It was the early 1900's and sea travel was dangerous and reserved for the wealthiest individuals, business trade, or the very brave. Danger came in many forms, not the least of which was the unpredictable weather. Reporting of weather was crude or nonexistent and there was rarely any warning when tropical storms formed.
The Tern Schooner, Pacific Trader, had been thrashed for hours by the extreme waves brought on by a deadly typhoon. No one had predicted the storm before the ship left the port of San Francisco ten days earlier. So large and fierce was the storm that even if the captain had received a telegraph it would have been too late for the doomed ship, crew, and its three civilian passengers. The Pacific Trader was a thousand miles from the nearest deep water port, sailing on the wide open Pacific Ocean, headed for the Philippine Islands. While it was a fast vessel, it was no match for the huge and fast moving storm.
Anil, his wife, Sapna, and their son, Aryan, were preparing to undress for the night when they began to hear screams of terror from the main deck outside their cabin. Peering out into the black night Anil saw a flash of lightning which highlighted a giant wave thundering onto the deck. The brief moment of light enabled him to witness the crew struggling hopelessly to free lifeboats. Then another flash of light and another wave crashed across the deck. One moment the crew was there and the next the deck was a mass of turbulent water washing away the six poor souls.
Anil rushed his family onto the deck in a desperate attempt to find a life boat, but they had all been ripped from their moorings and torn to shreds by the angry sea. Seconds later Anil and his family were clinging to the railing for their lives. Salt water stung their skin as the hurricane force winds whipped the salty spray across the deck. Chairs, ship parts, deck equipment, and anything not tied down thrashed too and fro on the swaying deck. Loud crashes echoed from stem to stern of the doomed vessel.
Suddenly a giant lookout tower snapped and crashed just feet from the three desperate family members. Anil screamed for his wife to jump into the water. Sapna grabbed Aryan and they jumped over the side, plunging into the dark, churning water and quickly sinking under the thirty foot waves. Mother and son clung together as they somehow pulled themselves to the surface. Now they were above the swirling waves and saw Anil jump over the side and disappear into the murky water as they had done moments earlier.
After a few tense moments Anil surfaced and swam to them, helping Sapna and Aryan onto a large plank of wood torn from the rapidly submerging ship. Seconds later the ship moaned like a beached whale and then snapped into two pieces. A loud groan screeched above the screaming wind and thundering sea and suddenly most of the ship disappeared under the breaking waves.
The three survivors clung to each other for their lives as the storm tossed their makeshift raft without mercy. Hours passed as the three lay on their stomach gripping pieces of rope tied to the wood beneath them as the storm raged into the night. Near dawn the sea suddenly lost it's fury, the rain ceased, and wind abated. Somehow the family had survived the night.
When dawn finally arrived the sun was shining brightly and a gentle breeze belied what had happened hours before. On the surface lay what remained of the once proud Pacific Trader. Pieces of the ship, equipment, and personal remains of the crew floated on the now tranquil sea. Anil, Sapna, and Aryan were the only survivors.
Just before dawn, as the storm had begun to ease, the three had fallen into a deep sleep. Sapna was the first to awaken. When she opened her eyes she thought it had been a terrible dream, but the sound of waves lapping at the raft quickly reminded her that it was only too real. She shook Anil and he opened his eyes and briefly smiled before he too realized what he thought was a nightmare was in fact true.
The two stared out at the vast ocean and could see the debris of the ship they had been aboard just hours earlier. Despair overcame them as violently as the storm that had overcome the ship. With nothing but the tattered clothes on their backs they were doomed to die of thirst or be eaten by sharks.
A few minutes later Aryan awaken and sat up, rubbing his eyes. When he saw the fear on his mother and father's face he knew something was seriously wrong. "What happened?" he asked. Looking around he could see nothing but ocean. His eyes grew wide with fright and he said, "Are we going to die?"
Sapna reached to comfort him. "It will be okay. They will be searching for us. There are lots of ships in this area and we will be rescued soon."
Unfortunately the odds were against them ever being found. They were the only civilian passengers on the ship and, while the company would certainly search for them, there were thousands and thousands of square miles to search. The storm had pushed them hundreds of miles from their original route and now they were a thousand miles from the nearest inhabited land in an area known as a graveyard for wayward ships. Dozens of ships had been lost in this area over the decades and none had ever been found.
Anil cleared his throat so that Sapna would look over at him. She saw him nodding for her to look down. She almost gasped when she realized that her shirt had been torn to shreds and her breasts were totally exposed. She tried to pull her jacket closed but it was in tatters as well. She looked at Anil and he shrugged. Her face turned red and she covered her exposed breasts with her arms.
