set the skirt aside and picked up the white blouse. She was just about to toss it in the whites pile when something caught her eye. The third button down looked funny, like it wasn't hanging there right. She looked closer and saw that her impression was correct. The button was hanging by a single thread. It was about to fall off completely. A look at the buttonhole revealed something else. It had been ripped. It was about half an inch longer than it was supposed to be.
"Lavanya," she whispered to herself. "What have you been doing?"
She dropped the blouse and looked to the pile again. She dug through it until she located the pantyhose her daughter had been wearing. As soon as she picked them up and brought them near her face to examine them, the smell hit her. It was the thick, musky smell of vaginal secretions. The crotch of the pantyhose reeked of it. This was not a result of poor hygiene on Lavanya's part. Lavanya was a very clean girl, and always made sure her clothes were fresh. No, this smell was the smell of lust-the result of a prolonged period of sexual excitement.
Savitari began to suspect that maybe the ice cream stain had not been an ice cream stain after all. She examined the pantyhose a little closer and, sure enough, confirmation came within seconds. On the right leg, about halfway up, was a white, crusty smear. Savitari had seen such stains on her own nightgowns and underwear many times during her married life. She knew exactly what it was.
Her teeth clenched and her eyes closed for a moment as she fought to maintain composure. Finally, she stood up. She left the pantyhose on the laundry table and walked upstairs, her mind reeling. She poked her head into her own bedroom and saw that Omparkash was now asleep, loud snores coming from his mouth, the book resting on his chest. She closed her door and walked across the hall, to the girls' room.
She walked in, moving directly to her oldest daughter's bed.
Lavanya was still awake. Her eyes opened in surprise. "Mom? What's wrong?"
"Come with me," Savitari whispered sternly. "We need to talk."
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Gautam's family was not quite as devout in their worship of God as the Doshi family, and did not actually attend any Puja regularly. They had pretty much degenerated to the point where they only attended on special days such as Buddha Jayanti and Vesak (and, truth be told, they had been prone to missing one or the other of those in recent years). What this meant was that Gautam was still sound asleep at 8:30 the next morning, the only day of the week he could linger in bed as long as he pleased.
The ringing of his cellular phone awakened him perhaps two hours sooner than he would have regained consciousness naturally. His eyes opened and his hand shot out from beneath the covers, groping across his nightstand, nearly knocking over his alarm clock before finally finding it. He pushed the "talk" button with his thumb without even bothering to look at the screen and see who was calling him.
"Yeah?" he grunted, unsure if he was even talking into the mouthpiece or not.
"Gautam?" whispered the voice of Lavanya. "Oh, my God, the worst thing has happened."
This served to wake him up considerably. They had never had intercourse, so she could not be pregnant, so there was only one other possible worst thing she could be talking about. "Your parents found out about last night?" he asked slowly.
"My mom did," she whispered to him. "She knows everything."
A burst of adrenaline went shooting through his body. "Everything?" he squeaked. "You mean... everything?"
"Yes," she said. "She found a ripped button on my blouse when she was going through the laundry last night. And then... and then... she found... you know... a stain."
"I thought you cleaned it off with the beer," he nearly accused.
"I did," she said, somewhat defensively. "But there was another one on the leg of my panty. And there was... well... a smell to the panty. The smell of lust, my mother called it."
"Holy shit," he said softly, adrenaline now flooding him. The last vestiges of sleep left like a rat from a sinking ship. "What did you tell her? Did you come up with something?"
She paused for a while, almost long enough for him to think the connection had been dropped. Finally, she said, "I told her the truth."
He couldn't believe his ears. She had told her the truth? The truth? Was she insane? Teenagers never told their parents the freaking truth! He was unsure how to even respond to her.
She seemed to sense this. "I'm sorry," she said. "I had to. She knew, Gautam. She knew!"
"Holy Fuck, Lavanya .."
"Don't take God's name in vain," she barked at him. "I had to confess my sins to her. It's the first step in repentance."
"Repentance? Holy Shit, Lavanya You..."
"Stop taking bhagwan's name in vain," she nearly yelled this time, tears in her voice. "You're only making it worse."
He took a few deep breaths, trying to calm himself, trying to figure out how to deal with a girl in the midst of religious mania. "Okay," he said at last. "So she knows. What did she do about it? Did she... you know... tell your father?"
"Not yet," Lavanya said. "She said she hasn't decided on that yet. She said she has to pray on it first, to let the bhagwan guide her."
Gautam couldn't help but roll his eyes upward. Of all the girls in the world to hook up with, he had to pick the one from a family of religious whack jobs. "So while she's praying on it, what happens? Are you grounded? Did she forbid you from seeing me?"
"No, nothing like that yet," she said. "After she heard me tell what had happened she asked... you know... a bunch of questions."
"A bunch of questions?"
"To get... uh... the details about what we did."
"Jesus," Gautam whispered, letting his head slump down.
Lavanya let his blasphemy pass this time.
"Anyway, after that, she told me she was going to pray on it and then sent me to bed. She hasn't said a thing to me yet this morning but I can tell something's strange about her. She's staying home from the Puja today and she never does that. She told Dad she was feeling a little under the weather."
"Well, at least she hasn't told him yet," he offered weakly.
"Yeah... yet," she said. "Listen, I have to go now. We're gonna be leaving for the Puja in a few minutes. I just wanted to let you know what happened.
"Lavanya is home safely," Savitari told him as she went to the closet and took out her nightgown. It was a thick, ankle-length piece of clothing in a bland earth tone colour.
"Thank Shri Guru for that," Omparkash grunted, lowering his book just a bit. "I still think we shouldn't have let her stay out that extra thirty minutes."
"She was home on time," Savitari told him as she put the nightgown over her arm.
He grunted again. "She shouldn't be out with that... boy in the first place."
Savitari gave a little sigh. They had been over this point time and time again. "He's a nice boy," she told her husband. "If things continue between them I'm sure he'll join our faith. We've taught Lavanya well. That's the only way she'll have him."
"The Hindu faith doesn't need people who join just to marry one of our members," Omparkash said.
"I'm sure his conversion would be sincere," she retorted. "Believe me, I worry about our children as much as you do. I wouldn't have fought so hard to let Lavanya date Gautam if I didn't think he was sincere."
"Uh, huh," he said, frowning. He returned to his book, refusing to discuss the matter any further.
Savitari stared at him for a moment and then walked to the bathroom to change into her nightgown. In the Doshi household no one was allowed to see anyone else nude or even partially undressed, not even husband and wife. Savitari had never seen her husband naked, nor had he ever seen her so. It could cause one to be overcome by lust, he said, and that was not allowed. When they made love-something that happened very infrequently these days-it happened in the dark, always in the missionary position, always without removing any clothing.
She locked the door and removed her clothing piece by piece until she stood nude. She put on a fresh pair of underwear and a fresh brassiere, and then pulled the nightgown over her head. Only then did she look into the mirror to check her appearance. Satisfied that no lust-inducing flesh was visible, she left the bathroom, carrying her discarded clothes with her.
Omparkash did not acknowledge her as she passed through the bedroom and out into the hallway. She passed by the room that Lavanya, Kumudavati, and Riddhi shared, and taking a peek inside. All three were either asleep or heading for it. Next she checked on the boys, Jyoti and Brahmaputra. They were both out as well. All was good. She went to the upstairs bathroom the five children shared and groaned good-naturedly at the overflowing laundry hamper. She had held off on doing her daily loads until Lavanya came home, not wanting to miss her clothes. It looked like she had better at least put the darks in so she could dry them before the Puja in the morning.
She put her own clothes in the hamper and carried the entire thing downstairs to the laundry room where she dumped it out on the table. She began to sort through the mass of fabric, dividing the pile into whites, darks, and towels. When she picked up the skirt Lavanya had been wearing she took a look at it. It was still damp where she'd poured the beer over the ice cream stain. She rubbed it a few times, looking for any spots that had been missed and finding none. She was glad her eldest had the common sense to do that. Had she ignored the stain, it might have dried and become impossible to remove. Ice cream was one of the worst things to get off clothes. Right up there with blood.
She set the skirt aside and picked up the white blouse. She was just about to toss it in the whites pile when something caught her eye. The third button down looked funny, like it wasn't hanging there right. She looked closer and saw that her impression was correct. The button was hanging by a single thread. It was about to fall off completely. A look at the buttonhole revealed something else. It had been ripped. It was about half an inch longer than it was supposed to be.
"Lavanya," she whispered to herself. "What have you been doing?"
She dropped the blouse and looked to the pile again. She dug through it until she located the pantyhose her daughter had been wearing. As soon as she picked them up and brought them near her face to examine them, the smell hit her. It was the thick, musky smell of vaginal secretions. The crotch of the pantyhose reeked of it. This was not a result of poor hygiene on Lavanya's part. Lavanya was a very clean girl, and always made sure her clothes were fresh. No, this smell was the smell of lust-the result of a prolonged period of sexual excitement.
