Apni aankhon me aansu aur chehre par niraasha aur laachari ke bhaav liye Dhurva apalak sa uss band darwaze ki aur dekh raha tha jaise ki usko aasha ho koi apna aayega aur usko jaane se rok lega....... lekin uski aasha ke viprit usko rokne Koi nahi aaya, isse hi apni niyati maankar uske kadam apne aap hi chal pade us disha ki aur jahan uska koi apna naa tha saath thi to bus apni lachari aur bebashi..............
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Kehte hai waqt her bade se bade zakham ko bhar deta hai, Dhurva ke saath bhi kuch aisa hi hua aur ab who bhi apni jindagi pahle ki bhaanti bitane laga,.......
Dhurva ke liye yahan sabkuch anjaana aur naya tha, who naya naya hi yahan rehne aaya tha bahut kam logo ko chodkar uski kisi ke saath naa to jayada dosti thi naa hi kisi prakar kaa mel- milap lekin uske ander dusro ke baare me jaanne aur unse dosti karne ki chaah bahut jayada thi..... Apni issi iccha ko puri karne ke liye who akshar hi aas- pass rahne wale logo ki mulbhut vayaktigat jaankaari apne kuch ek dosto se prapat kiya karta tha..... yahin kaary uske samay vaytit karne kaa ek bejod jariya bhi tha,
issi tarah ek din dhurva shaam ke samay suraj ki madayam lalimapurn roshni me chalti thandi thandi hawa ka luft utha raha tha ki uski nazer neeche khade ladke par padi usne us ladke ko pahle bhi kayi baar dekha tha aur uske baare me pucha bhi tha ki yeh khon hai lekin hamesha hi jab bhi kisi se usne yeh sawal kiya to who usko rahasaymay nazero se dekhkar bina uski baat kaa jawab diye hi chale gaye...........
yeh baat uske liye aur bhi khotuhal bhari aur romanchkari thi ki aisa kya hai us ladke me jo mujhe koi uske baare me batane ko taiyaar hi nahi hota hai, aaj to usne dhardnischay kar liya tha ki aaj to who kisi se puch kar hi dum lega.
Usne uski chaat par aaker chupkar chori se cigarette pine wale ladko ko pakad kar blackmail karne wale dhang se pucha -" sahin sahin batao yeh blue shirt wala ladka kon hai warna main tumhaare gharwalo se shikayat kar dunga ki tum yahan aaker kya karte ho ? "
" are yeh to arpit bhaiya hai......" itni si baat puchni thi, humne bata diya ab kisi se kuch mat kehna ki hum yahan aaker kya karte hai " who ladke jaate jaate bole.
Kuch naa kuch to gadbad hai, iss ladke ke baare me puchte hi sabhi taka sa jawab dekar nikal jaate hai kisi n kisi to mujhe yeh jaanna padega hi dhurva ne apne aapse hi sawal karte hue socha...........
Usne apne dimag par jor daalte hue socha ki unki imaarat ke chokidaar kaka barso se yahan apni sevaye de rahe hai who sabhi ko jaante bhi hai aur unka vayvhaar bhi bada udaar hai who meri sahayata jaroor karenge. isi soch ke saath dhurva raat hone kka intezaar karne laga.........
Raat hote hi seedha who kaka ke pass pahuch gaya.......
Nameste kaka usne pass jaa kar kaha
" Dhurva beta ....... itni raat gaye tum yahan " Kaka ne pucha
" Socha thoda tahal aau ........., " Dhurva ne jawab diya
"Kaka ek baat puchu....... Aap kab se yahan ho ? mere sabhi dost kehte hai aapne unko godi me khilaya hai "
Kaka ne muskaan ke saath dhurva ko dekha aur bole " Bachpan me ghar se bhaga tha , yahan ke logo ne panah di, pyaar diya , ijjat di tab se yahin ka ho gaya, kitne hi basant beet gaye kitne hi sukh dukh dekhe hai maine yahan beta "
Yeh sunkar dhurva ka hosla bada aur usne apne dil ki baat puch hi li Ki yeh Arpit khon hai aur sabhi uske baare me usko kuch batate kyu nahi ulte uss par hi hasste hai , kaka mujhe uske baare me batao naa..... dhurva ne jidd karte hue pucha.
Pahle baitho fir batata hu
Uski apne aapme ek ajib kahani hai........... thodi banawati lagti hai parantu iski ek ek baat bilkul satya hai.