The three of them floated aimless on the wayward currents for several days, without food, water, or the ability to catch fish. Sapna, a modest woman, was mortified that she could not properly cover herself, not to mention the embarrassment of having to perform bodily function just feet away from not only her husband but also her son.
On the fifth morning, Anil shook Sapna to awaken her. "Look, look, is that land?" he asked excitedly, hoping it was not another mirage. They had begun to hallucinate from dehydration and believed they had seen land on numerous occasions.
"It looks like it," Sapna answered, "But we have been mistaken before."
"No, no, I think it really is land this time."
Sapna began to feel excitement building. She woke Aryan. "Look, Aryan, it's land."
The small dot appeared to be several miles away. Excitedly Anil pulled a piece of wood from their small raft and began to paddle frantically. When he grew tired, Aryan took over. As the land grew closer and closer they grew more excited. It took several long hours of fighting the outgoing tide and the treacherous currents before they eventually reached the island. Exhausted the three of them pulled themselves through the waist deep water and onto the beach before collapsing. They lay on their backs in the sand, gasping for breath, their hearts pounding, feeling exhausted but grateful to be alive.
"We made it," Sapna exclaimed when she had caught enough breath to speak.
"I wouldn't get too excited yet," Anil cautioned as he pulled himself to his feet. "We are a thousand miles from nowhere and it is unlikely that this is an inhabited island."
"But there should be food and water here, right?"
Always the practical one, Anil said, "I hope so. We need to find some fresh water quickly."
They were extremely thirsty and hungry and the sun had toasted every exposed body part, but other than a few bruises they were okay.
Anil said to Sapna, "You and Aryan get out of the sun and I will see what I can find."
Anil searched for only a few minutes before he found a fresh water spring not far from shore. He realized that this would be a good place for them to make a camp while he checked out the island and found them something to eat. The spring was surrounded by a stand of trees and would provide a modicum of protection from the elements. He hurried back to Sapna and Aryan to tell them the good news.
After they were settled Anil explored the island for hours, making his way to the highest point. There he could survey the entire island. It was small, maybe three miles in length and about as wide, and he could see from one end to the other. He could see birds flying and small animals scurrying around in the forest. Although small, the island appeared to have enough wildlife and vegetation for them to survive for some time. Then he saw something on the rocks near the northern most point of the island. It appeared to be debris of some kind. He tried not to get too excited as he made his way down the slope and to the shore. When he was close he realized with growing excitement that it was debris from the ship. In fact an entire section of the ship was perched precariously on the wave beaten rocks.
Amazingly he found a suitcase of clothes belonging to Sapna. It wasn't all of her clothes by any means and most of it was not appropriate for their environment, but it was far better than nothing. He also found various utensils for eating and cooking. They could use what was left of the ship to build a shelter. He knew he had to hurry and strip the remains of the ship before the tide carried the most valuable things away.
Over the next several days Anil found enough material to make a crude tree house in which they could live for the time being. He would have rather built something on the ground, but he didn't know if there were dangerous animals on the island and wasn't going to take a chance of being prey to a prowling cat. He used wood and other furnishings from the ship until it ran out. Then he constructed the rest with branches and vines from the island. Over time he added comforts to the house including a means to transport water from the pond up to the house with a lever system. Sapna used fabric from sails to create curtains to give them some privacy and a bit of protection from the elements.
The house was rustic but nice considering their environment and the lack of tools.
Anil's ability to build came naturally. Although he worked for an import/export company, his family had been carpenters and builders and he was an engineer by trade.
After several weeks they had established a routine of sorts. Anil and Aryan would gather fruit and editable plants as well as catch small fish with nets and crude spears. Sapna made their meager surroundings as pleasant as possible with the limited materials she had found on the ship. She was not a great cook, but she knew enough to put together fairly nutritional meals with fruits and plants provided by Anil. Fortunately the weather was great and vegetation seemed plentiful. The island was beautiful and if they had not been stranded it would have seemed like a South Seas island vacation.
While Sapna was happy to be alive and happy for the rustic and crude surroundings provided by Anil, she couldn't imagine living like this for months or even years. She had never been the outdoors type. Her family was well off and had been able to send her to the best private schools. She married young, and had given birth to Aryan when she was only eighteen. Anil was a good bit older then she was and had turned forty the year they were married. Because Anil worked for an import/export company, they had lived all over the world; some nice places, and some not so nice. At times she lived in places where she didn't speak a single word of the language. However, she was a dutiful wife and followed her husband wherever he went, never living in one place for more than a couple of years.