Savitari began to suspect that maybe the ice cream stain had not been an ice cream stain after all. She examined the pantyhose a little closer and, sure enough, confirmation came within seconds. On the right leg, about halfway up, was a white, crusty smear. Savitari had seen such stains on her own nightgowns and underwear many times during her married life. She knew exactly what it was.
Her teeth clenched and her eyes closed for a moment as she fought to maintain composure. Finally, she stood up. She left the pantyhose on the laundry table and walked upstairs, her mind reeling. She poked her head into her own bedroom and saw that Omparkash was now asleep, loud snores coming from his mouth, the book resting on his chest. She closed her door and walked across the hall, to the girls' room.
She walked in, moving directly to her oldest daughter's bed.
Lavanya was still awake. Her eyes opened in surprise. "Mom? What's wrong?"
"Come with me," Savitari whispered sternly. "We need to talk."
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Gautam's family was not quite as devout in their worship of God as the Doshi family, and did not actually attend any Puja regularly. They had pretty much degenerated to the point where they only attended on special days such as Buddha Jayanti and Vesak (and, truth be told, they had been prone to missing one or the other of those in recent years). What this meant was that Gautam was still sound asleep at 8:30 the next morning, the only day of the week he could linger in bed as long as he pleased.
The ringing of his cellular phone awakened him perhaps two hours sooner than he would have regained consciousness naturally. His eyes opened and his hand shot out from beneath the covers, groping across his nightstand, nearly knocking over his alarm clock before finally finding it. He pushed the "talk" button with his thumb without even bothering to look at the screen and see who was calling him.
"Yeah?" he grunted, unsure if he was even talking into the mouthpiece or not.
"Gautam?" whispered the voice of Lavanya. "Oh, my God, the worst thing has happened."
This served to wake him up considerably. They had never had intercourse, so she could not be pregnant, so there was only one other possible worst thing she could be talking about. "Your parents found out about last night?" he asked slowly.
"My mom did," she whispered to him. "She knows everything."
A burst of adrenaline went shooting through his body. "Everything?" he squeaked. "You mean... everything?"
"Yes," she said. "She found a ripped button on my blouse when she was going through the laundry last night. And then... and then... she found... you know... a stain."
"I thought you cleaned it off with the beer," he nearly accused.
"I did," she said, somewhat defensively. "But there was another one on the leg of my panty. And there was... well... a smell to the panty. The smell of lust, my mother called it."
"Holy shit," he said softly, adrenaline now flooding him. The last vestiges of sleep left like a rat from a sinking ship. "What did you tell her? Did you come up with something?"
She paused for a while, almost long enough for him to think the connection had been dropped. Finally, she said, "I told her the truth."
He couldn't believe his ears. She had told her the truth? The truth? Was she insane? Teenagers never told their parents the freaking truth! He was unsure how to even respond to her.
She seemed to sense this. "I'm sorry," she said. "I had to. She knew, Gautam. She knew!"
"Holy Fuck, Lavanya .."
"Don't take God's name in vain," she barked at him. "I had to confess my sins to her. It's the first step in repentance."
"Repentance? Holy Shit, Lavanya You..."
"Stop taking bhagwan's name in vain," she nearly yelled this time, tears in her voice. "You're only making it worse."
He took a few deep breaths, trying to calm himself, trying to figure out how to deal with a girl in the midst of religious mania. "Okay," he said at last. "So she knows. What did she do about it? Did she... you know... tell your father?"
"Not yet," Lavanya said. "She said she hasn't decided on that yet. She said she has to pray on it first, to let the bhagwan guide her."
Gautam couldn't help but roll his eyes upward. Of all the girls in the world to hook up with, he had to pick the one from a family of religious whack jobs. "So while she's praying on it, what happens? Are you grounded? Did she forbid you from seeing me?"
"No, nothing like that yet," she said. "After she heard me tell what had happened she asked... you know... a bunch of questions."
"A bunch of questions?"
"To get... uh... the details about what we did."
"Jesus," Gautam whispered, letting his head slump down.
Lavanya let his blasphemy pass this time.
"Anyway, after that, she told me she was going to pray on it and then sent me to bed. She hasn't said a thing to me yet this morning but I can tell something's strange about her. She's staying home from the Puja today and she never does that. She told Dad she was feeling a little under the weather."
"Well, at least she hasn't told him yet," he offered weakly.
"Yeah... yet," she said. "Listen, I have to go now. We're gonna be leaving for the Puja in a few minutes. I just wanted to let you know what happened.
"
"Okay," he said. "Thanks, Lavanya. And no matter what happens, I still liked what we did last night."
She didn't return his sentiment. She simply told him goodbye and broke the connection.
He set his phone back down and lay back on the bed, his head reeling. "What a fuckin' mess," he said.
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Twenty minutes later, he was still laying there, staring up at the ceiling, trying to come to grips with everything that had happened in the past twelve hours. What would Lavanya's mother do? What would happen if she told Lavanya's dad? What would happen if they told his parents? While their reaction would probably not be quite as extreme as the Doshi's, his mom and dad would be considerably less than thrilled to find out their son was engaging in the precursors to pre-marital sex. And, since he was nineteen years old and in his sexual prime, the overriding thought that kept occurring to him was: had this incident destroyed his chances of ever having sex with Lavanya?
Gautam was still a virgin himself. Though the girls had liked him back in high school, none had ever consented to do anything more than give him a few kisses, usually on the cheek. He was one of those boys they'd declared "too nice" to have sex with. They would keep their relationships on a friendship level with him while boffing every buffoon with a nice car and an impressive set of biceps. Lavanya was his first real girlfriend, the first girl he had ever French kissed, the first whose breasts he had fondled, his number one prospect for finally shedding the stigma of virginity. He had come so close, had worked so hard to get to the point he had been at last night. Was it all destroyed now?
His cell phone began to ring again. He quickly snatched it up, looking at the display and saw it was showing Lavanya's cell phone number. She was calling him back. Did she have good news or bad news? Was she breaking up with him as part of her repentance?
He pushed the button and put the phone to his ear. "Lavanya?" he said. "What happened? Did you stay home from the Puja?"
"This is Mrs. Doshi, Gautam," a steely voice replied. "I'm the one who stayed home from the Puja."
Another burst of adrenaline went shooting through his body. Oh shit, he thought to himself. "Um... oh... uh... hi, uh... Mrs. Doshi," he stammered. "How are... uh... how are you today?"
"My soul is in turmoil, Gautam," she told him.
Her soul was in freaking turmoil? Jesus! How was someone supposed to respond to that? "I'm uh... sorry to hear that, Mrs. Doshi."
"You and I need to have a talk, Gautam," she said.
"A talk?" he said weakly. "Now? Um... about what?"
"You know what we need to talk about. I just finished looking through Lavanya's call log on her phone. She called you this morning, about twenty minutes ago in fact. I'm sure she told you about the conversation she and I had last night."
"Oh, that," he said, his mind desperately trying to think of a way to get out of this conversation. "Well, uh, look... It's, you know, not as bad as you think."
"You led my daughter into sin," she said simply. "I need to talk to you about it. I want you to come over to my house, Gautam. We need to talk about this."
"Over to your house?" he squeaked. "I can't really do that right now. I have to..."
"I expect you here in the next thirty minutes," she said. "If you're not, I will be contacting the police."
"The police?"
"The police," she confirmed. "Have you forgotten that you are nineteen years old and that Lavanya is seventeen? While you did not engage in actual intercourse with my daughter-thank the Bhagwan for that-you did engage in a sex crime with a minor. I will have you arrested, and I will push and fight for the maximum penalty if you are not standing before me in the next thirty minutes. Do I make myself clear, Gautam?"
Holy shit! In all of his speculating about worst-case scenarios over the past twenty minutes, the possibility of police and legal involvement had not even crossed his mind. Would she really do that? Was what he had done really illegal? The answer to both of those questions, he feared, was yes. "Uh, yeah," he finally said. "You make yourself very clear, Mrs. Doshi."
"Then I'll be seeing you soon?"
"Yes, I guess you will."
"Very well," she said. A second later, the connection broke.
Gautam took a deep breath, trying to calm himself. It didn't really work. Finally, he got out of bed and began to get dressed.
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He pulled up in front of the Doshi house twenty-three minutes later. As he walked up the front sidewalk, he felt like a man walking up the scaffolding to his execution. He stood before the doorway for a few moments, his finger poised over the doorbell button, afraid to ring it. Finally, figuring he might as well get this over with, he pushed it, hearing the faint chiming of Amazing Grace playing from inside.
The door opened and Mrs. Doshi stood there, her expression stern. She was dressed as usual, in a calf-length skirt and a sleeved blouse. Today the skirt was black and the blouse was white. One difference that Gautam vaguely noted through his fear was that she was that she was not wearing pantyhose, something he had never seen her or Lavanya do before. He noticed this only because the endlessly horny part of his mind-the part that apparently didn't even shut down when one was going to one's doom-liked the way her lower legs looked.