Uske maa baap ko apna vansh chalane ke liye aaulad ke roop me ek ladke ki jaroort thi, jiski chah me unhone ek ke baad ek kayi santaano ko janam diya lekin sabhi ladkiya hi thi.... lekin arpit ke maa - baap ko hamesha hi ladke ki kami khalti rahi jisko pura karne ke liye unhone unki sabse choti beti arpita ko hi ladka maan liya........
Uski pravarish bilkul ek ladke ki bhanti hui hai, ladko ki tarah kapde pahana, ladko ki tarah baal katana, ladko ki tarah baat karna in sab ki beech Arpita kab Arpit ban gayi pata hi nahi chala......
Sabhi ko lagta tha waqt ke saath haalat sudhar jaayega lekin haalat to bad ke saath badtar hote chale gaye.
Aaj wahin Arpita 23 Saal ki ho chuki hai lekin uska saara astitav Arpit ke vayatiatv me kho chuka hai, Hum sabke liye who ek ladka hi hai jo apne dosto ke saath ladkiya chedta hai , bike chalata hai, Uska sharirik vikash bhi ladko ki tarah hua hai jiski wajah se uska naaritav kabhi baaher ubher kar naa aa saka.... ek adad ladke ki chah me prakrti ke niyamo se kiye gaye iss khilwad kaa natija hai Arpit.........
Samanay si dikhne wali iss baat ne kisi ki jindagi me aisa asamanya badlaw laa diya jiske gambheer parinaam sabhi ko bhugtne honge.......
Apni ek iccha ki purti ke liye unhone isko beta to bana liya mager ab isse koi shaadi karne wala nahi milne wala koi ladka aisi ladki se shaadi nahi karega jo apne aapko ladka maanti ho yaa jiske masthisk me hi yeh baat paith kar di gayi ho ki who ladka hai.
issi karan tum jab arpit ke baare me kisi se puchte honge to who tumhe rahsaymay nazero ke saath dekhta hoga...... Tum yahan naye ho isliye tumhe kuch pata nahi.
Dhurva ko apne sawalo ke jawab mil chuke the aur ab usne vida lena hi munasib samjha....... Usne kabhi sapne me kalpana bhi nahi ki hogi ki kisi ke saath aisa bhi kuch ho sakta hai. Ek Sawal ka jawab mila to kayi sawal sar utha kar khade ho gaye.... yeh sab sochta hua kab usko neend ne apne aagosh me le liya usse kuch bhaan hi naa raha.
Subah ki pahli kiran ke saath hi dhurva ne aankhen kholi parantu uski dil o dimag me kal wali saari baation hi gum rahin thi, jinko who laakh praytan kar ke bhi bhula nahi paa raha tha.
In sab ke beech usne le liya who faisla jo uski jindagi ko hamesha ke liye badal dene wala tha........
Who dhodhta hua Chokidar Kaka ke pass pahucha aur kehne laga " Kaka mujhe Arpit se mera matlab arpita se shaadi karni hai, mera bhi yaha koi nahi aap mere dada ke umar ke hai to aap hi mujhe salah de "
" Yeh kya keh rahe ho tum ? Kisi ke dard me bhaav vibhor hona alag baat hai, kisi se sahanubhuti jatana alag baat hoti hai..... Parantu bina soche samjhe koi nirnay lena bewkoofi hai beta.......... " Kaka ne samjhate hue kaha
" Socho uske saath tumhaara bhavishy kya hoga, Samjhota aur tayag kar sakoge apni jindagi ke saath...... Tum uske baare me sab kuch jaante hue bhi usse shaadi karne ki iccha rakhte ho ? " Kaka ne apna tark rakha
" Sab jaanta hu isliye hi to faisla liya hai ........ Ek baar kada kadam utha diya hai peeche hata to fir kabhi aage naa badh paaunga " Dhurva ne apna paksh rakha
" Theek hai tumhara faisla atal hai to main arpit ke maa- baap se baat karta hu, unke liye isse khushi ki baat koi anay naa hogi " Kaka ne bhi apni baat keh di
Kaka ne turant hi arpit ke maa baap se iss baat ka saara jikar kar diya, unki to jaise mann maangi murad puri ho chuki thi unki aur se to sab sakaratamak hi tha...... lekin sabse badi baat thi arpit urf arpita iss baat ke liye taiyaar hai yaa nahi.....