Nomad life had been hard on her, but she knew it was even harder on Aryan. They had the money to send him to the best private schools, or even a boarding school, but because they were rarely in one place for more than a year or two, she had taken him with them and had home schooled him. It was the best solution, she believed, under difficult circumstances. As a result Aryan went through his school years without ever experiencing the benefits of socialization that most kids received in public or even private schools. He never had a chance to date, pal around with friends, or even experience the life lessons learned from the mischief kids inevitably got into. More importantly he had missed the dating and courting process that schools facilitated and he had no opportunity to associate with kids his own age. It was something Sapna regretted now.
Anil spent his days forging for food and fishing. Sapna and Aryan were together much of the day and, while they were already closer than the typical mother and son, they grew even closer. Sapna had tried to avoid being over protective but worried that Aryan' lack of social interaction, due to home schooling, would be a major issue if they were rescued. Aryan, at eighteen, was more immature than his age would suggest.
She had seen Aryan begin to grow and mature while they were in San Francisco. Sapna was growing comfortable there and had hoped that it was their last move. But, unfortunately, the Asian branch of Anil's business had begun to suffer under poor management. Anil knew they needed to take swift action if it was to survive. Sapna hated moving again, and all the grief that came with it, but ultimately agreed that it was critical to the business. Aryan wasn't wild about moving either but he begrudgingly agreed, with the promise that they would send him back to live with relatives in the States if he didn't like it. So the family packed their possessions and hitched a ride on a company cargo ship bound for the Philippine Islands.
Sapna had considered staying in the States with Aryan until Anil returned, but her family were traditionalists and all of her life she was told that a wife obeyed her husband and did as he asked; it was for the good of the family. More importantly she worried about the impact of separating him from his father. While Anil worked long hours he was nonetheless a male role model for his son.
Over the past several years Sapna had become disillusioned with her marriage to Anil. The great difference in their ages had placed a strain on them from the very beginning. They were from very different generations, and while Anil had always treated her well, much of the time she felt isolated. Most of his friends and associates were older than she was and it was difficult for her to develop relationships. It was even more difficult for her to identify with Anil and his views of the world.
Her marriage was not exactly arranged but she never felt she had a choice. Her family's business was having financial difficulties and a union between her and Anil would bolster their prestige as well as their finances. Like a good daughter she obeyed her parents.
Anil was a good man and while she believed she loved him, she didn't really know what love was all about. She had never really experienced the kind of love she read about in classical novels and plays of the time; the kind where the damsel in distress was whisked away by a knight in shining armor. She knew that was mostly fantasy but wondered if something in between was possible.
Sapna was a very tall and attractive woman with a great shape. Her breasts were larger than many of her female friends and stood up proudly with little or no support. Her skin was creamy brown and she had dark hair and gorgeous blue eyes. Her Eurasian heritage gave her a sultry look and at an early age she fantasized about being a model in the booming garment industry in New York or San Francisco. Her marriage had put an end to that dream. Now she found herself marooned on a deserted island with little possessions beyond the clothes on her back.
While she was ecstatic that Anil had found a suitcase with clothes, none of them were meant for wilderness living. The most protective clothing was a pair of riding pants and boots that she took everywhere she traveled; one of her first loves was horses and horseback riding. Also in the suitcase were three pair of shorts, some pants, which she would have never worn in public, several blouses and tops, and a few pair of panties. There were no dresses or support undergarments, like a corset or bras, and while the lack of dresses was not a problem, the lack of support undergarments could be. Her nipples had always been very sensitive and now, without protection from the fabric of her tops, they seemed to be perpetually hard. She knew that she would have to be careful around Aryan.
Sapna had always been a highly sexual woman and at 36 was in her prime sexual peak. She worried that she was going to wear Anil out; now in his late 50's. He was not nearly as interested in sex as she was. Incredibly, in spite of their desperate situation, Sapna found that her desires had not dwindled. She was a woman in her prime and, contrary to how women were supposed to feel, she had a fire inside that seemed to have grown hotter in the past couples of years. She had made several attempts since they reached the island to entice Anil into sex but it hadn't worked out. Unfortunately they had little or no privacy and had not been intimate since leaving San Francisco weeks ago. If they could get some private time maybe the two of them could slip off and ... well, she didn't want to get carried away with thinking sexual thoughts; she had Aryan to think about and he wouldn't understand.