"Come in, Gautam," Mrs. Doshi said, standing aside and allowing him entry.
"Thank you," he mumbled, more out of reflex than anything. He followed her in and she led him to the family room, a tastefully decorated portion of the house that contained fashionable furniture, a large screen television, and, of course, a leather-bound Book of Hindu on the coffee table.
"Have a seat," she said, pointing to the couch.
He did as asked and she sat down next to him, a respectable distance away. She continued to look at him, her expression now featureless. He remained silent, waiting for her to initiate the conversation.
"I must say," she said, "that I'm very disappointed in you, Gautam. Very disappointed."
He cast his eyes downward. "I'm sorry, Mrs. Doshi," he told her. "I guess things... you know... got a little out of control last night."
Her gaze sharpened a little. "A little out of control?" she asked. "Is that what you call it? You take my daughter out after work and park in a dark place with her. You engage in forbidden sexuality with her there. You bring her home with her blouse ripped over her bosom, her body stinking of the smell of lust, and with a semen stain on her pantyhose. She then proceeds to lie to me with a straight face, telling me she went out with you to an ice cream parlor. Is that what you call a little out of control?"
"I'm sorry," he mumbled, unsure what else to say. What did this woman want from him?
"I like you, Gautam, I really do," she said. "That's why I fought so hard with my husband to permit Lavanya to continue dating you. I thought you were a very nice boy from a good family and that, if things progressed that far, you would eventually make a good husband for her. Of course, that would only have happened if you'd agreed to become a member of the Hindu Faith, but you seemed a moral enough person to respect that. Now, I'm not so sure about your morality. Is this how Baptists are raised?"
"No, Ma'am," he said, ashamed. "My parents raised me better than this. I sinned with Lavanya last night and I know it."
Her eyes softened the tiniest bit. "I'm very glad to hear you say that," she said. "Are you sincere?"
He nodded, only partially lying to her. After all, he had been brought up in a religious family and he knew that what he had been pushing Lavanya to do was wrong in the eyes of the Bhagwan.
"I believe you," she said softly. "Are you prepared to redeem yourself in the eyes of your Bhagwan? To atone for your sin?"
"Yes," he said. "I am."
She smiled a little, a smile that seemed just a little out of place on her face, although he could not quite put his finger on why.
"Okay then," she said. "The first step on the road to redemption is confession. I want you to tell me exactly what you and Lavanya did last night, from beginning to end."
"You want me to... to... tell you?" he asked, his eyes widening.
"To confess," she said, scooting a little bit closer and turning her body more towards him. "I want to know what you did to lead my daughter into this temptation, and to know what she did to encourage it. Now remember, I've already heard the story from her. Don't lie to me."
He swallowed nervously. Just what the hell was going on here? She wanted to hear the details of their encounter? Why? Was it just so she could confirm what Lavanya had told her? To see if there were any details she had left out?
"Mrs. Doshi," he said. "I'm not sure I should. You know? I mean, what Lavanya and I did was kind of private."
"What you did was a sin," she said sternly. "And confession is how you begin to absolve yourself. Now lets start with whose idea it was to go park behind the store instead of going to the ice cream parlor. Was it your idea?"
He sighed, feeling like a trapped animal. "Yes," he said. "I suggested it right after she got done calling you."
"And did she agree to go with you right away?"
He shook his head. "No, I had to kind of talk her into it."
"How did you do that?"
"You know? Just by talking?"
She scowled. "What did you say to her?"
Christ, this was getting deep. "Um. I told her that I really liked kissing her and that I wanted to do it some more."
"So you two had kissed in a passionate manner before?"
He nodded. "A couple of times."
"And you did this despite the fact that the handbook on dating I gave you at the start of your relationship with Lavanya specifically forbids French kissing?"
He gulped. "Yes, Ma'am."
"And do you remember why it forbids this method of passionate kissing to those who are unmarried?"
"Yes, Ma'am.
"Okay," he said. "Thanks, Lavanya. And no matter what happens, I still liked what we did last night."
She didn't return his sentiment. She simply told him goodbye and broke the connection.
He set his phone back down and lay back on the bed, his head reeling. "What a fuckin' mess," he said.
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Twenty minutes later, he was still laying there, staring up at the ceiling, trying to come to grips with everything that had happened in the past twelve hours. What would Lavanya's mother do? What would happen if she told Lavanya's dad? What would happen if they told his parents? While their reaction would probably not be quite as extreme as the Doshi's, his mom and dad would be considerably less than thrilled to find out their son was engaging in the precursors to pre-marital sex. And, since he was nineteen years old and in his sexual prime, the overriding thought that kept occurring to him was: had this incident destroyed his chances of ever having sex with Lavanya?
Gautam was still a virgin himself. Though the girls had liked him back in high school, none had ever consented to do anything more than give him a few kisses, usually on the cheek. He was one of those boys they'd declared "too nice" to have sex with. They would keep their relationships on a friendship level with him while boffing every buffoon with a nice car and an impressive set of biceps. Lavanya was his first real girlfriend, the first girl he had ever French kissed, the first whose breasts he had fondled, his number one prospect for finally shedding the stigma of virginity. He had come so close, had worked so hard to get to the point he had been at last night. Was it all destroyed now?
His cell phone began to ring again. He quickly snatched it up, looking at the display and saw it was showing Lavanya's cell phone number. She was calling him back. Did she have good news or bad news? Was she breaking up with him as part of her repentance?
He pushed the button and put the phone to his ear. "Lavanya?" he said. "What happened? Did you stay home from the Puja?"
"This is Mrs. Doshi, Gautam," a steely voice replied. "I'm the one who stayed home from the Puja."
Another burst of adrenaline went shooting through his body. Oh shit, he thought to himself. "Um... oh... uh... hi, uh... Mrs. Doshi," he stammered. "How are... uh... how are you today?"
"My soul is in turmoil, Gautam," she told him.
Her soul was in freaking turmoil? Jesus! How was someone supposed to respond to that? "I'm uh... sorry to hear that, Mrs. Doshi."
"You and I need to have a talk, Gautam," she said.
"A talk?" he said weakly. "Now? Um... about what?"
"You know what we need to talk about. I just finished looking through Lavanya's call log on her phone. She called you this morning, about twenty minutes ago in fact. I'm sure she told you about the conversation she and I had last night."
"Oh, that," he said, his mind desperately trying to think of a way to get out of this conversation. "Well, uh, look... It's, you know, not as bad as you think."
"You led my daughter into sin," she said simply. "I need to talk to you about it. I want you to come over to my house, Gautam. We need to talk about this."
"Over to your house?" he squeaked. "I can't really do that right now. I have to..."
"I expect you here in the next thirty minutes," she said. "If you're not, I will be contacting the police."
"The police?"
"The police," she confirmed. "Have you forgotten that you are nineteen years old and that Lavanya is seventeen? While you did not engage in actual intercourse with my daughter-thank the Bhagwan for that-you did engage in a sex crime with a minor. I will have you arrested, and I will push and fight for the maximum penalty if you are not standing before me in the next thirty minutes. Do I make myself clear, Gautam?"
Holy shit! In all of his speculating about worst-case scenarios over the past twenty minutes, the possibility of police and legal involvement had not even crossed his mind. Would she really do that? Was what he had done really illegal? The answer to both of those questions, he feared, was yes. "Uh, yeah," he finally said. "You make yourself very clear, Mrs. Doshi."
"Then I'll be seeing you soon?"
"Yes, I guess you will."
"Very well," she said. A second later, the connection broke.
Gautam took a deep breath, trying to calm himself. It didn't really work. Finally, he got out of bed and began to get dressed.
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He pulled up in front of the Doshi house twenty-three minutes later. As he walked up the front sidewalk, he felt like a man walking up the scaffolding to his execution. He stood before the doorway for a few moments, his finger poised over the doorbell button, afraid to ring it. Finally, figuring he might as well get this over with, he pushed it, hearing the faint chiming of Amazing Grace playing from inside.
The door opened and Mrs. Doshi stood there, her expression stern. She was dressed as usual, in a calf-length skirt and a sleeved blouse. Today the skirt was black and the blouse was white. One difference that Gautam vaguely noted through his fear was that she was that she was not wearing pantyhose, something he had never seen her or Lavanya do before. He noticed this only because the endlessly horny part of his mind-the part that apparently didn't even shut down when one was going to one's doom-liked the way her lower legs looked.
"Come in, Gautam," Mrs. Doshi said, standing aside and allowing him entry.
"Thank you," he mumbled, more out of reflex than anything. He followed her in and she led him to the family room, a tastefully decorated portion of the house that contained fashionable furniture, a large screen television, and, of course, a leather-bound Book of Hindu on the coffee table.
"Have a seat," she said, pointing to the couch.
He did as asked and she sat down next to him, a respectable distance away. She continued to look at him, her expression now featureless. He remained silent, waiting for her to initiate the conversation.