Sabhi ne milkar is ka tod nikala ki dono ko akele saath baitha kar iska hal dhundha jaaye........
Arpita ne seedhe hi keh diya " pagla gaya hai kya, apun aisa hi hai..... apun kisi ke liye bhi apne aapko badlne wala nahi hai..... kyu halal hona chahta hai...... koi bhi acchi si chikni mil jaayegi tere ko....... chal katt le yahan se, isse pahle ki mera bheja khishak jaaye "
Sabko armaano ko arpita ki baaton se badi thesh pahuchi lekin sabhi ne usko samjha samjha kar shadi ke liye to raaji kar liya lekin uski abhi bhi kuch sharte thi
jaise ki who apne ghar ko chod kar kahin nahi jaayegi......
Usko apne jeene ke tareeke me badlaaw ke liye prayapat samay diya jaayega.......
Sabhi ko lag raha tha dhurva in sharto ko manne se inkaar kar dega lekin usne sabko chokate hue sabhi sharte sar jhuka kar maanli......
Wahan upsthith sabhi logo ka yeh dekhkar dil bhar aaya sabhi achmbhit the ki koi insaan itna neke bhi ho sakta hai......
Arpita ke maata- pita ne dhurva ko gale laga aur kaha beta tum kisi devta se kam nahi ho hamare liye..... hame aaj ahsaash hua ki ek daamad bhi bete ka farj bakhubhi nibha sakta hai, Hamari ek chahat ne kitno ki jindgi me bhuchal laa diya lekin ab tumhaari wajah se ab sara santulan sahin ho chuka hai......
"main koi devta nahi ek saadharn saa aam manushya hu jisko kabhi duniya ne apno ke liye begana kar diya tha "
Yeh kehkar dhurva kho gaya apne atit me..............
Jahan naa jaane kaise use apne samaan ling walo se aakarshan ho gaya tha, apni issi soch ko jab uske sabhi ko bataya ki who sumlengik hai , usko apne se viprit ling se koi aakershan nahi to uske pariwaar walon ne usko ek neechle gatiya soch ka manorogi bata kar samaj me badnaam hone ke darr se usse sabhi rishte samapat kar liye aur ghar se bedakhal kar diya.........
Aaj who bada khush tha kyunki uski soch bhi barkrar rahegi aur samaj me bhi koi uspar ungli nahi utha paayega....... kya pata waqt juzarne ke saath who bhi apne iss manorog se baaher nikal aaye.......
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Kehte hai waqt her bade se bade zakham ko bhar deta hai, Dhurva ke saath bhi kuch aisa hi hua aur ab who bhi apni jindagi pahle ki bhaanti bitane laga,.......
Dhurva ke liye yahan sabkuch anjaana aur naya tha, who naya naya hi yahan rehne aaya tha bahut kam logo ko chodkar uski kisi ke saath naa to jayada dosti thi naa hi kisi prakar kaa mel- milap lekin uske ander dusro ke baare me jaanne aur unse dosti karne ki chaah bahut jayada thi..... Apni issi iccha ko puri karne ke liye who akshar hi aas- pass rahne wale logo ki mulbhut vayaktigat jaankaari apne kuch ek dosto se prapat kiya karta tha..... yahin kaary uske samay vaytit karne kaa ek bejod jariya bhi tha,
issi tarah ek din dhurva shaam ke samay suraj ki madayam lalimapurn roshni me chalti thandi thandi hawa ka luft utha raha tha ki uski nazer neeche khade ladke par padi usne us ladke ko pahle bhi kayi baar dekha tha aur uske baare me pucha bhi tha ki yeh khon hai lekin hamesha hi jab bhi kisi se usne yeh sawal kiya to who usko rahasaymay nazero se dekhkar bina uski baat kaa jawab diye hi chale gaye...........
yeh baat uske liye aur bhi khotuhal bhari aur romanchkari thi ki aisa kya hai us ladke me jo mujhe koi uske baare me batane ko taiyaar hi nahi hota hai, aaj to usne dhardnischay kar liya tha ki aaj to who kisi se puch kar hi dum lega.
Usne uski chaat par aaker chupkar chori se cigarette pine wale ladko ko pakad kar blackmail karne wale dhang se pucha -" sahin sahin batao yeh blue shirt wala ladka kon hai warna main tumhaare gharwalo se shikayat kar dunga ki tum yahan aaker kya karte ho ? "
" are yeh to arpit bhaiya hai......" itni si baat puchni thi, humne bata diya ab kisi se kuch mat kehna ki hum yahan aaker kya karte hai " who ladke jaate jaate bole.