Sapna knew that Aryan, as a normal teenager, was very aware of her and had seen him studying her recently. Of course she wasn't surprised that he showed signs that he was aware of the female form; he was a normal teenager with raging hormones. In spite of her sexual desires she was a modest woman and did her best to avoid exposing herself unnecessarily. Unfortunately she had slipped several times and he had seen more than he should have. She was still embarrassed that he had seen her bare breasts while on the raft. Even in that difficult situation she could tell that he had been excited. What she couldn't admit, even to herself, was how his glances made her feel in her most private place.
When weeks turned into months and still there was no rescue, Sapna and Anil began to give up hope. They kept it to themselves and tried to put on a brave front for Aryan. They were always positive saying that they were sure that many searchers were looking for them and it would only be a matter of time before they were found. They were not sure that Aryan believed them as he was an intelligent boy and could certainly comprehend their desperate situation on his own.
Unfortunately as time went on it became more and more difficult for Sapna to keep a positive attitude. Her greatest concern was for Aryan. There was a pain and overwhelming sadness in her heart for him. It appeared that he might never experience all the things teenagers should experience: he would not go to college, learn a trade, or even find a girl to marry. Even worse, without doctors, hospitals, and medicine, his life could be cut short. It was almost too sad to think about.
In spite of her misgivings about being rescued, Sapna continued Aryan's formal education as best she could. She was not college educated, having married so young, and she did not have the skills to go much further with his education, but she believed she could still teach him the more genteel things in life; like how a gentleman treated ladies, social Sapnas, and of course manners. She prayed that he would actually need those skills one day.
Anil, oh the other hand, was convinced that she was wasting his time. He believed the boy needed to learn survival skills; the things that would keep him alive when he was no longer there to hunt, fish, and protect him. He knew that in this hostile environment even a minor mistake in judgment could be fatal. He also did not want his son to be a wimp, but, unfortunately, it certainly appeared that he was well on his way.
He saw him clinging to the skirt tails of his mother.
As a result Anil began to resent Sapna monopolizing so much of his time. Yet he gritted his teeth and accepted it begrudgingly because he knew coming between a mother and son could be counter-productive under the best circumstances, and family squabbles could divert their critical focus on survival.
Sapna, of course, could feel the tension with Anil. In spite of that she had insisted that she continue Aryan' education. After much discussion they agreed that she would have several hours of uninterrupted time each day with Aryan and then Anil could have him for the rest of the daylight hours.
Anil wasn't pleased, but took what he could get. Over time he taught Aryan to track and hunt as well as spot the types of plants and roots that were editable. Aryan had picked it up quickly, but Anil that he would rather be reading or reciting poetry to his mother.
Sapna made sure that she used the time she had with Aryan wisely and felt it was very important that they not be interrupted. She found a place off the beaten path; a beautiful lagoon with a water fall, where they could have uninterrupted time together. There she worked with him to insure that he maintained his math and reading skills. While they had no writing materials, they had found a number of books from the ship and she had Aryan read to her every day. She would give him math problems to solve mentally and have him recite the times table. She even gave him homework problems.
Beyond the education, she and Aryan came to love the personal time together. Aryan would often brush her long hair as she sat on the rocks overlooking the lagoon. They both enjoyed also him reading and reciting poetry. In addition they spent time talking about life and their feelings about everything from religion to politics. The only exception was sex. Anytime the subject came up Sapna would divert the conversation or gently end their session. She did not feel qualified to discuss sexual matters with a teenaged boy. Yet she knew that at some point it would have to come up. Her plan was to send him to his father. Unfortunately she knew that Anil would not answer his questions either. When the subject finally came up it caught her totally off guard.
Aryan was brushing her hair one afternoon at the lagoon when he said, "Mom, I saw you and Father last night."
"Saw us?" she asked.
"Yes. You and dad were in bed."
Sapna could feel her face flush and she trembled. She knew what he was talking about. She and Anil finally thought they had enough privacy to make love. Obviously it wasn't so private. "You should not be spying on us?" she said with more anger than she intended.
"I wasn't spying. I couldn't help see you two; my bed is just across the hut."
Sapna knew he was right. She and Anil had known it was a risk.
"Will I ever get the chance to do that with a girl?" he asked. "I mean, I have never been on a date, or even kissed a girl, and now it looks like it will never happen."
"Of course it will, because we will be rescued." Sapna felt a pain in her heart at perpetuating what she knew was a lie.
"Come on, Mom, it is not going to happen and you know it. Nobody is looking for us any longer. We are alone here, maybe forever." He paused for a few moments before he said in a quiet voice, "You have Dad, and I have nobody."