"I must say," she said, "that I'm very disappointed in you, Gautam. Very disappointed."
He cast his eyes downward. "I'm sorry, Mrs. Doshi," he told her. "I guess things... you know... got a little out of control last night."
Her gaze sharpened a little. "A little out of control?" she asked. "Is that what you call it? You take my daughter out after work and park in a dark place with her. You engage in forbidden sexuality with her there. You bring her home with her blouse ripped over her bosom, her body stinking of the smell of lust, and with a semen stain on her pantyhose. She then proceeds to lie to me with a straight face, telling me she went out with you to an ice cream parlor. Is that what you call a little out of control?"
"I'm sorry," he mumbled, unsure what else to say. What did this woman want from him?
"I like you, Gautam, I really do," she said. "That's why I fought so hard with my husband to permit Lavanya to continue dating you. I thought you were a very nice boy from a good family and that, if things progressed that far, you would eventually make a good husband for her. Of course, that would only have happened if you'd agreed to become a member of the Hindu Faith, but you seemed a moral enough person to respect that. Now, I'm not so sure about your morality. Is this how Baptists are raised?"
"No, Ma'am," he said, ashamed. "My parents raised me better than this. I sinned with Lavanya last night and I know it."
Her eyes softened the tiniest bit. "I'm very glad to hear you say that," she said. "Are you sincere?"
He nodded, only partially lying to her. After all, he had been brought up in a religious family and he knew that what he had been pushing Lavanya to do was wrong in the eyes of the Bhagwan.
"I believe you," she said softly. "Are you prepared to redeem yourself in the eyes of your Bhagwan? To atone for your sin?"
"Yes," he said. "I am."
She smiled a little, a smile that seemed just a little out of place on her face, although he could not quite put his finger on why.
"Okay then," she said. "The first step on the road to redemption is confession. I want you to tell me exactly what you and Lavanya did last night, from beginning to end."
"You want me to... to... tell you?" he asked, his eyes widening.
"To confess," she said, scooting a little bit closer and turning her body more towards him. "I want to know what you did to lead my daughter into this temptation, and to know what she did to encourage it. Now remember, I've already heard the story from her. Don't lie to me."
He swallowed nervously. Just what the hell was going on here? She wanted to hear the details of their encounter? Why? Was it just so she could confirm what Lavanya had told her? To see if there were any details she had left out?
"Mrs. Doshi," he said. "I'm not sure I should. You know? I mean, what Lavanya and I did was kind of private."
"What you did was a sin," she said sternly. "And confession is how you begin to absolve yourself. Now lets start with whose idea it was to go park behind the store instead of going to the ice cream parlor. Was it your idea?"
He sighed, feeling like a trapped animal. "Yes," he said. "I suggested it right after she got done calling you."
"And did she agree to go with you right away?"
He shook his head. "No, I had to kind of talk her into it."
"How did you do that?"
"You know? Just by talking?"
She scowled. "What did you say to her?"
Christ, this was getting deep. "Um. I told her that I really liked kissing her and that I wanted to do it some more."
"So you two had kissed in a passionate manner before?"
He nodded. "A couple of times."
"And you did this despite the fact that the handbook on dating I gave you at the start of your relationship with Lavanya specifically forbids French kissing?"
He gulped. "Yes, Ma'am."
"And do you remember why it forbids this method of passionate kissing to those who are unmarried?"
"Yes, Ma'am.
Because you might be overcome by lust." Despite his fear and shame, he was forced to congratulate himself for saying this with a straight face.
"That's right," she said, her expression softening again. "And is that what happened to you and Lavanya?"
"That's what happened," he said. "We were overcome."
"When you were parked in the car and you were kissing her, sticking your tongue in her mouth, feeling her tongue in your mouth, what happened to your body?"
"To my body?" he asked.
She looked down at his crotch pointedly. "You know what I mean," she said.
He blushed scarlet. "Well, you know. The usual thing."
"The usual thing?" she said. "Are you trying to say that you got an erection?"
His blush deepened. "Yes, Ma'am," he said. "I guess I did."
"And once you were erect, you had the desire for release, did you not?"
"Um, yeah," he muttered. "I suppose I did."
"So what did you do next?" she asked.
"Well, we kissed some more," he said.
"And where were your hands during this time?"
"They were, um, on her waist, I think."
"Show me," she said.
He paused for a second. "Show you?"
"Come here, closer to me," she said. "I want you to put your hands on me where you put them on her."
Gautam wasn't sure he had heard her correctly. "Ma'am?" he said.
"Its okay," she said. "I'm sure my old, married body isn't going to tempt you into lust. I just want to see how you were touching her."
"Why?" he asked.
"Because I'm trying to understand how you led her into temptation," she said. "It will help me instruct her and my other daughters on how to avoid it in the future. Now come here please."
Reluctantly, he scooted forward, his mind trying to find sense in what she had said. When his legs were next to hers, he turned towards her. Awkwardly he reached out with trembling hands and placed them demurely on her waist, just above the hips. This was more or less where they'd been with Lavanya the night before, although not with near the grip.
"I think you were probably holding her a little tighter than that, weren't you?" she asked.
"Yes, Ma'am," he agreed. He tightened up his grasp a bit, so he could feel her curves beneath her blouse. She was softer than Lavanya, he found. Soft in a motherly way. Despite the strangeness and the adrenaline of the situation, he felt a burst of sexual arousal beginning. His penis stiffened up just the smallest bit, a little blood starting to fill it.
"And while you were kissing her," Mrs. Doshi said, her voice a little softer now, "your upper body was pushed up against her, correct?"
"I suppose," he mumbled.
"Show me."
"You mean... do it?"
"Yes," she said, putting her hands up on his shoulders.
This was getting weirder by the second. Nevertheless, he leaned forward, pushing his upper body into hers. His face came to within inches of hers and he felt the push of her ample breasts against his chest. Her arms came around his back and her fingernails made a slight scratching on his skin. His penis was now definitely interested in what was going on. The blood began to fill it more rapidly. He tried to will it back down before it got big enough to notice but it was having none of that.
"You were touching each other inside the strike zone," Mrs. Doshi whispered to his face. He felt her breath against his lips and nose. It smelled sweet. Like mint. "That, too, is specifically forbidden, is it not?"
"Yes," he answered, his voice not quite steady.
"Do you see why?" she asked. "Do you see how it incites lust? How it makes you long to do other things? To strive for release of your sexual energy in an inappropriate way?"
"Yes," he said again, squirming a little, trying to keep his penis from bulging out.
"You touched her leg next, didn't you?"
"Yeah, I guess I did."
"How did you get your hand there?"
"Well, I just put it there," he told her.
"Show me."
"You mean... ?"
"Show me," she repeated, her tongue now sliding out and licking across her upper lip for the briefest of instances.
What the hell was going on here? Surely not what he thought was going on here. While pondering that, he did as he was told. He brought his left hand down and set it on her knee, which was still covered by her skirt.
"Lavanya said your hand came down on her bare knee," she said.
"Uh... well... it did," he said. "But uh... her dress was kind of... you know... pulled up a little."
"And who pulled it up?"
"Well... I did."
"Show me how you did it, Gautam. Don't go changing things."
He repeated his maneuver, performing it as he did the night before. His hand dropped to her leg below the hem of her skirt, near her upper shin. He then slid it slowly upward, his fingertips caressing her smooth flesh, the back of his hand pushing the skirt up her legs as it went. Gautam's breathing picked up a few notches as he did this, more so than it had when he'd done it to Lavanya the night before. He was touching Mrs. Doshi's bare flesh instead of her pantyhose. And she was a married woman nearly twice his age. His penis was now at full staff, standing proudly, bulging out of his pants in a most noticeable fashion.
And notice it Mrs. Doshi did. She looked down at it, staring at it. "I guess my old married body does trigger lust in you, doesn't it?" she asked him.
"I'm sorry, Mrs. Doshi," he stammered. "I can't help it."
"Do you see why we forbid this sort of activity, Gautam?" she asked, her hands now tracing soft, sensuous circles around his back. "Can you feel the lust permeating your body? Can you feel Satan at work within you?"
"Yeah," he breathed, trembling now. "I feel it."
"And you're not even kissing me," she said. "The activity that set all this in motion in the first place."
He wasn't sure what to say to that. He decided that she had probably made whatever point she had been trying to make and he could let go of her now. He started to pull back.
"No," she barked. "Keep your hands there. You haven't told me how the rest of it went."
"Uh... what else do you want to know?"
"At some point after you put your hand on her knee, you stopped kissing her mouth, correct?"
"Well, I think..."
"Where did you kiss her next?"
He swallowed, looking into her bright gray eyes behind her glasses. They were shining in a way that wasn't quite sane. "Her neck?" he offered tentatively.
"That's what she said," she told him, a smile forming on her face. She licked her lips again. "She told me that's when she began to become overpowered with lust, when Satan truly went to work on her."
