Sir,”Aap kitne sweet ho, aapse pahle waala Manager ekdum khadoos tha. Lekin aap jab se aaye ho yahan, na to koi kaam rukta hai aur na hi kisi ko pareshani hoti. Manager ho to aap jaisa. Theek hai Sir main chalti hoon. Bye.”Itna kah ke wo chali gayee. Chalti badi ada se thi wo, main dekhta rah gaya.
Pant tight ho chuki thi. Maine jaise hi pant theek karne ke liye haath niche kiya, mujhe apni kalayee pe kuch meethe zakhm dikhaayee diye. Pant aur tight ho chuki thi, main achanak kisi yaad main kho gaya.
Year - 2005
“Memsaab main chote babu ke nikar ab nayee dhoungi, ab chote babu bade ho gaye hain.” Ye kahkar usne ek lambi saans bhari aur muskurakar kaha, “rahne do maalkin chote sahab bahut seedhe hain, inke umar ke ladke pata nahin kitno ko maa bana chuke hote hain par inki mehnat to saari nikar main hi nikal jaati hai.” Kitchen main cooker ki awaaz se andar kuch sunai nahin de raha tha shayad. Usne ek do baar aur maalkin maalkin pukara fir idhar udhar dekh ke mere nikar ko naak se laga liya aur saari ke upar se hi apne pairon ke beech main haath le jaake jor se dabane lagi. Uski aankhain band thi. Ye nazara main apne kamre main se dekh raha tha ki tabhi mere kandhe pe kisi ne haath rakha aur main cheek pada. Bai ki saans aur haath dono ruk gaye, maano nikar main maadak veesh ho.
Main jahan tha wahin jam gaya tha, tabhi mere kaan main Tinky ne kaha, “chal na maine tere liye pohe banaya hai.” Uski awaaz kaan main is tarah ghusi ki mera rom rom sihar gaya aur main ek dum se kaamp gaya.
“Sunny tujhe to bukhaar hai, tera badan pura garm hai.” Usne mujhe jaise hi apne or kiya main uspar gir pada. Shorts ke andar chaddi na pahan ne ki vajah se uske pet main jo chubha wo mujhe aur use laal kar gaya.
“Sunny tu shorts badal le geela ho gaya hai, main pohe le aati hoon. Teri tabiyat theek nahin lag rahi. Main tujhe khila dungi. Main aati hoon 5 min main.” Ye kahke wo chali gayee. Maine jaise hi neeche dekha main sharminda ho gaya. Mere kaan garam ho gaye. Maine turant hi apna shorts almari se nikala aur badal ke bistar pe aankh band kar ke let gaya. Mera dil jor jor se dhadak raha tha. Pata nahin ye kaun si bimaari lag gayee thi mujhe. Mann main kayee sawal the, jise sochte hi pant aur dil dono phatne lagte. Main sab bhoolne ki koshish kar hi raha tha ki Tinky pohe le ke aa gayee.
“Tu baith main apne haathon se khila deti hoon.” Aisa nahin tha ki wo mujhe pahli baar khila rahi thi. Jab se maine hosh sambhala hai tab se teen chehre jaroor pehchanta tha, unmain se ek Tinky ka tha. Aaj mujhe uske badan se bheeni bheeni khusboo aa rahi thi, jise maine pahle kabhi mehsoos nahin kiya tha. Use main ek tak dekhte jaa raha tha, wo kuch alag lag rahi thi aaj, ya shayad aaj main usmain ek ladki dekh raha tha.
“Aise kya dekh raha hai Sunny, tu theek to hai na.” Itni madhur awaaz maine pahle kabhi nahin suni thi. Maine usko gale laga liya, maine usko itna kas kar pakda tha ki uski dhadkane meri dhadkano se mil gayee thi.
“Sunny Sunnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.” Maine use chora to dekha uska chehra laal tha. “Sunny tu apne aap ko akela mat socha kar, main humesha hoon tere liye, theek hai.” Maine haan main sar hila diya. Usne mujhe poora poha khilaya aur mere paas aa ke baith gayee.
“Sunny tu kab tak aise nadaan rahega, aaj kaamwali bhi tera majaak bana rahi thi.Tere umra ke ladke itne nadaan nahin hote. Ye baat mujhe pasand hai ki tu bahut seedha hai lekin tujhe kuch baatain pata honi chahiye. Ye baatain mujhe tak pata hai. Tu PHP main uljha rahta hai, tujhe lagta hai ki ye language ek din bahut kamaal karegi, fine. Tere umra ke bacche tujhe Geek bulate hai to tu apne se kam umra ke ladkon ke saath rahta hai.Ghar ka eklauta hone ke kaaran tu ghar main bhi akela rahta hai. Internet pe bhi din raat rahta hai lekin fir bhi tujhe kuch nahin maloom. Dekh Sunny aaj jo hua us kaaran se mujhe lagta hai mujhe tujh se ye baat karni chahiye.”