Sapna turned to him and put her arm around his shoulder. "I'm sorry, Aryan, it is hard on your father and me, but I know it is hardest on you. But we can't give up hope for our future."
"What future?" he spat. "We have no future. It's all Dads fault. I hate him." He threw the hairbrush down and turned away from his mother. She hugged his back as tears fell. He was silent for a while, obviously trying to control his emotions. He knew it wasn't her fault that they were there. It was his father's career that always came first. They never stayed anywhere long enough for him to have friends or put down roots and now he had gotten them into this fix.
Aryan softened his tone and said, "I'm sorry, Mom. I shouldn't blame you. I'm trying not to hate Dad either. But I am growing up and ... I have these all these emotions going through me. I feel like my life is slipping away."
"I know, Sweetheart, I know," Sapna said.
Aryan continued, "I just ... I have these feelings, you know, inside, and I don't know what to do about them. My body has changed and I have grown up physically but mentally I ... I think I am falling behind. I try to think about other things but most of the time it doesn't work. I sometimes think I am going mad. And then I saw and heard you and Dad. I know you were having sex, but I don't even know the first thing about it. I tried to ask Dad, but he just yelled at me, saying that I should keep my mind on survival and out of the gutter."
Sapna winced at his words. "I am not a very good person to ask about these things," she said weakly. "You know that your father has been my only partner and when I was growing up no one talked about those things, at least to a girl."
"Dad won't answer my questions and you won't, so who do I ask about it? Maybe I should talk to the birds or the fish."
Sapna sighed. She knew she had no choice. She would have to be the one to teach him. Still, although she knew a great deal more than he did, she didn't know that much about sex either. After several long minutes she said, "Okay. But you have to understand that I am no expert."
"You know a lot more than I do."
"I was eighteen when I married your father and I had never dated anyone else. Our families expected us to get married, because it was best for them and the two businesses. So, while it wasn't exactly an arranged marriage, it was not my choice either. In many ways I am like you. I didn't have my teenaged years. Your father and I only knew each other for a few months before we were married."
Then he asked a question that shocked her, and she wasn't prepared to answer. "Do you love him?"
She hesitated for several long moments before she said, "Yes, I ... I suppose so."
"You made love to him, so you must love him."
"Married people do that."
"Why?"
"Well, to procreate the species."
"What is 'procrate'?"
"The word is procreate, and it means making babies."
"Oh."
"Procreating is the way the species survives and most people want their family name to survive. It is inbred in all animals, including humans. Without procreation, families and society would end."
A smile came to Aryan' face. "You and Dad could make more babies and I would at least have brother and sisters."
Sapna didn't return his smile. "We tried to have more children for years and years, but unfortunately your father cannot make any more children. He is a lot older than I am and when men get older they lose their ability to make babies. We think it might have been when he got sick early in our marriage. He got the mumps."
"But I saw the two of you making love, so if you cannot make babies why do you do it?"
Sapna sighed. "Because it feels good, and people, men and women, have been endowed with sexual desire by our creator in order to insure that the species survives."
Aryan looked confused.
"Let me explain it this way. Sexual desire is a natural part of our lives. It is a motivating factor for all species. I am sure the feelings you are having are perfectly normal. Sexual feelings begin in the early teens or earlier. All animals, especially humans, have sexual desire inbred in them. We satisfy that desire by making love and that, in turn, creates babies."
Aryan nodded. "So is the primary reason for making love to make babies or for pleasure?"
"Both."
Aryan was silent for a few moments and then he said, "This is going to sound really dumb but how do babies get made exactly? I mean I know a little about it, but not much. You've taught me everything, but we have never discussed sex."
Sapna could feel her face flushing hot. "I suppose I was waiting until you were older, or maybe hoping that you would learn it on your own. I'm sorry I didn't make it a part of your education." She paused for long moments to get her thoughts together. "Let me see if I can make this simple. When the man gets excited and his thing ... uh ... penis gets hard, he gets an erection, and then he puts it into the woman. That is called intercourse. He moves it back and forth and eventually he shoots the seed into the woman. The sperm, as it is called, travels up the woman's canal until it reaches an egg and they mate. Nine months later a baby is born." She paused, feeling proud that she had made it seem so simple. Then she said, "That is the condensed version."
"I know what an erection is," he said with a smile.
"I figured you did," Sapna said returning the smile.
"So sperm is that white stuff that comes out?" he said.
"Yes and no. The white stuff, as you call it, is actual called semen and is mostly protein. It is the liquid that your body produces to protect and carry the sperm. Sperm is the life giving force. From what I understand there are millions of them and each one carries what and who you are on to the next generation. The woman produces one egg per month and the millions of sperm battle to be the one that inseminates the egg, making the woman pregnant." Sapna paused and then said, "There is a lot more to it and it is complicated. Does any of this make sense?"