"Really?" he said, feeling absurdly proud of himself despite the weirdness of this situation.
"Really," she said. "Do it to me so I can see."
"D-d-do it to you?"
"Kiss my neck like you kissed hers," she said, letting her head fall back a bit. "I need to know what kind of sensation is able to arouse such lust. I need to know so that I can instruct my boys to avoid utilizing it."
That sounded like the biggest line of bullshit he'd ever heard in his life. He suddenly realized, perhaps a bit belatedly, that Mrs. Doshi was getting hot! She liked being pressed up against him, his hands on her, her hands on him! She liked it and was trying to justify it. Holy fucking shit! She was being overcome by lust!
"Come on," she said, almost growling. "Do it. Omparkash never kisses my neck when we make love. He says its wrong, even within marriage. I need to know what it feels like."
"Uh, well, okay," he said, still trying to grapple with the epiphany he'd just had. He licked his own lips and then nervously leaned forward, towards her neck. She let her head fall back on her shoulders as he did so, exposing her entire expanse of neck flesh to his gaze. It was a sexy neck, he realized, the kind a man liked to kiss on. He put his lips on it, just above the collarbone, and kissed her. He started to pull back.
"You didn't just kiss her like that," she said. "Do it like you did it to Lavanya!"
"Okay," he said. He leaned forward again, this time giving her a real kiss on the neck. He let his wet lips slide back and forth, let the tip of his tongue poke out and caress the warm flesh. He tasted the salt of her skin, felt the smoothness of it. He could not believe he was actually doing this.
"Ohhh," she half groaned, her legs falling open a bit, just as her daughter's had the night before. "I can see how that would arouse Satan. Keep doing it. I think I'm starting to understand."
He didn't answer her. He just kept doing it. By now, his confusion was starting to be swallowed by his own lust. He was holding a hot woman in his arms, feeling her tits against his chest, and kissing her neck. And she was liking it! She was encouraging him to continue it! Doubts began to flow towards the back of his mind. His cock began to throb with the beat of his heart.
"She told me... she told me that you began to move your hand higher on her leg."
"Mmm-hmm," he affirmed, giving a particularly long lick.
"Do it," she said. "Show me how you tempted her."
He did it, sliding his hand up the inside of her right thigh. He didn't bother with the cautiousness he'd displayed with Lavanya, nor did he stop at the lower thigh. He slid it up high on her leg, nearly to her upper thigh. God, her legs were hot. They were a little chunkier than Lavanya's, that was true, but they were bare and very sexy. The first bare legs he'd ever touched. The skin was so soft, so warm, so touchable.
Mrs. Doshi's thighs opened much wider at his touch than her daughter's had. Her growing lust seemed to be hitting her with more force. She moaned at his touch, her hands sliding down to his ass and squeezing it. "This is what she said she did to you," she panted. "Is that right?"
"Yeah," he grunted against her neck. "That's what she did." He continued kissing her there, moving around her throat to the other side, licking and sucking and biting his way along.
"That's right," she said, her expression softening again. "And is that what happened to you and Lavanya?"
"That's what happened," he said. "We were overcome."
"When you were parked in the car and you were kissing her, sticking your tongue in her mouth, feeling her tongue in your mouth, what happened to your body?"
"To my body?" he asked.
She looked down at his crotch pointedly. "You know what I mean," she said.
He blushed scarlet. "Well, you know. The usual thing."
"The usual thing?" she said. "Are you trying to say that you got an erection?"
His blush deepened. "Yes, Ma'am," he said. "I guess I did."
"And once you were erect, you had the desire for release, did you not?"
"Um, yeah," he muttered. "I suppose I did."
"So what did you do next?" she asked.
"Well, we kissed some more," he said.
"And where were your hands during this time?"
"They were, um, on her waist, I think."
"Show me," she said.
He paused for a second. "Show you?"
"Come here, closer to me," she said. "I want you to put your hands on me where you put them on her."
Gautam wasn't sure he had heard her correctly. "Ma'am?" he said.
"Its okay," she said. "I'm sure my old, married body isn't going to tempt you into lust. I just want to see how you were touching her."
"Why?" he asked.
"Because I'm trying to understand how you led her into temptation," she said. "It will help me instruct her and my other daughters on how to avoid it in the future. Now come here please."
Reluctantly, he scooted forward, his mind trying to find sense in what she had said. When his legs were next to hers, he turned towards her. Awkwardly he reached out with trembling hands and placed them demurely on her waist, just above the hips. This was more or less where they'd been with Lavanya the night before, although not with near the grip.
"I think you were probably holding her a little tighter than that, weren't you?" she asked.
"Yes, Ma'am," he agreed. He tightened up his grasp a bit, so he could feel her curves beneath her blouse. She was softer than Lavanya, he found. Soft in a motherly way. Despite the strangeness and the adrenaline of the situation, he felt a burst of sexual arousal beginning. His penis stiffened up just the smallest bit, a little blood starting to fill it.
"And while you were kissing her," Mrs. Doshi said, her voice a little softer now, "your upper body was pushed up against her, correct?"
"I suppose," he mumbled.
"Show me."
"You mean... do it?"
"Yes," she said, putting her hands up on his shoulders.
This was getting weirder by the second. Nevertheless, he leaned forward, pushing his upper body into hers. His face came to within inches of hers and he felt the push of her ample breasts against his chest. Her arms came around his back and her fingernails made a slight scratching on his skin. His penis was now definitely interested in what was going on. The blood began to fill it more rapidly. He tried to will it back down before it got big enough to notice but it was having none of that.
"You were touching each other inside the strike zone," Mrs. Doshi whispered to his face. He felt her breath against his lips and nose. It smelled sweet. Like mint. "That, too, is specifically forbidden, is it not?"
"Yes," he answered, his voice not quite steady.
"Do you see why?" she asked. "Do you see how it incites lust? How it makes you long to do other things? To strive for release of your sexual energy in an inappropriate way?"
"Yes," he said again, squirming a little, trying to keep his penis from bulging out.
"You touched her leg next, didn't you?"
"Yeah, I guess I did."
"How did you get your hand there?"
"Well, I just put it there," he told her.
"Show me."
"You mean... ?"
"Show me," she repeated, her tongue now sliding out and licking across her upper lip for the briefest of instances.
What the hell was going on here? Surely not what he thought was going on here. While pondering that, he did as he was told. He brought his left hand down and set it on her knee, which was still covered by her skirt.
"Lavanya said your hand came down on her bare knee," she said.
"Uh... well... it did," he said. "But uh... her dress was kind of... you know... pulled up a little."
"And who pulled it up?"
"Well... I did."
"Show me how you did it, Gautam. Don't go changing things."
He repeated his maneuver, performing it as he did the night before. His hand dropped to her leg below the hem of her skirt, near her upper shin. He then slid it slowly upward, his fingertips caressing her smooth flesh, the back of his hand pushing the skirt up her legs as it went. Gautam's breathing picked up a few notches as he did this, more so than it had when he'd done it to Lavanya the night before. He was touching Mrs. Doshi's bare flesh instead of her pantyhose. And she was a married woman nearly twice his age. His penis was now at full staff, standing proudly, bulging out of his pants in a most noticeable fashion.
And notice it Mrs. Doshi did. She looked down at it, staring at it. "I guess my old married body does trigger lust in you, doesn't it?" she asked him.
"I'm sorry, Mrs. Doshi," he stammered. "I can't help it."
"Do you see why we forbid this sort of activity, Gautam?" she asked, her hands now tracing soft, sensuous circles around his back. "Can you feel the lust permeating your body? Can you feel Satan at work within you?"
"Yeah," he breathed, trembling now. "I feel it."
"And you're not even kissing me," she said. "The activity that set all this in motion in the first place."
He wasn't sure what to say to that. He decided that she had probably made whatever point she had been trying to make and he could let go of her now. He started to pull back.
"No," she barked. "Keep your hands there. You haven't told me how the rest of it went."
"Uh... what else do you want to know?"
"At some point after you put your hand on her knee, you stopped kissing her mouth, correct?"
"Well, I think..."
"Where did you kiss her next?"
He swallowed, looking into her bright gray eyes behind her glasses. They were shining in a way that wasn't quite sane. "Her neck?" he offered tentatively.
"That's what she said," she told him, a smile forming on her face. She licked her lips again. "She told me that's when she began to become overpowered with lust, when Satan truly went to work on her."
"Really?" he said, feeling absurdly proud of himself despite the weirdness of this situation.
"Really," she said. "Do it to me so I can see."
"D-d-do it to you?"
"Kiss my neck like you kissed hers," she said, letting her head fall back a bit. "I need to know what kind of sensation is able to arouse such lust. I need to know so that I can instruct my boys to avoid utilizing it."
That sounded like the biggest line of bullshit he'd ever heard in his life. He suddenly realized, perhaps a bit belatedly, that Mrs. Doshi was getting hot! She liked being pressed up against him, his hands on her, her hands on him! She liked it and was trying to justify it. Holy fucking shit! She was being overcome by lust!