Kuch naa kuch to gadbad hai, iss ladke ke baare me puchte hi sabhi taka sa jawab dekar nikal jaate hai kisi n kisi to mujhe yeh jaanna padega hi dhurva ne apne aapse hi sawal karte hue socha...........
Usne apne dimag par jor daalte hue socha ki unki imaarat ke chokidaar kaka barso se yahan apni sevaye de rahe hai who sabhi ko jaante bhi hai aur unka vayvhaar bhi bada udaar hai who meri sahayata jaroor karenge. isi soch ke saath dhurva raat hone kka intezaar karne laga.........
Raat hote hi seedha who kaka ke pass pahuch gaya.......
Nameste kaka usne pass jaa kar kaha
" Dhurva beta ....... itni raat gaye tum yahan " Kaka ne pucha
" Socha thoda tahal aau ........., " Dhurva ne jawab diya
"Kaka ek baat puchu....... Aap kab se yahan ho ? mere sabhi dost kehte hai aapne unko godi me khilaya hai "
Kaka ne muskaan ke saath dhurva ko dekha aur bole " Bachpan me ghar se bhaga tha , yahan ke logo ne panah di, pyaar diya , ijjat di tab se yahin ka ho gaya, kitne hi basant beet gaye kitne hi sukh dukh dekhe hai maine yahan beta "
Yeh sunkar dhurva ka hosla bada aur usne apne dil ki baat puch hi li Ki yeh Arpit khon hai aur sabhi uske baare me usko kuch batate kyu nahi ulte uss par hi hasste hai , kaka mujhe uske baare me batao naa..... dhurva ne jidd karte hue pucha.
Pahle baitho fir batata hu
Uski apne aapme ek ajib kahani hai........... thodi banawati lagti hai parantu iski ek ek baat bilkul satya hai.
Uske maa baap ko apna vansh chalane ke liye aaulad ke roop me ek ladke ki jaroort thi, jiski chah me unhone ek ke baad ek kayi santaano ko janam diya lekin sabhi ladkiya hi thi.... lekin arpit ke maa - baap ko hamesha hi ladke ki kami khalti rahi jisko pura karne ke liye unhone unki sabse choti beti arpita ko hi ladka maan liya........
Uski pravarish bilkul ek ladke ki bhanti hui hai, ladko ki tarah kapde pahana, ladko ki tarah baal katana, ladko ki tarah baat karna in sab ki beech Arpita kab Arpit ban gayi pata hi nahi chala......
Sabhi ko lagta tha waqt ke saath haalat sudhar jaayega lekin haalat to bad ke saath badtar hote chale gaye.
Aaj wahin Arpita 23 Saal ki ho chuki hai lekin uska saara astitav Arpit ke vayatiatv me kho chuka hai, Hum sabke liye who ek ladka hi hai jo apne dosto ke saath ladkiya chedta hai , bike chalata hai, Uska sharirik vikash bhi ladko ki tarah hua hai jiski wajah se uska naaritav kabhi baaher ubher kar naa aa saka.... ek adad ladke ki chah me prakrti ke niyamo se kiye gaye iss khilwad kaa natija hai Arpit.........
Samanay si dikhne wali iss baat ne kisi ki jindagi me aisa asamanya badlaw laa diya jiske gambheer parinaam sabhi ko bhugtne honge.......
Apni ek iccha ki purti ke liye unhone isko beta to bana liya mager ab isse koi shaadi karne wala nahi milne wala koi ladka aisi ladki se shaadi nahi karega jo apne aapko ladka maanti ho yaa jiske masthisk me hi yeh baat paith kar di gayi ho ki who ladka hai.
issi karan tum jab arpit ke baare me kisi se puchte honge to who tumhe rahsaymay nazero ke saath dekhta hoga...... Tum yahan naye ho isliye tumhe kuch pata nahi.
Dhurva ko apne sawalo ke jawab mil chuke the aur ab usne vida lena hi munasib samjha....... Usne kabhi sapne me kalpana bhi nahi ki hogi ki kisi ke saath aisa bhi kuch ho sakta hai. Ek Sawal ka jawab mila to kayi sawal sar utha kar khade ho gaye.... yeh sab sochta hua kab usko neend ne apne aagosh me le liya usse kuch bhaan hi naa raha.