"Yes, I think so. So you and Dad have the desire to make love and you do it, but not always to make babies. And Dad can't make babies anyway."
"Yes. However, even if a man has lots of sperm a baby it not always made. You remember when we saw the baby sea turtles rushing to the water the other day?"
"Yes."
"Many of them do not survive the trip to the water and then many more are eaten by fish once they get to the water. Only the strongest survive and they in turn have been given the desire to mate with other sea turtles and the species lives on.
It is the same with sperm. They are all making the dash for the water, so to speak, but the difficulty of the trek and chemicals inside the woman prevent all but a very few from making it to the end. And then only one, or sometimes two, the strongest, are able to penetrate the woman's egg."
Aryan summarized what he thought his mother was saying. "So we were given the desire to mate and it is a natural part of our being. You and Dad make love because it feels good even if he cannot make you pregnant. It satisfies a desire."
"Yes, that is exactly right. It feels good and it is a way to show love." Incredibly this discussion had made Sapna's heart beat faster and her nipples had grown hard under her top. She was wearing a thin top, riding pants and boots. The shirt was too thin, allowing the soft flesh of her large breasts and pink nipples to be seen if the light was right. The pants were a little too tight on her butt and across her groin and she could now feel the seam rubbing between her legs.
"We love each other, Mother and we don't make love," he said with a cock of his head and a little smile.
Sapna's face glowed hot. "That is different. We are mother and son."
Aryan was silent for a long while before he said rather sadly, "Mother, if we stay on the island forever, I will never get a chance to make love."
Suddenly the tone of the discussion had changed. Sapna felt her heart breaking. His words were true and there was nothing she could say to make him feel better. "We will not stay here forever. We will be rescued," she said unconvincingly. Then she added as brightly as possible, "Now I think that is enough about the birds and bees for today."
"Birds and bees ... I thought we were talking about men and women making love," he said, a smile coming to his face.
Sapna returned his smile. "Don't get impertinent, young man," she said as she reached over and tickled him. Aryan fought playfully and tried to tickle her. In their laughter they tumbled across the ground with Sapna landing under Aryan. Suddenly he was on top of her with his hips between her thighs. Just as suddenly their laughter stopped. Somewhere during the conversation Aryan had gotten an erection. Sapna felt his hardness pressing to her strangely tingling private parts.
"Is this how you and Father do it?" Aryan asked breathlessly, pressing his erection to his mother's crotch.
"Aryan, get off of me this instant. This is inappropriate," she said. She pushed Aryan off and hurried off down the hill toward the camp without looking back.
Aryan wondered what he had done wrong. He couldn't understand why his mother had gotten so upset. He never wanted to hurt her and he wasn't trying to have sex with her. He was confused. When he got back to the hut he saw his mother preparing dinner. "Mother," he said with tears in his eyes, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you mad."
Sapna turned around ready to admonish him again when she saw her son's repentant tears and her heart melted. She pulled him to her for a tight hug. "I know. I know," she whispered as tears suddenly streamed down her cheeks. She held him tightly for a long time.
After a few moments Aryan said, "Can we still ... talk about ... uh ... things?"
Sapna pushed him to arm's length and looked into his eyes. "Yes, but you have to promise to behave yourself."
Aryan smiled through his tears. "I'll try," he said as he wiped his eyes.
Sapna returned his smile and hugged him to her heaving breasts again, suddenly wondering if she could "behave" herself.
Sapna began to have second thoughts about their meeting place. It was quite private and maybe just a little too remote. The trail leading to the rock was hidden and once they were there they could not be seen. With the exception of the top of the rocks above them, which was difficult to get to, they were totally hidden. Then Sapna wondered why she was so concerned. After all the was the adult and she could control the situation ... at least she hoped she could.
For several weeks the conversation stayed mostly about the basics of reading and writing. However, she knew that sex was always on Aryan's mind and she dreaded the continued conversation. But as expected, Aryan brought it up again.
"Mother, uh, I have a question," he said.
"Sure, you know you can ask me anything."
"Well, uh ... it is kind of personal."
Sapna felt her face flush and knew what was coming. "Uh ... go on."
"You know we talked about ... we uh ... we talked about sex and stuff," Aryan stuttered. "Sometimes I get an ... you know, an erection and I am not sure why. I mean it is not always when I am thinking about sex."