"Come on," she said, almost growling. "Do it. Omparkash never kisses my neck when we make love. He says its wrong, even within marriage. I need to know what it feels like."
"Uh, well, okay," he said, still trying to grapple with the epiphany he'd just had. He licked his own lips and then nervously leaned forward, towards her neck. She let her head fall back on her shoulders as he did so, exposing her entire expanse of neck flesh to his gaze. It was a sexy neck, he realized, the kind a man liked to kiss on. He put his lips on it, just above the collarbone, and kissed her. He started to pull back.
"You didn't just kiss her like that," she said. "Do it like you did it to Lavanya!"
"Okay," he said. He leaned forward again, this time giving her a real kiss on the neck. He let his wet lips slide back and forth, let the tip of his tongue poke out and caress the warm flesh. He tasted the salt of her skin, felt the smoothness of it. He could not believe he was actually doing this.
"Ohhh," she half groaned, her legs falling open a bit, just as her daughter's had the night before. "I can see how that would arouse Satan. Keep doing it. I think I'm starting to understand."
He didn't answer her. He just kept doing it. By now, his confusion was starting to be swallowed by his own lust. He was holding a hot woman in his arms, feeling her tits against his chest, and kissing her neck. And she was liking it! She was encouraging him to continue it! Doubts began to flow towards the back of his mind. His cock began to throb with the beat of his heart.
"She told me... she told me that you began to move your hand higher on her leg."
"Mmm-hmm," he affirmed, giving a particularly long lick.
"Do it," she said. "Show me how you tempted her."
He did it, sliding his hand up the inside of her right thigh. He didn't bother with the cautiousness he'd displayed with Lavanya, nor did he stop at the lower thigh. He slid it up high on her leg, nearly to her upper thigh. God, her legs were hot. They were a little chunkier than Lavanya's, that was true, but they were bare and very sexy. The first bare legs he'd ever touched. The skin was so soft, so warm, so touchable.
Mrs. Doshi's thighs opened much wider at his touch than her daughter's had. Her growing lust seemed to be hitting her with more force. She moaned at his touch, her hands sliding down to his ass and squeezing it. "This is what she said she did to you," she panted. "Is that right?"
"Yeah," he grunted against her neck. "That's what she did." He continued kissing her there, moving around her throat to the other side, licking and sucking and biting his way along.
"And then you started touching her breasts," Mrs. Doshi said next. It was not a question. "Show me. Touch mine the way you touched hers."
He was now quite turned on, beyond the point of purely rational thought. He removed his hand from her leg and moved it up to her chest. He didn't bother with the coy preliminaries of the slow approach and the cup through the shirt. He had a pretty good idea which lustful sensation she was after. He drove his fingers into the gap of her shirt, his fingertips touching the top of her tit and the band of her bra. He didn't try to worm it in. Instead, he pushed hard, forcing it in. The shirt separated with a rip of tearing cloth. The button flew off like it had been launched from a gun, flying more than ten feet across the room. He pushed his fingertips into the top of her bra and her entire tit was suddenly in his hand. It was larger than Lavanya's, the skin hot, jiggly, the nipple huge, swollen, and firm.
"Oh yes," Mrs. Doshi moaned against him. "I'm starting to see how you did it now. I'm starting to see how the evil of lust can go to work on someone."
"Fuckin' aye," he couldn't help but grunt.
She either didn't notice his profanity or simply chose to ignore it. He wasn't sure and didn't care. He continued to squeeze and fondle her tit and she became hotter by the second. He took some more initiative, moving on to the next step without waiting for her to ask. He removed his lips from her neck and placed them on her mouth. She opened her mouth greedily at the contact, her tongue driving out and invading his mouth, swirling together with his own tongue.
"Yes," she panted between kisses. "This is the work of Satan, no doubt about it."
Her legs fell open further, almost obscenely wide. Her skirt rode up on its own, baring them all the way to the upper thighs. He broke the kiss for a moment.
"Should I do what I did next?" he asked her.
"Yes," she said. "Oh, God, yes. Show me how you tempted her. Show me!"
Ever the obedient soul, he removed his hand from her breast and dropped it between those thighs, high up, where the skin was particularly soft. He moved it upwards, reaching out, searching. It was here that he discovered she was not wearing any underwear. His knuckles touched crinkly hair and then a hot, smooth wetness. He groaned as he realized he was actually touching her bare pussy. And it was saturated with her juices, absolutely soaked with them.
"Oh, Bhagwan," he blasphemed, turning his hand inward and putting his fingertips on her slippery slit. He felt up and down its length, getting his fingers wet, memorizing the sensation of his first bare pussy. He slid a finger inside of her experimentally. She moaned loudly into his mouth, encouraging him to do more. He did so, putting a second and then a third finger in. He began to move them in and out.
"Yesssss," Mrs. Doshi moaned. "Oh yesssss. This is Satan's tool. This is lust! Rub my clitoris! Rub it while you... while you... put your fingers in me!"
It took some doing, but he finally found the nub of her swollen clit with his thumb and began to rub on it while his fingers drove in and out of her. She nearly screamed into his mouth, her tongue losing its rhythm, her teeth nipping at his upper lip and then sucking them. Her hand shot out and was suddenly on the bulge in his pants. She rubbed it up and down a few times and then grabbed at the button holding the pants closed. She ripped it open and then pulled, forcing the zipper down. Her hand shot into his pants and was suddenly around his cock, stroking it, feeling it.
"So hard," she said. "So hard. Do you feel what lust does to you? What it makes people do?"
"Yeah," he breathed, breaking the kiss. "I feel it." He lowered his mouth to her chest, his free hand pulling her blouse open, popping off three more buttons. She didn't seem to mind in the least. He grasped the edge of her bra and yanked it down, uncovering her left breast. The nipple was standing up proudly. He put his mouth on it, slurping at it, tonguing it.
"Ohhhh," she moaned. "Yessssssss. Suck my breast! Suck my breast, you Goddamned sinner!"
He continued to suck her breast and she pushed his pants down further, taking the underwear with it, completely freeing his proudly stiff cock. She stroked it a few more times, her soft hand becoming more aggressive, more probing. She felt his balls, squeezing them a little, keeping the pressure just on the right side of the line between pain and pleasure.
"You wanted to put this penis in Lavanya, didn't you?" she asked him. "You wanted to violate her with it."
"Yes," he said from around her nipple. What would be the point of lying?
"Show me," she said, releasing him. "Show me what you wanted to do."
"Show you?" he asked, uncertainty swarming back. Did she mean that he should... should... show her?
Her hands grabbed him by the ears and pulled his face up. She tugged him upward. "Show me what you would've done if she'd let you," she said, her face now a mask of raw desire. "I need to know. I need to feel what you were trying to do."
He hesitated a little further, his mind reeling with conflicting emotions.
"Come on!" she said impatiently. "Fuck me, you pagan sinner! Show me how you wanted to violate my daughter!"
The emotional turmoil was quickly overridden by his lust. There was a beautiful woman lying before him and telling him to fuck her. Who was he to question her motivations? Another growl escaped his throat and he pushed himself upwards. She opened her legs even further, her skirt sliding the rest of the way up. He could now see the dripping pussy he had been fingering. It was covered with a nest of shiny black hair that was now damp and matted. The lips were swollen and open invitingly. The clit was hard and quite prominent. He could smell her now as well, the thick, musky odour of female arousal. The smell of lust.
He lay down atop of her, his crotch against hers. His cock slid up and down through her hair and across the slippery wetness of her lips. He drove forward but was in the wrong place, accomplishing nothing but having it slide downward, towards her ass. He repositioned a little and then tried again, this time having it slide upward, through her pubic bush.
"Goddammit!" she cried, frustrated. She reached out and grasped his cock, using it to pull him into the proper position. He felt the head nestled between her lips, felt them beckoning him to enter. "Now! Fuck me now!"
He pushed forward with his hips and felt the most incredible sensation of his young life. He felt his cock being drawn into a wet, warm, channel that was designed to pleasure it. It was an almost religious sensation, a sensation that could make one believe in heaven. He drove in to the hilt, until he felt his balls resting against her ass.
"Yessssssssssss," both of them grunted at the same time.
He pulled back, bringing his cock nearly all the way out. He then pushed back forward, feeling that same, glorious sensation yet again. Yes, this was what all the fuss was about. This was what everything was about.
"C'mon," Mrs. Doshi told him, her mouth kissing and licking at his neck now, her hands on his ass, squeezing it, palpating it, pulling on it get him to drive back into her. "Fuck me hard. Release your lust in me."
He did as he was told. He drove in and out of her body, his ass going up and down, his cock plunging and releasing, a wet, squishing noise emanating with each stroke. Her pussy clenched knowingly at him as he rutted on her, grasping him all over his manhood, squeezing with a most delightful sensation. He knew he wasn't going to last long. The feeling was overpowering, beyond his ability to control. Within seconds the spasms started and his rhythm took on the frantic urgency of impending orgasm.