Main leta hua tha aur wo jhuk ke baat kar rahi thi. Mere shorts main halchal hone lagi, jise usne dekh liya. Maine sharm se munh fer liya aur aankhain band kar li.“Sunny idhar dekh.” Meri himmat nahin hui aankhain kholne ki. Wo sarak kar mere paas aayee aur bahut pyaar se hansi. Fir mere baju let gayee. Usne mere kaan main bade dheere se kaha, “Sunny uth na.” Main to nahin utha lekin badan ka rom rom uth ke sihar gaya aur shorts puri tarah se tight ho gaya. Usne apna haath mere pet pe rakh diya, fir wo dheere dheere apna haath niche leti chali gayee. “Ye tujhe pareshan karta hai na Sunny, ise main sula deti hoon.”
Uska munh mere kaan ke itne paas tha ki jab wo bol rahi thi to uske lips mere kaan main lag rahe the aur uske sason ki garmi se mera badan sihar jaata tha. Uska haath mere shorts ke upar mere kadakpan ko masal raha tha aur uski garm saansain mere kaanon se hoke poore rom rom main sihran ki tarah fail rahi thi. Mera sharir tapne laga tha. Achanak se usne apni jeebh mere kaan main ghused di aur apne jeebh se chedne lagi. Bahar garmi kitni thi pata nahin lekin andar A.C. Kisi ne ulta laga diya tha shayad. Dono ke badan tap rahe the. Wo mere kaanon ko choos rahi thi aur chaat rahi thi. Mere pair akadne lage the, achanak mera kamar hawa main apne aap uthne laga, awaaz gale ki gale main rah gayee. Jaise hi Tinky ne mera gaal apni jeeb se chaata, main buri tarah tadap utha aur shorts main kuch jhatkon ke saath mera shorts aur Tinky ka haath buri tarah se geela ho gaya.
Tinky ne mere maathe ko aur mere aankhon ko chuma fir apne doosre haath se mere baalon ko sehlaane lagi. Tinky ne mujhe apne seene se laga liya, fir alag kar ke boli ki main haath dho ke aathi hoon. Wo uth ke bathroom ki taraf chalee gayee. Meri nazar apne shorts pe gayee wo buri tarah geela tha. Tabhi mere haath pe geela sa laga, maine dekha to paaya ki mere bajoo main bhi geela sa dhabba hai. Main use haath main laga ke sughne laga to meri aankh apne aap band ho gayee. Shayad kadakpan fir se lautne laga tha. Tinky jaise hi bahar aaye maine bola Tinky tum bhi. Wo sharmakar gate ki taraf chali gayee. Gate pe khade hokar usne kaha, “Sunny saaf kar le khud ko, fir shaam ko milte hain.”
Shaam ko main aur Tinky mile. Wo thodi sharma rahi thi, maine uska haath apne haath main pakda aur kaha. “Tinky maine tere jaane ke baad fir waisa hi kiya, kya bataaon yaar kitna relax hoon.” Wo meri taraf dekh ke boli, “tujhe khush dekh leti hoon to lagta hai din pura ho gaya.” Hum dono ne ek doosre ko gale se laga liya. Achanak se mera cell phone baja, aur usmain mere Engg. main selection wali achi khabar thi. Tinky ko maine ye khabar batai to usne mujhe bahut jor se aur bahut der tak gale se laga liya.
Year - 2008
Main Singapore aaya hua tha apne project pe presentation dene. Saari ladkiyan yahan sleeveless top aur hot pants main ghoomti thi. Mujhe hotel wapas aake apni garmi shaant karni padti thi. Engg. Ke dauran pata nahin kitne heroines ke naam pe maine salaami di hogi. Ab kuch real karne ka dil kar raha tha. Main pahunch gaya Geylang, red light area of Singapore.
Wahan to poora bazaar laga hua tha. Main bhi pahucha jahan tak meri pocket sambhaal sakti thi. Ladki pasand ki aur ladki mujhe apne saath ek kamre main leke gayee. Pink dim light aur khusbhu thi poore kamre main.Usne mujhe kapde utarne ko kaha, fir usne mere poore badan ko ek lotion se saaf kiya. Fir hum bistar ki or bade, usne ek jhatke main apne saare kapde utar diye. Wahan jo bhi hua usmain kuch adhura tha. Isi adhure pan ki vajah se mere andar ki koi garmi nahin nikali. Time khatam ho gaya aur bina charam seema pe pahunche hotel pahunch gaya. Aankhon main aansu the, andar ek udaasi si aa gayee thi. Is udaasi ka kaaran mujhe bahut der se samajh main aaya.