Sapna giggled. "That happens sometimes in the morning when you have to go to the bathroom. It happens to your father. That is healthy."
Aryan smiled. "Oh. Then lots of times I have these strange dreams at night and it gets hard. And then I ... I ... you know get all wet and stuff. Is something wrong with me? I mean it is like I am trying to make a baby without a woman."
Sapna had to smile again. "Nothing is wrong with you, Aryan. What is happening is perfectly natural," Sapna answered with a slight blush.
Aryan thought for a few moments and said, "Sometimes ... I ... uh ... touch myself, but I have been afraid to do it too much. I mean it feels good and the stuff comes out, but ... I ... don't want to do it too much because I'm afraid I might hurt myself. Can I do that too much?"
Sapna laughed out loud, putting her hand over her mouth, and immediately regretted it. "I'm sorry. It is not funny ... it is cute."
Aryan's face turned red with embarrassment.
Sapna moved to sit next to him and put her arm around his shoulder. "Don't worry, you can't hurt yourself. A boy playing with himself is perfectly natural."
"Really?" he said, his face brightening.
"Yes, really."
"Do you do it?" he asked.
That sent a shock through Sapna. She paused for several long moments wondering if this was too personal. Yet she knew that he didn't have anyone else to ask. She had to tell the truth. "Yes, sometimes."
"You don't have a penis like me, right?" He waited for Sapna to nod and then asked, "So how do you do it?"
Sapna wondered if he was only acting ignorant now. She couldn't be sure so she had to answer. "I have a vagina and has an opening where the penis goes."
"I know that," he said as if he had not just learned it. After a pause he said, "So how do you do it then, you know, pleasure yourself?"
Sapna felt her face glowing hotter. "Well ... uh ... the vagina is very sensitive and it feels good to rub it. There are lips that protect the opening and they swell with blood and become very sensitive to the touch. Then there is a special place at the top of the vagina and it has the same type of sensation as the head of the penis. In fact it is kind of like a little penis head. Instead of stroking it with my hand I rub it with my finger tips."
"But since you have Dad, why do you need to do it like I do?"
"Well, sometimes we need to do it on our own. Only we can know what is the most pleasurable to our own bodies. So while many women feel guilty about doing it to themselves, most do. Women, based on our sexually repressed society, are not supposed to enjoy sex."
"Why not?"
"I don't know. Our backward society says that it is wrong. Women can't even vote."
"So all women do it then?"
"Yes, all women masturbate ... that is the word for it ... masturbate ... if they are normal."
"Sometimes when I do it my thingie, uh penis, gets kind of raw. And sometimes it just kind of goes off too quickly."
Sapna's face was bright red, but she laughed and said, "That's because you need lubrication to keep down the friction. As far as doing it too quickly, you need patience and to take your time. It is all about pleasuring yourself while you are doing it and not just climaxing. The climax is great, but it is the end."
Aryan nodded.
"Unfortunately many men don't care how fast they climax. That means that many times, when they are done having intercourse, the woman is not satisfied." Sapna thought for a moment and then reached into her satchel and pulled out a coconut that was cut in half but wrapped back together with a vine. She handed it to him. "Here, take this. It has cream inside that I use to put on my body. If you put it on your hand and rub your penis it will make it more pleasureable."
He took the coconut and said, "What about going off ... you know getting off too fast?"
"'Getting off' as you call it, is climaxing and you have to practice in order to make it last longer. When you do it, take it slow, let it build up. When you feel too close, slow down or stop. With practice you can solve that problem."
Aryan smiled and said, "I can do that ... practice that is."
"I bet you can," Sapna returned, holding back her smile this time. "A man climaxing too fast is rude and selfish. So if you practice delaying your climax you will be able to last longer and one day when you meet that special woman you will be ready."
Aryan chose his words carefully. "Okay. But since I don't have a girlfriend or a wife, and may never have one, I am not sure that matters."
"It does matter," Sapna said, trying to keep a slight hysteria from her voice. "First of all the pleasure is better when you take your time, but beyond that, we have to keep up hope that we will get off this island one day. You need to be ready for that in all ways." Sapna felt frustration coming over her and knew she had to end the conversation. "Now run along and find your father."
The following day they were back at the lagoon. After reading several chapters Aryan paused. "Mom, I tried the cream you gave me."
"Good," Sapna said, not wanting to ask the next question, but knew Aryan was waiting for it. She said, "And did it help?"
"Well, yes and no.
It felt really good and I didn't get red, but it made me climax even quicker."
Sapna sighed.
"It is frustrating and I don't know what to do about it," Aryan said.