"I'm gonna... Oh, God, I'm gonna..."
"Yes," Mrs. Doshi moaned against his neck, her teeth biting at him now. "Do it! Pour out your lust in my body!"
He exploded. There simply was no other term to describe what happened. The orgasm hit him like a speeding freight train, the waves of pleasure reverberating through his body like he'd never felt before. His breathing stopped and he drove his hips into her hard enough to move the couch backwards across the floor. His seed shot out of him into her clutching body, blasting against her cervix with a force he had never known. Shot after shot gushed out of him and into her, until it was overflowing and drooling out between their legs.
He did not know how long it went on. Time ceased to have meaning. But finally, the pleasure began to fade away, leaving a contented glow and a blissful relaxation behind. His hips slowly ground to a halt. He collapsed atop her, his softening cock still buried in her folds, her hands still resting on his ass.
"Do you see," Mrs. Doshi asked from beneath him, "what happens when one is overtaken by lust?"
"Yeah," he breathed, a drop of sweat dripping from his forehead and landing in her black hair. "I see what happens."
"And even this is not the end of it," she said.
"It's not?"
"No," she said, shaking her head. "With such a release as you just experienced, the female in question will remain unsatisfied. She will not achieve her own release of lust. This may compel her to engage in other, even darker activities, things that are not even allowed within the bounds of matrimony, in an effort to restore you to a state where you are able to foment that release."
"Huh?" he said, confused. That one had gone well over his head.
"Let me show you what I mean," she said. "Lie down on the floor."
Slowly he got up off of her, his cock popping out of her body with a drool of their combined juices. He gave her one last look of confusion and then did as requested, lying on his back on the floor next to the couch, his shoes still on, his pants still down around his ankles.
He was now quite turned on, beyond the point of purely rational thought. He removed his hand from her leg and moved it up to her chest. He didn't bother with the coy preliminaries of the slow approach and the cup through the shirt. He had a pretty good idea which lustful sensation she was after. He drove his fingers into the gap of her shirt, his fingertips touching the top of her tit and the band of her bra. He didn't try to worm it in. Instead, he pushed hard, forcing it in. The shirt separated with a rip of tearing cloth. The button flew off like it had been launched from a gun, flying more than ten feet across the room. He pushed his fingertips into the top of her bra and her entire tit was suddenly in his hand. It was larger than Lavanya's, the skin hot, jiggly, the nipple huge, swollen, and firm.
"Oh yes," Mrs. Doshi moaned against him. "I'm starting to see how you did it now. I'm starting to see how the evil of lust can go to work on someone."
"Fuckin' aye," he couldn't help but grunt.
She either didn't notice his profanity or simply chose to ignore it. He wasn't sure and didn't care. He continued to squeeze and fondle her tit and she became hotter by the second. He took some more initiative, moving on to the next step without waiting for her to ask. He removed his lips from her neck and placed them on her mouth. She opened her mouth greedily at the contact, her tongue driving out and invading his mouth, swirling together with his own tongue.
"Yes," she panted between kisses. "This is the work of Satan, no doubt about it."
Her legs fell open further, almost obscenely wide. Her skirt rode up on its own, baring them all the way to the upper thighs. He broke the kiss for a moment.
"Should I do what I did next?" he asked her.
"Yes," she said. "Oh, God, yes. Show me how you tempted her. Show me!"
Ever the obedient soul, he removed his hand from her breast and dropped it between those thighs, high up, where the skin was particularly soft. He moved it upwards, reaching out, searching. It was here that he discovered she was not wearing any underwear. His knuckles touched crinkly hair and then a hot, smooth wetness. He groaned as he realized he was actually touching her bare pussy. And it was saturated with her juices, absolutely soaked with them.
"Oh, Bhagwan," he blasphemed, turning his hand inward and putting his fingertips on her slippery slit. He felt up and down its length, getting his fingers wet, memorizing the sensation of his first bare pussy. He slid a finger inside of her experimentally. She moaned loudly into his mouth, encouraging him to do more. He did so, putting a second and then a third finger in. He began to move them in and out.
"Yesssss," Mrs. Doshi moaned. "Oh yesssss. This is Satan's tool. This is lust! Rub my clitoris! Rub it while you... while you... put your fingers in me!"
It took some doing, but he finally found the nub of her swollen clit with his thumb and began to rub on it while his fingers drove in and out of her. She nearly screamed into his mouth, her tongue losing its rhythm, her teeth nipping at his upper lip and then sucking them. Her hand shot out and was suddenly on the bulge in his pants. She rubbed it up and down a few times and then grabbed at the button holding the pants closed. She ripped it open and then pulled, forcing the zipper down. Her hand shot into his pants and was suddenly around his cock, stroking it, feeling it.
"So hard," she said. "So hard. Do you feel what lust does to you? What it makes people do?"
"Yeah," he breathed, breaking the kiss. "I feel it." He lowered his mouth to her chest, his free hand pulling her blouse open, popping off three more buttons. She didn't seem to mind in the least. He grasped the edge of her bra and yanked it down, uncovering her left breast. The nipple was standing up proudly. He put his mouth on it, slurping at it, tonguing it.
"Ohhhh," she moaned. "Yessssssss. Suck my breast! Suck my breast, you Goddamned sinner!"
He continued to suck her breast and she pushed his pants down further, taking the underwear with it, completely freeing his proudly stiff cock. She stroked it a few more times, her soft hand becoming more aggressive, more probing. She felt his balls, squeezing them a little, keeping the pressure just on the right side of the line between pain and pleasure.
"You wanted to put this penis in Lavanya, didn't you?" she asked him. "You wanted to violate her with it."
"Yes," he said from around her nipple. What would be the point of lying?
"Show me," she said, releasing him. "Show me what you wanted to do."
"Show you?" he asked, uncertainty swarming back. Did she mean that he should... should... show her?
Her hands grabbed him by the ears and pulled his face up. She tugged him upward. "Show me what you would've done if she'd let you," she said, her face now a mask of raw desire. "I need to know. I need to feel what you were trying to do."
He hesitated a little further, his mind reeling with conflicting emotions.
"Come on!" she said impatiently. "Fuck me, you pagan sinner! Show me how you wanted to violate my daughter!"
The emotional turmoil was quickly overridden by his lust. There was a beautiful woman lying before him and telling him to fuck her. Who was he to question her motivations? Another growl escaped his throat and he pushed himself upwards. She opened her legs even further, her skirt sliding the rest of the way up. He could now see the dripping pussy he had been fingering. It was covered with a nest of shiny black hair that was now damp and matted. The lips were swollen and open invitingly. The clit was hard and quite prominent. He could smell her now as well, the thick, musky odour of female arousal. The smell of lust.
He lay down atop of her, his crotch against hers. His cock slid up and down through her hair and across the slippery wetness of her lips. He drove forward but was in the wrong place, accomplishing nothing but having it slide downward, towards her ass. He repositioned a little and then tried again, this time having it slide upward, through her pubic bush.
"Goddammit!" she cried, frustrated. She reached out and grasped his cock, using it to pull him into the proper position. He felt the head nestled between her lips, felt them beckoning him to enter. "Now! Fuck me now!"
He pushed forward with his hips and felt the most incredible sensation of his young life. He felt his cock being drawn into a wet, warm, channel that was designed to pleasure it. It was an almost religious sensation, a sensation that could make one believe in heaven. He drove in to the hilt, until he felt his balls resting against her ass.
"Yessssssssssss," both of them grunted at the same time.
He pulled back, bringing his cock nearly all the way out. He then pushed back forward, feeling that same, glorious sensation yet again. Yes, this was what all the fuss was about. This was what everything was about.
"C'mon," Mrs. Doshi told him, her mouth kissing and licking at his neck now, her hands on his ass, squeezing it, palpating it, pulling on it get him to drive back into her. "Fuck me hard. Release your lust in me."
He did as he was told. He drove in and out of her body, his ass going up and down, his cock plunging and releasing, a wet, squishing noise emanating with each stroke. Her pussy clenched knowingly at him as he rutted on her, grasping him all over his manhood, squeezing with a most delightful sensation. He knew he wasn't going to last long. The feeling was overpowering, beyond his ability to control. Within seconds the spasms started and his rhythm took on the frantic urgency of impending orgasm.
"I'm gonna... Oh, God, I'm gonna..."
"Yes," Mrs. Doshi moaned against his neck, her teeth biting at him now. "Do it! Pour out your lust in my body!"
He exploded. There simply was no other term to describe what happened. The orgasm hit him like a speeding freight train, the waves of pleasure reverberating through his body like he'd never felt before. His breathing stopped and he drove his hips into her hard enough to move the couch backwards across the floor. His seed shot out of him into her clutching body, blasting against her cervix with a force he had never known. Shot after shot gushed out of him and into her, until it was overflowing and drooling out between their legs.