Year - 2009
Meri naukri Engg ke last sem se pahle hi lag gayee thi. Naukri ki vajah se akelapan aur badh gaya tha. Maine apne cousin jo ki mere se chotta tha, use apne ghar main rahne ko bola, wo maan gaya. Ab ghar main akelapan nahin tha, lekin main fir bhi akela tha.
Raat ko office se lautne ke baad main apne kamre main kaam karne lag gaya. Dinner ke waqt main bhai ko bulaane uske kamre ki taraf badha. Andar ka maajra dekh ke mere chehre pe muskurahat daud gayee. Aise hi shuru hota hai ye sab. Maine socha uski doosri bhook mite to main pahle wali ki baat karoon. Main apne bistar pe aake let gaya.
Year - 2010
Kayee saal baad aaj ghar gaya tha. Tinky se to milna hi tha. Tinky mili, saare gile sikwe nikle, dard nikla, hansi nikli, akelapan khatam ho gaya. Usne mera haath bahut jor se kaata, aur mujhse lipat gayee.Maine uska chehra apne haathon main liya aur use kiss kiya. Jab jeebh se jeebh milte hain to ek ajeeb si gudgudi hoti hai jise main shabdon me' bayan nahin kar sakta. Do din baad mujhe wapis jaana tha. Airport pe jaate samay usne meri kalayee itni jor se pakdi thi ki uske saare nakhoon usmain gad gaye the.
Aaj ka din
Bas bahut ho gaya ye sab. Wo chahti hai mujhe aur main bhi use chahta hoon to ab kyun ye akelapan. Maine phone lagaya, “Uncle main Tinky se shadi karna chahta hoon. Aap ashirwaad to do.” Udhar se badi jor se hasne ki awaaz aaye. Haan ho gayee thee.
Khaalipan badi ajeeb cheez hoti hai. Jyaadatar ye hawas ka roop le leti hai. Hawas tarrakki ki, pratisodh ki, jism ki, wagera wagera. Bina pyar ke khaalipan kabhi nahin jaata. Singapore main bas pyaar ki kami thi, jo sirf Tinky main hi mujhe apne liye dikhta tha. Aisa hi hota hai. Aankhon ke saamne ka sach dimaag ke khulne ke baad hi samajh aata hai.
Pant tight ho chuki thi. Maine jaise hi pant theek karne ke liye haath niche kiya, mujhe apni kalayee pe kuch meethe zakhm dikhaayee diye. Pant aur tight ho chuki thi, main achanak kisi yaad main kho gaya.
Year - 2005
“Memsaab main chote babu ke nikar ab nayee dhoungi, ab chote babu bade ho gaye hain.” Ye kahkar usne ek lambi saans bhari aur muskurakar kaha, “rahne do maalkin chote sahab bahut seedhe hain, inke umar ke ladke pata nahin kitno ko maa bana chuke hote hain par inki mehnat to saari nikar main hi nikal jaati hai.” Kitchen main cooker ki awaaz se andar kuch sunai nahin de raha tha shayad. Usne ek do baar aur maalkin maalkin pukara fir idhar udhar dekh ke mere nikar ko naak se laga liya aur saari ke upar se hi apne pairon ke beech main haath le jaake jor se dabane lagi. Uski aankhain band thi. Ye nazara main apne kamre main se dekh raha tha ki tabhi mere kandhe pe kisi ne haath rakha aur main cheek pada. Bai ki saans aur haath dono ruk gaye, maano nikar main maadak veesh ho.
Main jahan tha wahin jam gaya tha, tabhi mere kaan main Tinky ne kaha, “chal na maine tere liye pohe banaya hai.” Uski awaaz kaan main is tarah ghusi ki mera rom rom sihar gaya aur main ek dum se kaamp gaya.
“Sunny tujhe to bukhaar hai, tera badan pura garm hai.” Usne mujhe jaise hi apne or kiya main uspar gir pada. Shorts ke andar chaddi na pahan ne ki vajah se uske pet main jo chubha wo mujhe aur use laal kar gaya.