Subah ki pahli kiran ke saath hi dhurva ne aankhen kholi parantu uski dil o dimag me kal wali saari baation hi gum rahin thi, jinko who laakh praytan kar ke bhi bhula nahi paa raha tha.
In sab ke beech usne le liya who faisla jo uski jindagi ko hamesha ke liye badal dene wala tha........
Who dhodhta hua Chokidar Kaka ke pass pahucha aur kehne laga " Kaka mujhe Arpit se mera matlab arpita se shaadi karni hai, mera bhi yaha koi nahi aap mere dada ke umar ke hai to aap hi mujhe salah de "
" Yeh kya keh rahe ho tum ? Kisi ke dard me bhaav vibhor hona alag baat hai, kisi se sahanubhuti jatana alag baat hoti hai..... Parantu bina soche samjhe koi nirnay lena bewkoofi hai beta.......... " Kaka ne samjhate hue kaha
" Socho uske saath tumhaara bhavishy kya hoga, Samjhota aur tayag kar sakoge apni jindagi ke saath...... Tum uske baare me sab kuch jaante hue bhi usse shaadi karne ki iccha rakhte ho ? " Kaka ne apna tark rakha
" Sab jaanta hu isliye hi to faisla liya hai ........ Ek baar kada kadam utha diya hai peeche hata to fir kabhi aage naa badh paaunga " Dhurva ne apna paksh rakha
" Theek hai tumhara faisla atal hai to main arpit ke maa- baap se baat karta hu, unke liye isse khushi ki baat koi anay naa hogi " Kaka ne bhi apni baat keh di
Kaka ne turant hi arpit ke maa baap se iss baat ka saara jikar kar diya, unki to jaise mann maangi murad puri ho chuki thi unki aur se to sab sakaratamak hi tha...... lekin sabse badi baat thi arpit urf arpita iss baat ke liye taiyaar hai yaa nahi.....
Sabhi ne milkar is ka tod nikala ki dono ko akele saath baitha kar iska hal dhundha jaaye........
Arpita ne seedhe hi keh diya " pagla gaya hai kya, apun aisa hi hai..... apun kisi ke liye bhi apne aapko badlne wala nahi hai..... kyu halal hona chahta hai...... koi bhi acchi si chikni mil jaayegi tere ko....... chal katt le yahan se, isse pahle ki mera bheja khishak jaaye "
Sabko armaano ko arpita ki baaton se badi thesh pahuchi lekin sabhi ne usko samjha samjha kar shadi ke liye to raaji kar liya lekin uski abhi bhi kuch sharte thi
jaise ki who apne ghar ko chod kar kahin nahi jaayegi......
Usko apne jeene ke tareeke me badlaaw ke liye prayapat samay diya jaayega.......
Sabhi ko lag raha tha dhurva in sharto ko manne se inkaar kar dega lekin usne sabko chokate hue sabhi sharte sar jhuka kar maanli......
Wahan upsthith sabhi logo ka yeh dekhkar dil bhar aaya sabhi achmbhit the ki koi insaan itna neke bhi ho sakta hai......
Arpita ke maata- pita ne dhurva ko gale laga aur kaha beta tum kisi devta se kam nahi ho hamare liye..... hame aaj ahsaash hua ki ek daamad bhi bete ka farj bakhubhi nibha sakta hai, Hamari ek chahat ne kitno ki jindgi me bhuchal laa diya lekin ab tumhaari wajah se ab sara santulan sahin ho chuka hai......
"main koi devta nahi ek saadharn saa aam manushya hu jisko kabhi duniya ne apno ke liye begana kar diya tha "
Yeh kehkar dhurva kho gaya apne atit me..............
Jahan naa jaane kaise use apne samaan ling walo se aakarshan ho gaya tha, apni issi soch ko jab uske sabhi ko bataya ki who sumlengik hai , usko apne se viprit ling se koi aakershan nahi to uske pariwaar walon ne usko ek neechle gatiya soch ka manorogi bata kar samaj me badnaam hone ke darr se usse sabhi rishte samapat kar liye aur ghar se bedakhal kar diya.........
Aaj who bada khush tha kyunki uski soch bhi barkrar rahegi aur samaj me bhi koi uspar ungli nahi utha paayega....... kya pata waqt juzarne ke saath who bhi apne iss manorog se baaher nikal aaye.......