Suddenly there were crazy thoughts in Sapna's head. She tried to control her breathing as her heart started to race. The mother in her was screaming no, but her female in her was saying he needs help. The female won. She knew what she was about to do was against all the rules, and maybe she had gone mad, but these were desperate times and she knew that quite possibly they would never leave this island. With her head spinning with illicit excitement she reached into her satchel and pulled out her coconut cream. She opened it and said, "Take some of my cream on your hand."
With a curious look Aryan took the container and scooped out some of the creamy oil. He held it in his hand and looked at his mother quizzically.
She knew that his father was gathering oysters near the wreckage and would be there most of the day. She turned back to him and said, "I will turn around. You take it ... your penis out ... and I will tell you what to do."
"Really?" Aryan said with a wide grin. Hurrying in case she changed her mind, Aryan opened his pants and brought his already erect penis out quickly. He saw his mother glance at him for a second before she turned her head.
Sapna's face turned red when she realized he had seen her looking. She cleared her throat, and tried to calm her voice as she said, "Put the cream on ... on your ... your penis. Then begin to stroke it slowly, lightly."
"Mmmm," Aryan moaned as he felt the slick cream sliding up and down his penis. He started to stroke himself faster, which made a slapping sound.
"Not that fast. Do it slowly. You want to make it last. The buildup is very important to the overall pleasure." She smiled in spite of what she was doing when she heard his moan of frustration. "Think about your favorite fantasy."
"You," he said softly, almost imperceptibly.
Sapna heard it and shivered. She felt the heat gathering between her legs. It was insane, but she wanted to touch herself. Her hand secretly moved between her legs and her fingers pressed the seam of her riding britches between her pussy lips.
"I am getting close," Aryan said breathlessly.
"No, not yet, slow down and make it last. I will tell you when you can finish."
With another moan of frustration, Aryan slowed his hand movements.
"Stop stroking and use your fingers under the crown of the head and twist them slowly, with a gentle touch," Sapna directed. "That should feel very good."
Another moan escaped his lips.
As Sapna moved her fingers up and down the seam of her pants she said, "Stop for a moment or two." She heard another moan. A few moments later she said, "Now, start again, but slowly. Slowly." Sapna was light headed now. Maybe it was sun stroke that was making her crazy like this, but she felt she could climax right there, sitting in front of her son as he stroked his cock.
"Mother ... I'm getting close again."
"No," she said with a commanding voice. "Wait ... make it last."
This went on for about fifteen minutes until Sapna knew that neither she nor he could wait much longer.
"Okay, you can do it faster now," she said with a tremor in her voice. She heard him groan and then she clamped her legs together as her pussy began to pulse. The throbbing grew stronger with every moan escaping her son's lips. Then she heard a loud groan and knew that he was climaxing. She couldn't help sneaking a look at her son's spewing cock.
A gasp escaped her lips and suddenly a strong climax shook her. She squeezed her legs together tightly. It was an incredible climax, one like she had not felt in years. She shook and almost lost her balance. Somewhere in the back of her mind she heard Aryan still gasping and moaning.
When the waves of pleasure finally abated she turned around and saw her son sitting with his eyes closed in post climatic pleasure, his now flaccid penis was lying on his leg. There was juice on the thigh of his pants and a string of it was hanging from the slit. Then she saw that most of his juices had spattered on her boot.
As Sapna stared she had an incredible urge to touch herself again.
"That was really good," he said with a smile.
Sapna smiled in spite of the building shame at what she had allowed to happen. "Put yourself away," she said motioning toward his flaccid penis, her eyes lingering just a bit longer than they should have.
"Oh, sorry," Aryan said with his face turning red. After he was buttoned up he put his cutest smile on his face. He said, "Mother, can we do this again?"
Sapna sighed. Could they? Would they? She wasn't sure. She said, "We will see. But now you need to head down to the beach and help your father."
Aryan jumped up and started to leave. Then he paused and quickly bent over and kissed his mother on the lips. "Thank you, Mom. You know, for ... well for everything. You are the best mother on this island."
Sapna felt a tingle in her private place, but then she laughed and said, "Only the island?"
"This is our world, so it is the entire world for me." With that he turned and walked down the trail toward the beach looking back at his mother with a smile as he went.
Sapna sighed and leaned back on her hands with her face lifted to the bright sun. The tropical breeze fanned her still heated face and her hair swirled around her. Her nipples remained hard under her thin shirt. Unable to stop herself she moved her hands between her legs and began to rub her pussy again. When she climaxed this time, as much as she fought it, her thoughts were of her son.