“Sunny tu shorts badal le geela ho gaya hai, main pohe le aati hoon. Teri tabiyat theek nahin lag rahi. Main tujhe khila dungi. Main aati hoon 5 min main.” Ye kahke wo chali gayee. Maine jaise hi neeche dekha main sharminda ho gaya. Mere kaan garam ho gaye. Maine turant hi apna shorts almari se nikala aur badal ke bistar pe aankh band kar ke let gaya. Mera dil jor jor se dhadak raha tha. Pata nahin ye kaun si bimaari lag gayee thi mujhe. Mann main kayee sawal the, jise sochte hi pant aur dil dono phatne lagte. Main sab bhoolne ki koshish kar hi raha tha ki Tinky pohe le ke aa gayee.
“Tu baith main apne haathon se khila deti hoon.” Aisa nahin tha ki wo mujhe pahli baar khila rahi thi. Jab se maine hosh sambhala hai tab se teen chehre jaroor pehchanta tha, unmain se ek Tinky ka tha. Aaj mujhe uske badan se bheeni bheeni khusboo aa rahi thi, jise maine pahle kabhi mehsoos nahin kiya tha. Use main ek tak dekhte jaa raha tha, wo kuch alag lag rahi thi aaj, ya shayad aaj main usmain ek ladki dekh raha tha.
“Aise kya dekh raha hai Sunny, tu theek to hai na.” Itni madhur awaaz maine pahle kabhi nahin suni thi. Maine usko gale laga liya, maine usko itna kas kar pakda tha ki uski dhadkane meri dhadkano se mil gayee thi.
“Sunny Sunnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.” Maine use chora to dekha uska chehra laal tha. “Sunny tu apne aap ko akela mat socha kar, main humesha hoon tere liye, theek hai.” Maine haan main sar hila diya. Usne mujhe poora poha khilaya aur mere paas aa ke baith gayee.
“Sunny tu kab tak aise nadaan rahega, aaj kaamwali bhi tera majaak bana rahi thi.Tere umra ke ladke itne nadaan nahin hote. Ye baat mujhe pasand hai ki tu bahut seedha hai lekin tujhe kuch baatain pata honi chahiye. Ye baatain mujhe tak pata hai. Tu PHP main uljha rahta hai, tujhe lagta hai ki ye language ek din bahut kamaal karegi, fine. Tere umra ke bacche tujhe Geek bulate hai to tu apne se kam umra ke ladkon ke saath rahta hai.Ghar ka eklauta hone ke kaaran tu ghar main bhi akela rahta hai. Internet pe bhi din raat rahta hai lekin fir bhi tujhe kuch nahin maloom. Dekh Sunny aaj jo hua us kaaran se mujhe lagta hai mujhe tujh se ye baat karni chahiye.”
Main leta hua tha aur wo jhuk ke baat kar rahi thi. Mere shorts main halchal hone lagi, jise usne dekh liya. Maine sharm se munh fer liya aur aankhain band kar li.“Sunny idhar dekh.” Meri himmat nahin hui aankhain kholne ki. Wo sarak kar mere paas aayee aur bahut pyaar se hansi. Fir mere baju let gayee. Usne mere kaan main bade dheere se kaha, “Sunny uth na.” Main to nahin utha lekin badan ka rom rom uth ke sihar gaya aur shorts puri tarah se tight ho gaya. Usne apna haath mere pet pe rakh diya, fir wo dheere dheere apna haath niche leti chali gayee. “Ye tujhe pareshan karta hai na Sunny, ise main sula deti hoon.”
Uska munh mere kaan ke itne paas tha ki jab wo bol rahi thi to uske lips mere kaan main lag rahe the aur uske sason ki garmi se mera badan sihar jaata tha. Uska haath mere shorts ke upar mere kadakpan ko masal raha tha aur uski garm saansain mere kaanon se hoke poore rom rom main sihran ki tarah fail rahi thi. Mera sharir tapne laga tha. Achanak se usne apni jeebh mere kaan main ghused di aur apne jeebh se chedne lagi. Bahar garmi kitni thi pata nahin lekin andar A.C. Kisi ne ulta laga diya tha shayad. Dono ke badan tap rahe the. Wo mere kaanon ko choos rahi thi aur chaat rahi thi. Mere pair akadne lage the, achanak mera kamar hawa main apne aap uthne laga, awaaz gale ki gale main rah gayee. Jaise hi Tinky ne mera gaal apni jeeb se chaata, main buri tarah tadap utha aur shorts main kuch jhatkon ke saath mera shorts aur Tinky ka haath buri tarah se geela ho gaya.