He did not know how long it went on. Time ceased to have meaning. But finally, the pleasure began to fade away, leaving a contented glow and a blissful relaxation behind. His hips slowly ground to a halt. He collapsed atop her, his softening cock still buried in her folds, her hands still resting on his ass.
"Do you see," Mrs. Doshi asked from beneath him, "what happens when one is overtaken by lust?"
"Yeah," he breathed, a drop of sweat dripping from his forehead and landing in her black hair. "I see what happens."
"And even this is not the end of it," she said.
"It's not?"
"No," she said, shaking her head. "With such a release as you just experienced, the female in question will remain unsatisfied. She will not achieve her own release of lust. This may compel her to engage in other, even darker activities, things that are not even allowed within the bounds of matrimony, in an effort to restore you to a state where you are able to foment that release."
"Huh?" he said, confused. That one had gone well over his head.
"Let me show you what I mean," she said. "Lie down on the floor."
Slowly he got up off of her, his cock popping out of her body with a drool of their combined juices. He gave her one last look of confusion and then did as requested, lying on his back on the floor next to the couch, his shoes still on, his pants still down around his ankles.
She stood up, her skirt falling back into place, and then kneeled down next to him, her knees at a level with his. She put her head down to his crotch and, before he realized what was happening, her pink tongue shot out and began to lick up and down the length of his cock.
"Oh, God," he moaned as he realized what she was doing.
"This is oral sex," she explained between licks. "It is forbidden even to married couples. It is a perversion of God's gift of sexual pleasure. Do you understand?"
"Oh, yeah," he groaned as she momentarily took his entire length into her mouth and slurped it.
"By not having her lust released, a girl may be tempted to do what I am now doing in order to restore you to a sinful state. As you can see, Satan can recharge you quite easily at your age. It's the way he works."
"Uh-huh," he agreed as she licked some of their juices from his balls. And she was indeed correct. Despite having come less than five minutes before, he was already stiffening back up.
She licked his member until it was clean, with nothing but her saliva covering it. She took him all the way into her throat and moved slowly up and down a few times, slowly at first, and then with more speed. In less than a minute he was back to tumescent hardness and ready for whatever was to happen next.
He didn't have to wait long to see. She straddled his body right there on the floor, pulling up her skirt and sinking her saturated pussy down on his revived cock. She ordered him to put his hands on her tits and she began to ride him, grinding her pelvis up and down, rubbing her clit against his pubis with rough, circular strokes. She began to pant within a minute, her own face breaking out in a sweat. Her moans became louder, her words incoherent and laced with blasphemous profanity. Her juices poured down onto his balls. He watched in amazement, trying desperately to hold onto control of himself as she brought herself first to one and then to another powerful orgasm. And then, unable to take any more, he blasted off again inside of her, his hands squeezing her ass cheeks, pulling her down harder onto his body.
This time they lay together for nearly five minutes. They did not talk. They simply basked in the afterglow, each lost in their own thoughts.
Finally, she extricated herself from him and stood up. She pulled her skirt down and sat on the couch.
"You better pull your pants up," she said.
He nodded and then stood, pulling his pants and underwear back into position and fastening them. He looked at her sheepishly, wondering what was going to happen from here.
"Have a seat," she told him, patting the couch next to her.
He did as told.
"What I have just shown you is Satan at work, how lust can take over your mind. Do you understand?"
"Yeah," he said, nodding. "I understand."
"I hope I have been able to show you how such lust should be avoided at all costs. Now that you've seen the consequences of engaging in heavy petting or French kissing, I'm sure you'll want to stay away from such activities in the future."
"Yes, I see," he said, although he was already eagerly anticipating the next time he might be able to let lust take over his body. Sex was a fucking religious experience. Of that there was no Goddamned doubt.
"I'm glad to see my lesson was learned," she said, her motherly smile back on her face.
"It was learned all right," he assured her. And fucking how!
"I'm not going to tell my husband about what happened between you and Lavanya last night," she said. "And I'm not going to forbid you from seeing her."
He wasn't sure what to make of that, but he was agreeable. "Okay," he said.
"And I trust you will keep my method of teaching you this valuable lesson to yourself?"
"Yes," he said. Who would believe him anyway?
"Lavanya's virtue is very important to me," she said. "I want her right with God. I don't want you leading her into temptation any more, is that clear?"
"That's clear," he said.
"No more lies to us, no more parking in dark places, no more touching in the strike zone."
"I won't."
"I would prefer that there be no more French kissing, but I'm not naive enough to think you or she would be able to abide by that. If you must engage in that activity, please restrict yourself to places where lust cannot overtake you. Will you do that for me?"
"Yes," he said. "I will."
She smiled a little. "You are a good boy, Gautam, despite what has happened. I know I can trust you."
"Yes, Ma'am," he said. "You can."
"But if you ever feel that lust is starting to get the better of you, that you are starting to get tempted to lead my daughter astray again, I want you to come and talk to me about it. In private."
"In private?"
"Yes," she said. "That way, I can give you more lessons on the consequences of your lust. I can help show you the way of Satan and what it leads to. Will you promise me that?"
He nodded with unmasked enthusiasm. "Yes, Ma'am," he said. "I promise."
"Oh, God," he moaned as he realized what she was doing.
"This is oral sex," she explained between licks. "It is forbidden even to married couples. It is a perversion of God's gift of sexual pleasure. Do you understand?"
"Oh, yeah," he groaned as she momentarily took his entire length into her mouth and slurped it.
"By not having her lust released, a girl may be tempted to do what I am now doing in order to restore you to a sinful state. As you can see, Satan can recharge you quite easily at your age. It's the way he works."
"Uh-huh," he agreed as she licked some of their juices from his balls. And she was indeed correct. Despite having come less than five minutes before, he was already stiffening back up.
She licked his member until it was clean, with nothing but her saliva covering it. She took him all the way into her throat and moved slowly up and down a few times, slowly at first, and then with more speed. In less than a minute he was back to tumescent hardness and ready for whatever was to happen next.
He didn't have to wait long to see. She straddled his body right there on the floor, pulling up her skirt and sinking her saturated pussy down on his revived cock. She ordered him to put his hands on her tits and she began to ride him, grinding her pelvis up and down, rubbing her clit against his pubis with rough, circular strokes. She began to pant within a minute, her own face breaking out in a sweat. Her moans became louder, her words incoherent and laced with blasphemous profanity. Her juices poured down onto his balls. He watched in amazement, trying desperately to hold onto control of himself as she brought herself first to one and then to another powerful orgasm. And then, unable to take any more, he blasted off again inside of her, his hands squeezing her ass cheeks, pulling her down harder onto his body.
This time they lay together for nearly five minutes. They did not talk. They simply basked in the afterglow, each lost in their own thoughts.
Finally, she extricated herself from him and stood up. She pulled her skirt down and sat on the couch.
"You better pull your pants up," she said.
He nodded and then stood, pulling his pants and underwear back into position and fastening them. He looked at her sheepishly, wondering what was going to happen from here.
"Have a seat," she told him, patting the couch next to her.
He did as told.
"What I have just shown you is Satan at work, how lust can take over your mind. Do you understand?"
"Yeah," he said, nodding. "I understand."
"I hope I have been able to show you how such lust should be avoided at all costs. Now that you've seen the consequences of engaging in heavy petting or French kissing, I'm sure you'll want to stay away from such activities in the future."
"Yes, I see," he said, although he was already eagerly anticipating the next time he might be able to let lust take over his body. Sex was a fucking religious experience. Of that there was no Goddamned doubt.
"I'm glad to see my lesson was learned," she said, her motherly smile back on her face.
"It was learned all right," he assured her. And fucking how!
"I'm not going to tell my husband about what happened between you and Lavanya last night," she said. "And I'm not going to forbid you from seeing her."
He wasn't sure what to make of that, but he was agreeable. "Okay," he said.
"And I trust you will keep my method of teaching you this valuable lesson to yourself?"
"Yes," he said. Who would believe him anyway?
"Lavanya's virtue is very important to me," she said. "I want her right with God. I don't want you leading her into temptation any more, is that clear?"
"That's clear," he said.
"No more lies to us, no more parking in dark places, no more touching in the strike zone."
"I won't."
"I would prefer that there be no more French kissing, but I'm not naive enough to think you or she would be able to abide by that. If you must engage in that activity, please restrict yourself to places where lust cannot overtake you. Will you do that for me?"
"Yes," he said. "I will."
She smiled a little. "You are a good boy, Gautam, despite what has happened. I know I can trust you."
"Yes, Ma'am," he said. "You can."
"But if you ever feel that lust is starting to get the better of you, that you are starting to get tempted to lead my daughter astray again, I want you to come and talk to me about it. In private."
"In private?"
"Yes," she said. "That way, I can give you more lessons on the consequences of your lust. I can help show you the way of Satan and what it leads to. Will you promise me that?"
He nodded with unmasked enthusiasm. "Yes, Ma'am," he said. "I promise."