Tinky ne mere maathe ko aur mere aankhon ko chuma fir apne doosre haath se mere baalon ko sehlaane lagi. Tinky ne mujhe apne seene se laga liya, fir alag kar ke boli ki main haath dho ke aathi hoon. Wo uth ke bathroom ki taraf chalee gayee. Meri nazar apne shorts pe gayee wo buri tarah geela tha. Tabhi mere haath pe geela sa laga, maine dekha to paaya ki mere bajoo main bhi geela sa dhabba hai. Main use haath main laga ke sughne laga to meri aankh apne aap band ho gayee. Shayad kadakpan fir se lautne laga tha. Tinky jaise hi bahar aaye maine bola Tinky tum bhi. Wo sharmakar gate ki taraf chali gayee. Gate pe khade hokar usne kaha, “Sunny saaf kar le khud ko, fir shaam ko milte hain.”
Shaam ko main aur Tinky mile. Wo thodi sharma rahi thi, maine uska haath apne haath main pakda aur kaha. “Tinky maine tere jaane ke baad fir waisa hi kiya, kya bataaon yaar kitna relax hoon.” Wo meri taraf dekh ke boli, “tujhe khush dekh leti hoon to lagta hai din pura ho gaya.” Hum dono ne ek doosre ko gale se laga liya. Achanak se mera cell phone baja, aur usmain mere Engg. main selection wali achi khabar thi. Tinky ko maine ye khabar batai to usne mujhe bahut jor se aur bahut der tak gale se laga liya.
Year - 2008
Main Singapore aaya hua tha apne project pe presentation dene. Saari ladkiyan yahan sleeveless top aur hot pants main ghoomti thi. Mujhe hotel wapas aake apni garmi shaant karni padti thi. Engg. Ke dauran pata nahin kitne heroines ke naam pe maine salaami di hogi. Ab kuch real karne ka dil kar raha tha. Main pahunch gaya Geylang, red light area of Singapore.
Wahan to poora bazaar laga hua tha. Main bhi pahucha jahan tak meri pocket sambhaal sakti thi. Ladki pasand ki aur ladki mujhe apne saath ek kamre main leke gayee. Pink dim light aur khusbhu thi poore kamre main.Usne mujhe kapde utarne ko kaha, fir usne mere poore badan ko ek lotion se saaf kiya. Fir hum bistar ki or bade, usne ek jhatke main apne saare kapde utar diye. Wahan jo bhi hua usmain kuch adhura tha. Isi adhure pan ki vajah se mere andar ki koi garmi nahin nikali. Time khatam ho gaya aur bina charam seema pe pahunche hotel pahunch gaya. Aankhon main aansu the, andar ek udaasi si aa gayee thi. Is udaasi ka kaaran mujhe bahut der se samajh main aaya.
Year - 2009
Meri naukri Engg ke last sem se pahle hi lag gayee thi. Naukri ki vajah se akelapan aur badh gaya tha. Maine apne cousin jo ki mere se chotta tha, use apne ghar main rahne ko bola, wo maan gaya. Ab ghar main akelapan nahin tha, lekin main fir bhi akela tha.
Raat ko office se lautne ke baad main apne kamre main kaam karne lag gaya. Dinner ke waqt main bhai ko bulaane uske kamre ki taraf badha. Andar ka maajra dekh ke mere chehre pe muskurahat daud gayee. Aise hi shuru hota hai ye sab. Maine socha uski doosri bhook mite to main pahle wali ki baat karoon. Main apne bistar pe aake let gaya.
Year - 2010
Kayee saal baad aaj ghar gaya tha. Tinky se to milna hi tha. Tinky mili, saare gile sikwe nikle, dard nikla, hansi nikli, akelapan khatam ho gaya. Usne mera haath bahut jor se kaata, aur mujhse lipat gayee.Maine uska chehra apne haathon main liya aur use kiss kiya. Jab jeebh se jeebh milte hain to ek ajeeb si gudgudi hoti hai jise main shabdon me' bayan nahin kar sakta. Do din baad mujhe wapis jaana tha. Airport pe jaate samay usne meri kalayee itni jor se pakdi thi ki uske saare nakhoon usmain gad gaye the.
Aaj ka din
Bas bahut ho gaya ye sab. Wo chahti hai mujhe aur main bhi use chahta hoon to ab kyun ye akelapan. Maine phone lagaya, “Uncle main Tinky se shadi karna chahta hoon. Aap ashirwaad to do.” Udhar se badi jor se hasne ki awaaz aaye. Haan ho gayee thee.
Khaalipan badi ajeeb cheez hoti hai. Jyaadatar ye hawas ka roop le leti hai. Hawas tarrakki ki, pratisodh ki, jism ki, wagera wagera. Bina pyar ke khaalipan kabhi nahin jaata. Singapore main bas pyaar ki kami thi, jo sirf Tinky main hi mujhe apne liye dikhta tha. Aisa hi hota hai. Aankhon ke saamne ka sach dimaag ke khulne ke baad hi samajh aata hai.